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Heyooo! Emergency comms are open, to those whom knew I had a big exam that was supposed to license me for a better job, and despite studying for two months, I ended up failing… horrifically (56%) despite my previous confidence in passing the study exam ver., the questions ended up being strange compared to what I studied, it’s insurance so you can only guess what that was like, I need more time to retake but that was supposed to fund my current income, I ended up using everything to take that test, and because I failed, I ended up behind on ALOT, so now I’m stuck trying to work overtime at my current work catching up, it’s causing me to spiral ridiculously

To those who have been around, I know I do this a little often, the state I live in and the area being in the middle of bumfuck nowhere makes my situations oh so CONSTANT and impossible to seem to break free from, no outside help hardly, I’m thankful for what I do get but I just feel so tired constantly trying over and over and being told I’m strong for making it when I’m TIRED OF TRYING to make it, but- nevertheless I must.

But to put it to words, lights, phone bill, car bills all about to lapse at once, if that happens I probably won’t be around for awhile qwq