Nebulous

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Thank you from the bottom of my heart🙏.

of prominent tiresome and sinking woes.

I recall all, an illness in my questions

I inhaled all, savouring my soul

o bitter bitter heart, carry on

lest you flee once more

to your well of purity,

cannot seem to limit my being enough i cannot think of many earthly pleasures i would seek, or did seek in truthful interest i would just pretend, i used to pretend and preferred it that way, but there comes a point where that irritation takes over and i have to dismiss or distance my being away from all that’s loud and obnoxiously drenched in their pleasures

—on the contrary

it easily can appear as a pretentious, fake way of living, but also would’ve been quite arrogant and foolish to think a human being, a teenager no less can without their sanity devoured silently would be eternally alone to begin with

i am grateful for the dense years where i tried what i tried and experienced what i wanted to experience/what fate had in store for me, i loved to be mesmerised by the people i hung out with

to feel and dissect that human instinct of seeking what pleasures their being as a whole

i longed to be like them, and i did out of a strange necessity alas it was temporary