Euphamisms of a-honest monster

what is it about me sitting in my little corner of the Internet and saying “I actually don’t hate myself as an adult now and I want to be nice to people and that’s my entire thing” that makes these anons start foaming at the mouth

I’ll be perfectly honest, I’ve spent the better part of a decade wishing I weren’t fucking alive and beating depression off with a caveman’s wooden club. If I get to a point in my adult life after all that shit where I can finally say “I don’t want to see myself dead anymore, I like who I am” and you have the gall to tell me I have too much self confidence now, I’m gonna take the club I killed my depression with and I’m gonna start beating you with it

Things are bad now, I’m working with family but the land lord has given us two days to get $1633 in before he gives us a three day eviction notice. Please help.

Update: we were able to deposit $500. I feel so lucky with everyone that helped out, it make me so sad that i have to keep asking but its still not a lot considering how much our rent is $1630 a month. We’ve gone to two food banks to help so we can put everything towards the rent but my mom still hasn’t gotten paid yet (her pay check is only going to be $380 this month. Everyone is getting antsy and worried. If you can please please help or reblog this i would be grateful. All were trying to get is another $500 to tide the landlord over for now. 

I’VE BEEN LOOKING FOR THAT CAT ONE FOREVER

This is actually quite helpful

its really comforting to know that all the times i was at my lowest and loneliest in the past the whole time i had my self in the future and present who had survived those things looking back with love and tenderness and wishing desperately to offer comfort…i am my own guardian angel and i can use that knowledge when im struggling now and remember that somewhere there is a version of me that has survived this and is watching me with love and pride and joy in her heart

I’m so tired of breaking myself into bite sized pieces

Stay whole and let them choke.

one day you will be happy. not constantly, but it will become a theme in your life. you will have days where you feel sad and that’s normal. but eventually you can wake up with a smile on your face even if there isn’t a reason. you’ll see yourself through a clearer lens. you’ll think of the best case scenarios. you’ll find people who you can share your happiness with. you’ll settle into your own body and mind with a sense of security.