- Cast: fem reader x Johnny x Yuta
- Genre: romance, fluff, angst, smut
- Warning: physical violence
- Summary: Nakamoto Yuta, your boyfriend who is now changing without reason, but still wants to be with you. Seems unfair for you until another boy, Johnny Seo, came and proved to you that he was far better than him.
You and Yuta had been dating for almost a year. You both started dating in the second grade of high school. Everything is going so well at the beginning, he was sweet, caring and he’s like the man you always want this whole time. But unfortunately it was just at the beginning, now he’s changed. If he usually texting you, like telling you where he is going, replying to your text quickly or spending time with you, now he rarely does it. There must be changes, including in a relationship. But you never expected him to change so far and this has happened for several months.
After school, you take the time to go to his class. But before you arrived, you meet him who just went out from his class with his friends. “Yuta?”
“I think I can’t go home with you, I have drama rehearsal. I forgot to tell you.”
Just that? Is he not worried how I go home? Who am I going home with? You asked inside your head.
You frowned. “Just that?”
“Wha-what else do you want?” he chuckled. “I also promised to play soccer with Jungwoo after this.”
“Well, at least you say ‘good luck’ or something.”
Yuta chuckled as he shaking his head. “Good luck, babe.”
You smiled faintly and he patted your head before he left you. You sighed and walk to the auditorium, the place where drama rehearsals are held.
When you want to go inside the auditorium, suddenly you bumped into someone. You sigh and you look up to see who you bumped into; it’s Johnny Seo.
“Hi, there,” Johnny smiled.
“Hi, John. I’m sorry, I didn’t pay my attention.”
“That’s okay, it’s not hurt at all. But…” then he lift the camera that hangs around his neck. “My camera is in pain.”
You giggled and touch his precious camera. “Aw, I’m so sorry about that.”
“Mmmm.. what are you doing here, by the way?”
“Mark need help,” he said.
Then he suddenly shoot you with his camera.
He smiled. “I think you better get inside, the rehearsal is about to start,” he said.
You smiled. “Okay, see you later, Seo,” you said as you patted his shoulder before you went inside.
Okay, let’s talk about Johnny Seo. Everybody knows about this tall guy, not only because he’s good looking, but he is also known for his talent in photography. Every picture he takes is always good and his friends often ask him to take a picture of them. And he also always brings his camera everyday and wherever he goes.
The other thing about Johnny is; he always gets everything he wants, no matter what it is, no matter how it is. And one of the things that he always wanted is you.
Tonight, you’re busy doing your homework until suddenly your phone rang. When you check who called you, you’re quite surprised when you see Yuta’s mother calling you. His mother rarely calls you unless there is something important or something happened with Yuta. And now the call makes you worry, who knows you made a mistake.
“Yeoboseyo? (Hello?)” you answered the call. “What’s the matter, mom?”
“Have you seen Yuta?” she asked and sound worried.
Your forehead frowned. He hasn’t come home yet. “Ummm.. the last time I saw him at school this evening. He said he had promised to play soccer with his friends.“
“He’s not went home with you?”
“No, cause I had a drama rehearsal, I went home by myself.”
“He hasn’t home yet, and when I- Oh my God! There he is!” she exclaims and you also hear the sound of the door that has been opened back there. “He just got home.”
You smiled as you sighed. “That’s good then.”
“Sorry for disturbing you, honey.”
“That’s okay, that’s okay. I’m just doing my homework.”
You can feel she smiled over there. “Thank you. Good night.”
Tsk! This is another change from Yuta, now he never told you about anything. Everything on him now makes you anxious. Why he changed now? Is he getting bored with you? Did you make a mistake? Or… was she found another girl?
Once you arrived at school, you immediately went to Yuta’s class. When you entered his class, his friends who were busy chatting with him told him if you just came. Yuta glanced at you and you didn’t believe that he was just … groaned? When he approaches you you can see his face seems annoyed by your presence
“What is it?” he asked as he put his hands inside his pocket.
“We need to talk,” you said and grabbed his hand but he pulled it.
“Tsk! Just say it now,” he sighed.
“No, outisde,” you shook your head and lead him away.
“What is it about?” he groaned as you both outside the classroom.
“What did you do until you get home at night? Your mom was looking for you, she’s calling me and asking me where you are. She’s worried about you,” you said. “And you didn’t call or text me? I’m worried about you too, you know?”
“I played soccer and game with Jungwoo, I didn’t contact you cause my phone is dead,” he casually, as if he didn’t do something wrong.
“And you didn’t use Jungwoo’s phone to give us call?”
And you shocked when he shook his head. “No.”
“What’s wrong with you, Nakamoto?!” you hissed. “You changed.”
“Yes! You never told me where you were going, you ignore my calls, you-”
“Sssshh…” he interrupted you as he put his index finger to your lips. “You’re too loud, it’s still morning.”
You groaned and pushed him. “Screw you, Nakamoto.”
When you’re about to turn around, he snatches your hand, turns your body and your body bumped against his. And he also grips your hand tightly. “Ah.. it hurts,” you moaned.
“Don’t you dare to say that again or I’ll lose my temper,” he growled and you swear you’ve never seen him like this before.
You gulped as you shivered.
“Understand?” he pulled your hand again.
“Good,” he said and he let you go before he finally returned to class.
You sighed and going back to your class.
During the lesson, you keep stroking your hand which is now hurt because Yuta was gripping it way too hard.
“You okay?” Jaehyun, who sat beside you, ask at the break times.
“Yeah, I’m fine,” you lied.
“Don’t lie to me, Johnny and I saw you both were fighting this morning.”
You gasped and you glanced at him. “You do?”
He simply nodded. “Yeah.”
You lowered your head, feel so embarrassed. “That’s so embarrassing.”
You sighed. “Just a normal fight.”
“A fight isn’t normal if you keep doing it.”
You think for a while before you shook your head. “No, I just stay here.”
“Are you sure? I didn’t mean to scare you but what if Yuta does something to you again? Just like what he did to your hand?”
You bite your lips thinking that what Jaehyun said is true, Yuta may hurt you again. “O-okay, let’s go to canteen.”
Then you both went to canteen. Once you got there, you saw Johnny sit with some girl next to him. They look so close and even the girl wrapped her hand on his arm. Don’t know why, but you don’t like what you see now. Yeah, Johnny and Jaehyun are so close with so many girls, but Johnny is brave to act more; chatting, mingle even flirt with the girls.
“Hey?” Jaehyun call and ask you to sit with him.
Once you sit down, you confused when you look at the place where Johnny sat earlier, he wasn’t there anymore.
“AAAH!” you screamed as you turned around and you saw Johnny who’s already behind you; laughing at you. You smacked his arm. “You scared the shit out of me, Seo!”
Still laughing, he sat before you and you just realize how broad and big his body is. His uniform seems about to rip off cause his body is too big for this old uniform.
“So, how are you?” Johnny ask you.
You raised one of your eyebrows. “Mmmm.. I’m good.”
“That’s good,” Johnny said as he took Jaehyun’s fries and ended up being smacked by the owner of the meal.
These guys ended up talking to each other meanwhile you just sit and looking around. You silently glance at Johnny and pay attention to each detail on him; his pointed nose, his jawline, his strong neck and also his broad shoulder. You keep telling yourself not to do this, beside the cause you belong to someone else, but you can’t stop. You took a breath when Johnny took a deep breath and his chest suddenly getting bigger and you can see the buttons of his shirt were almost broke.
“Hey?” Johnny said as he snapped his fingers in front of you.
“You okay? You just keep quite.”
“I’m okay, I’m just not in the mood for talking.”
“Because your fight with your boyfriend?”
“Stop talking about that,” you said sternly.
Johnny just smiled and nodded. “Sorry.”
You sighed as you stood up.
“Where are you going?” Jaehyun ask.
“I wanna go back to the class,” you said and walk away.
“Yah!” Jaehyun nudged at Johnny. “Can you think before you speak? She’s mad because of you.”
Johnny only sighed. “I know.”
Time has passed and now you’re already in the auditorium for the drama rehearsal after school. Yuta, just like the new Yuta you barely know, not asking about your rehearsal and how you go back home today. And you don’t care.
“When the rehearsal started?” you asked, getting impatient cause it has been 15 minutes and your drama teacher hasn’t come yet.
One of your friend, Mark, shrugged. “I don’t know. It’s been 15 minutes.”
You sighed. “Tell me if the if the rehearsal has started, I’m outside,” you said an Mark nodded.
You go down from the stage and went out to get some fresh air. When you sit down at outside, you hear a footsteps. You turn around and you see Johnny. You’re about to leave before he sees you but he already called your name.
“Hey,” he said as he sit beside you.
“I have name and my name isn’t just ‘hey’,” you protested.
You didn’t say anything and and just looking forward, still ignoring him.
Now he called your name and you kinda like it, as if your name sounds beautiful when he’s the one who calls it. And finally you look at him. “Yes, John?”
“I’m sorry for what I’ve said in canteen,” he said, and he mean it.
You’re staring at him for a while before you nodded. “That’s fine.”
“I mean it,” he said, made you surprise. “I didn’t mean to ruin your mood, I know you went to the canteen because you’re afraid that Yuta might be hurt you again but then I messed it up.”
You never thought that you’ll this soft side of Johnny Seo, all you know this time he’s a person who always jokes, laughs loudly and acts a lot. And you’re quite surprised to see him who looks serious like this.
You smiled faintly and nodded your head. “I forgive you.”
Finally he smiled again. “Thanks. So, when is the performance?”
“Celebrate our school anniversary.”
There’s a silence for a while, you’re busy staring at the school field out there meanwhile Johnny is busy taking pictures with his camera.
Suddenly Mark showed up from behind the door and called your name. You were curious when Mark handed you your school bag. “You can go home.”
You frowned as you held your bag. “What?”
“Our teacher is sick. Beside, we’ve been practiced for two months, right? I think we are ready to perform even though we don’t practice every day.”
“Excuse me! I’m the main cast here and I still need more practice,” you laughing nervously as you stood up. “You’re lucky because you only appear once and then die stabbed by an arrow.”
“You’ve acted very well, you don’t even have to read the script anymore, right?” Mark said.
“Well yeah. I feel a bit proud of myself.”
Mark smiled. “Alright. Good luck for you two.”
You and Johnny staring at each other before looked at Mark.
“You both are dating, right?”
“What?! No no no,” you said. “We’re just friend.”
“Oh sorry, I thought you guys are dating.”
“No, her boyfriend is Yuta,” Johnny snapped.
Don’t know why, but you hear a disappointment when Johnny says it.
“Alright then. See you guys! Bye!” Mark said and he went away.
You and Johnny glanc each other then laughed.
While you both walking across the corridor, you just remember something.
”I just realize I had to find a hanbok for the drama.”
“Our school didn’t give you a hanbok?” Johnny ask.
“Well actually they already prepare the hanbok for me but I don’t really like it. So I better looking for myself.”
“You can borrow my mom’s hanbok, she has a lot of hanbok.”
You glance at him. “Really?
He nodded. “My mom used to open hanbok rentals a few months ago.”
“Wow! There must be a lot of hanboks there.”
He smiled and nodded. “Of course! Let’s go to my house now?”
You’re not so sure about this because you’re afraid if Yuta know this and he’ll be mad at you. “Ummm.. I don’t know.”
“Well, it’s up to you actually, I only give you an easier way to get the hanbok.”
You only smiled and still thinking about it until you arrived at the school gate.
“So?” Johnny ask, startled you.
“I’m afraid if Yuta find us,” you whisper.
Johnny sighed. “Sorry for saying this, if he can ignore you then you can do the same thing to him. A good boyfriend isn’t supposed to do that towards his girl, right?”
You smiled faintly. “Y-yeah I guess you’re right.”
Johnny smiled. “Come on, I bring my motorcycle today. I’ll take you to my house and I promise I’ll take you back home after that.”
You didn’t remember when is the last time Yuta say and treat you like this.
“But I didn’t bring my helmet,” you said.
“I have one, I always bring two helmet.”
You feel relieved then you go to the parking lot.
“You might wanna hold me as tight as you wan cause I always ride in a high speed,” Johnny tease as both of you already sit at the motorcycle.
“No! Please! I’m afraid!” you squealing while holding his shoulder.
Johnny laughed. “Okay, I’m just kidding.”
Then Johnny started driving.
“I’m home!” Johnny shouted as you arrived at his house.
“You’re house is big,” you praised. “You even have a tree house, I always want that.”
Suddenly the door open, which makes you startled. Then you see Johnny’s mother; she has short hair and your height is same as her. Her eyes and smiles are quite similar with her son.
“Hello. Who is this?” she asked.
“Her name is (y/n), she’s my future girlfriend,” Johnny answer, which surprise you then you slap his arm, make him laugh.
“Hello, Mrs. Seo,” you smiled as you shake her hand. “My name is Seon (y/n), I’m Johnny’s school friend.”
“Oh, hello. So, what brings you here?”
“She need a hanbok for her drama performance and probably you have the kind of hanbok that she wants,” Johnny said.
“Oh, okay. Come in, come in, I will show you all the hanbok,” she said then go inside.
“She’s so cheerful,” you said as you both took of your shoes.
“Like her son, right?” Johnny said.
“Pfffth! I didn’t say that,” you answered and you both laughed.
Once you put your bag on the living room, Johnny’s mom call and ask you to immediately see her in the next room.
“Yes, Mrs.- WOAH!” you exclaimed as you see there are so many hanbok laying on the floor. You see hanbok in various colors and patterns. His mom is busy explaining you about each hanbok and you’re confused about which one hanbok that you should choose. “It’s beautiful!”
“Come on, you can choose which hanbok,” she said.
“I can’t choose, Mrs. Seo,” you chuckled as you sit in the floor with her.
“People always say that when they came here,” Johnny’s mom smiled.
“I’ve never seen many beautiful hanbok before,” you said and try to choose again.
“I still have one,” she said as she stood up and went inside her room. “I never take this out and probably you’ll like it.”
You giggled. “You don’t have to, Mrs. Seo.”
“You like this one?” she said as she bring the other hanbok.
Then you see one hanbok; the chima (gown) in purple with white flower as the pattern and the jogori (the upper) is in white. You took it and try to put in and you fell in love with it. “I choose this one.”
“I knew you’re gonna like it,” she smiled proudly; just like Johnny always did. “You should see yourself, there’s a huge mirror in the living room.”
You went there you see there’s a huge mirror and you see yourself. Well, you must feel proud cause you feel very pretty in this purple hanbok. You keep staring at yourself and even give you a few twirls.
You turned around and you see Johnny sitting in the sofa.
You feel your cheeks getting red. “I-I didn’t see you there.”
“This is my house and you’re supposed to see me,” he said sarcastic.
You feel flustered, shy at the same time. Your heart beats fast as he walks towards you. You can only bow your head when this tall man stands in front of you and staring you from head to toe.
“I think you should braid your hair,” he said as he touched your hair and you feel your cheeks heating up.
“I-I’m gonna do that when I perform,” you said as you ‘pull’ your hair back.
You glance at him slightly before you finally go back to his mother and tell her that you’re gonna borrow this hanbok.
After the unexpected dinner in Johnny’s house, because Mrs. Seo insist you to come for dinner, Johnny takes you home with his car.
“Thank you so much for your help,” you said when you both arrived at your house.
Johnny nodded. “Anything for you.”
You sighed as you rested your head before you went out. You completely forgot when did the last time Yuta helped and treated you like this. It’s been such a long time, you think.
You smiled and nodded slowly. “Yeah.. I’m just…” you stopped for a while, thinking, looking for the right word to explain what you are feeling. “I just feel happy finally someone care and help me as much as today.”
There’s a silent for a moment and you think if you just said the wrong word.
“Is it about…” Johnny stopped and staring at you. “…Yuta?”
You slowly smiled and nodded. “Yeah.”
You shrugged. “Maybe not now,” you said as you staring at him.
You nodded. “Yeah, a little.”
“You can talk with me. I’ll be there if you need my help.”
You laughed. “Why you’re so kind?”
“Because my mom taught me?” he said and you both laughed.
Then you went out from the car.
“Thank you for today, John,” you said as you stood before him.
Now you’re confused about what to do, you usually hug someone before saying goodbye. But now? You’re not sure if you should do it or not. You really want to hug him even just for a second, you can see how tempting and warm his body is. Plus he only wears his black shirt which makes you see his body more clearly.
“Good night, John,” you only said that as you looked up so you can look at him
He smiled warmly as he the tuck your hair behind your ear; his fingers brushed the nape of your neck and said, “Good night, sweet cheeks.”
And you swear you’re about to pass out.
This morning, at the break time, you’re busy arranging books in library with Mark until suddenly Yuta showed up and stood beside you both.
“There’s something you wanna talk, Hyung?” Mark ask innocently.
Mark don’t leave me, you begging.
Yuta only nodded and ask him to leave by moving his head.
And there’s only you and him. The atmosphere really bad, the place was very quiet, you were on the back shelf and away from the people and there was only Yuta who was definitely angry right now. You’re too scared to look at him, you keep avoiding his eye contact and make yourself busy with the books.
“Where were you yesterday?” he ask.
“Keep your voice quite, we’re in library,” you whispered.
“Where were you yesterday?” he growled as he pushed your back against the shelf.
You didn’t answered and you’re trying so hard not to cry, trying to show that you are not weak in front of him even thought you’re lips are trembling.
“Where were you this whole time? Where were you when I need your help?” you spat and you actually have no idea how that question can be slipped out easily from your mouth. You felt your blood pressure increase and heat up. “You change, you’re not like you were before. You’re not the same person, you don’t care about me or even your mother. Did I do something wrong? If you get bored with me, we can break up. I don’t mind at all. ”
He pushed you again. “Don’t you dare to say that. Tell me; where were you last night?”
“I went out with Johnny since I finished my drama rehearsal.” And you took a deep breath, feel brave enough to say this, “And he treated me so much better than you.”
He slapped your face very hard until the sound of his slap echoed throughout the library. You were really surprised, you didn’t expect if he will slap you like this and as hard as this. But you’re trying not to cry, you’re not gonna show him that you are afraid or weak in front of him.
“You still my girlfriend and you’re not gonna going anywhere,” he said.
You didn’t answer and you decided to leave the library, leaving him who kept calling your name. You went to the restroom and splashed the cold water to make yourself calm.
“No, no, no. Don’t cry, don’t cry,” you keep telling yourself. “Don’t make any scene, don’t make any scene.”
After spending a couple of minutes in the restroom, you finally managed not to cry at all and got out of there. You walk into your class and when you are about to pass Johnny’s class, Johnny suddenly appears. He smiled at you and he didn’t see the any sign that you just through a very terrible tragedy.
You smiled at him. “H-Hi, John.”
And suddenly he give a quick peck on your right cheek; the cheek that Yuta just slapped before. There are indescribable feelings that cannot be explained in words. You feel much better but are very surprised at the same time.
You froze in your place before staring at Johnny who was also surprised by he had done.
“See you later,” he whispered before returning to his class.
Johnny said that he’ll go into your house because his mother just cooked a meal for you and also she wants to give you some accessories to your next performance. Your parents aren’t at home cause they went to Jeju until for a couple of days and you’re lucky that you’re alone cause you really need a time to yourself.
You’re laying down in the couch until you heard someone knocked the door. You immediately stood up and ran towards the door. Once you open it, you saw Johnny, with his navy blue shirt and black jeans.
You smiled widely. “Hi, John. Come in.”
He went in and you closed even locked the door. “Don’t get me wrong, my parents still at Jeju and I always locked the door no matter what. Beside, my neighbor just got robbed and it makes me anxious.”
He smiled. “When they come back?”
Johnny only nodded. “Well, my mom just made a bulgogi and kimbap for you.”
“Oh my, thank you,” you said as you take the plastic bag full of food from his hand and put in the kitchen table. “Have you had dinner? If not, I can open it so you can eat here.”
“Yeah, I had dinner already, you’re the one should eat.”
“Well, me too and I guess I must save it for tomorrow. Wanna drink?”
“Wow, so specific,” he jokes and you both giggled. “Green tea would be good.”
A few moments later the green tea already served in table in front of you who are now sitting on the couch.
“You said that your mom also bring me an accessories for me,” you said.
“Oh yeah, I almost forgot,” he said as he took his bag and look for something and then put out a beautiful pair of flower hairpin. “My mom said you should wear this when you perform.”
You took it and smiled widely. “This is so pretty. Thank you so much. Send my love to your mother.”
Then you can hear the sound of thunder in the outside, then drizzle turns to heavy rain.
“Holy crap, I can’t go home,” Johnny laughed.
“You can stay until the rain stops,” you suggested.
“You okay with that?” he asked, his voice sounded deeper.
“Yeah, sure. Beside you’re not using you car, right?”
He shook his head. “My dad use it to have a dinner with my mom.”
“Awwww~” you tease him, make him cringed. “They left their son alone which decided to spending time here.”
He only smiled and nodded his head many times.
There’s a silence for a moment and you both enjoying the sounds of the rain.
“Hey,” he softly called. “Can I ask you something?”
You turned to him. “Sure.”
He took a deep breath and you prepare yourself for what’s gonna happen next. “I.. I saw you and Yuta at the library this morning.”
Your eyes getting widen and your breath hitched. “Really?”
He nodded. “I saw everything, actually I wanna help you but Jaehyun said if my art teacher called me, he wanted me to meet him as soon as possible in the teacher’s office for discussing something.” Then he hold your hand. “I’m so sorry, I can’t even help you at that time, I’m terribly sorry.”
You hold back you tears as you smiled. “That’s okay, John. Beside, I also don’t want make any scene.”
Johnny leaned closer as he hold your right cheeks, caress it and you lean your head onto his palm. “I saw him slapping your cheek, that’s why when we meet in front of the class, I kiss you.”
“I’m trying to ease the pain even thought I know it didn’t help.”
You smiled weakly as tears slide down through your cheeks. “Thank you so much. You’ve helped a lot.”
Seeing you like this only makes him angry, guilty and sad at the same time.
Then he cupped your face with his large hands and locking your gaze with his. His thumb caress your right cheek softly before he planted a kiss it; more longer and you accept it.
“I hate it when I see you cry,” he whispered. “I know that you always want to cry but you always hold it in. I knew every time you felt down and I always wanted to cheer you up but Yuta always there for you, even thought he is the reason why you crying.”
“Forget about Yuta,” he whispered, which makes you shivered. “Forget about that guy and please let me replace him,” he continued and he kiss your jawline which makes you gasped. “You have me, I’m better than him.”
Then he went down to kiss your neck, makes you whimpered but your fingers grabbed on his soft-fluffly hair and pulled him closer. Those kissing sound on your neck makes you turned on and want him.
He only hummed and keep kiss your neck.
Slowly he brings you down. You’re under him and he trapped you between his arms. Now he’s staring at you, he’s staring at you deeply, staring at you with the look you’ve always wanted from Yuta. But who knows, Johnny is the one who looks at you like this; his stare are so much intense and it makes you craving for him.
He stared deeply, staring at your nose that was reddened from crying and also your cheeks that were also reddened because you feel nervous now. For him, now you look so adorable.
“You said earlier that you’re better than Yuta,” you said as you caress his cheek.
“Hmmmm…” he only hummed as he smirk.
You scan him; his broad shoulder, his strong muscles and his lips that make you want to kiss him. You gulped and pulled him closer then whispered, “Prove me.”
And a sec after that he pressed his lips against lips into yours. He kissed you hungrily as his roams around you small figure. Suddenly he slightly pinched your waist which makes you gasped and he slipped his tongue inside your mouth. After that you pushed him and said, “Le-let’s go to my room.”
You both move from the couch and went inside your bedroom. Once Johnny closed and locked the door, he hugged you again and continue the kiss, you need to tiptoed to reach his kiss. Then you pressed your hand against his broad chest, caress it which made him grunts.
He broke the kiss, he grabbed your shirt and about to remove it but your hand grabbed both of his arms. When he looked at you, you smiled softly at him. “Slow down, Seo.”
He smiled and do what you just said, he slowly remove your shirt, revealing your semi-exposed figure. He played with the small ribbon between your black bra which makes you chuckled. You hold your breath when he keeps staring at you as he slowly down on his knee as he pulled down your pants. Your head rolled back when his lips kissed your thigh, then up to your lower belly, your cleavage, collar bone and back to your lips.
“You’re so beautiful,” he sighed as he grabbed both of your neck and pecked your lips.
“I wanna see you too,” you said.
Then he remove his shirt in the most sexily way which makes you getting nervous and impatient. You gulped when he started to remove his jeans and you decided to lay sit down on your bed and avoiding his gaze. You suddenly you feel anxious, you don’t think you’ll go this far; even thought you actually want it, you crave for it, you crave for him. You can’t see him really naked in front of you, you’ve never done this before.
“Hey,” he called you softly as he knelled in front of you.
“You seem scared,” he said as he brushed the hair from your face.
You only bite your lips as your hand roaming his broad shoulder. “I-I’ve never done this before. This is gonna be my first time.”
“Well, I’m not gonna push you if you’re not ready.”
“But I want it at the same time,” you show your dilemma. “I want you, John. I-I imagine you when we’re at the canteen yesterday. I imagine your shoulder, I imagine how warm your chest is. You’ve got my attention and..” your cheeks flustered when you just realize that you talk too far.
He smiled cockily then kissed you again, trying to ease nervousness. “I’ll be gentle tonight, I’ll take care of you.”
You didn’t answer and just looked at him.
He smiled sweetly and said, “Okay? You trust me, aren’t you?”
You took a deep breath and finally nodded.
“May I?” he ask as he touch your bra buttons.
You nodded and he remove your bra. You’re about to cover your breast with your hands but he hold your hands.
“You don’t have to cover anything,” he said. “You’re fine.”
You smiled and then gasped when he leaned forward to kiss your cleavage. He keep staring at you as he kiss your breast and nipple; not suck it, he kissed it and it’s enough to make you lost yourself.
After playing with your breasts, he lifted you and put you down on the mattress. When you’re about to saying something, suddenly he flip you so you lay on your stomach. You’re about to ask something but he cut your words by peppering kiss into your shoulder, then down along your back. Your lower body shake when his lips ghosting your lower back. Finally he goes back up and kisses your ear, making you whimpered under him. You moaned when he pressed his hardened length against your butt. You can feel how hard he is through his boxer.
“John!” you squealed when his fingers touch your core through your panties.
“Gosh, babe, you’re so wet. Oh sorry,” he said then inserted his fingers and slide it into your folds, make you whimper. Then he whispered, “You’re dripping.”
“P-please do something,” you sighed as you lowered your head.
He chuckled and then you feel your panties are gone. The cold air hits your core which make you a bit shivered. Johnny flip you again so now you lay on your back and you quickly shut your eyes once you see him fully naked in front of you. He laughed when he saw you covered your face with your pillow.
“You never see someone naked before?” he giggled as he remove the pillow.
You shook your head. “I’ve told you before, this is my first time.”
“Then…” he smiled as he slowly grabbed both of your legs to spread it wide and he positioned himself between you. “… I’ll be the first.”
You can’t thinking clearly when his tip entering your wet core. You seem to want to run away, but Johnny held and put your hands next to your head. You both keep staring each other, breathe in sync and he can see how nervous you are.
“Nervous?” he smiled softly.
You nodded and bite your lips.
“Do you want me?” he ask.
“I need to hear it,” he repeated; sternly. “Do you want me?”
“Yes yes, I want you, Johnny Seo. I want you since I saw you in canteen yesterday. I want you now.”
He smiled smugly. “Alright, you have me.”
You hissed when he started to slide his member into you. You hold his hand way too tight because there is an unfamiliar feeling between your legs. He pulled out and plunging back which make you gasped each time he did that. You whined and winced each time he thrust into you.
“Oh my- it hurts…” you whimpered as you started to cry.
“Just at the beginning, babe,” he reassured you. “It’s because this is your first time. You’re doing great, don’t worry.”
You keep whimpering every time his members slide at you. He leaned and kissed your forehead, try to make you relax.
Finally, after a few strokes, the pain is gone and now you feel something else, it feels so good and you don’t want him to stop. You even wrapped your legs around his waist and pulled yourself towards him, making him enter you deeper.
“Feels good?” he ask when he saw you already enjoying the pleasure.
He release your hand and gripped your waist as his hips pounded into you. His head rolled back as he enjoy the pleasure beneath him. “Good girl, you take me so well. You’re so fucking tight.”
He keep praising you and make you more aroused. Your hand grabbing his strong biceps as if your life depends on him. He keep grunting and saying how tight and small you were which makes you moans.
I need more, you sighed under your breath.
Suddenly he he pull out his member and flip you around. He leaned against the headboard and let you sit on his lap.
“Oh my God, oh my God,” you smile shyly when you slowly put his member inside your core as you sit down.
“You take me so well,” he sighed as his member was fully inside your walls. He grabbed your ass and slapped it once, make you wince.
You leaned closer to kiss his neck, his broad shoulder and down to his chest. “John,” you sighed. “You have no idea how bad I want you.”
He chuckled and bring your face to his and kiss your lips. “Now you turned into a naughty girl, huh?”
You smiled innocently and kiss him again. His arms wrapped around your small waist and you start grinding against him.
You bite your lower lips. “Can you go faster?”
He’s a bit surprised when he hear that from you. “Positive?”
You nodded. “You say that you’re gonna prove me that you’re better than Yuta. So prove it to me.”
Hearing that, your words boost his ego.
He held you so damn tight and you scream when he thrusts you harder than before. Suddenly he remembers all the things you’ve done with Yuta who always makes him jealous this whole time. He also remembers when Yuta pushed you against the shelf and slapped you in the library which made his blood boil.
He grabbed your waist to keep you steady as he thrust you harder. You keep moaning as you rested your head against his shoulder, can’t take all the pleasure he gave to you.
“Baby, look at me,” he said.
You turned to him and he cupped your face with both of his hands, making you staring at him.
“Keep those pretty eyes on me,” he command.
You cried when he slapped your ass.
“Who makes you feel good like this?” he ask as he bring you closer.
“Can he fuck you like this?”
“Nooo! John, it’s too much,” you cried as you holding on to his arm.
He hates seeing you cry, but he feel proud of himself because he’s the one who make you satisfied and feel good until you cry.
“I’ve been imagine this since I saw you in school for the very first time. You have no idea how cute you are when you running around the corridor, how beautiful you are when you smile even though to Yuta, how beautiful your voice is when you laugh and speak. And..” he stopped and kiss your lips. “…how bad I want to taste that lips.”
A few moments has passed, after praising each other, after saying how good you feel to him, you finally reach your peak.
“John, I’m gonna-” you choked.
He whispered breathlessly to your ear. “Are you about to cum?”
You nodded, you swear you lost your words and you can see the stars when he finally hit your sweet spot over and over again.
His hand moved and played to your breasts which drive you crazier.
“Johnny, I’m gonna come,” your voice are barely gone.
He brings you closer and said, “Cum for me, baby.”
And just because that simple word, you finally get your first orgasm. You fell yourself exploded, there is a sense of satisfaction through your whole body. Johnny, who still reaches his own high, also busy watching your expression; your mouth agape, your skin glistening and they way your face is blushing.
After you came down from your high, he put you down on the mattress and kiss you repeatedly as his hand gently wipes your red cheeks. “You are beautiful.”
“Wait, how about you?” you asked as you slowly pulled him away. “You haven’t-”
“Don’t mind me,” he chuckled. “The most important thing is you.”
Suddenly he wrapped himself with the other blanket and went out you room. When he came back, he already bring his camera and kneel between your legs with the camera pointing at you. You laughed as you cover your face with your arms. “Johnny, noooo.”
“It’s okay, you’re pretty,” he said as he remove your arms.
You staring at the camera which now shoots you many times with many angles. No matter how much angles are, every photo will look good if Johnny’s the one who took it.
“Done,” he said as he gently put the camera in the table next to your bed.
After you cleaning each other, you both wear your shirts back. Johnny pulled your body and pressed you against his chest. There’s no conversation for a moment, he’s busy playing with your hair while you busy enjoy the warmth of his body.
You looked up and looked at him as soon as this guy said a word you never expected before. “What?”
He staring at you. “I said, I love you.”
You keep quite cause you know he’s still gonna say another word.
“I just can’t hold my feeling anymore at that time. It’s been a long time I had crush on you. And I want to make a confess to you, but you still with Yuta. And i know you really love him, so I don’t want to broke your relationship.”
You slowly smiled. “Since when you had a crush on me?”
“Since the first time I saw you in school but then I ignored my feelings because you and Yuta were dating.” He stopped and he stroke your cheek softly. “And I think I fell in love with you again when you wore hanbok at my house yesterday.”
You instantly blushed and buried your face into the crook of his neck. Then you peek at it a little, which made him chuckled. He wrapped your body and peck your forehead.
“You want me to sleepover?”
You hug his neck. “Yes, please. Stay her for tonight.”
He chuckled and nodded. “Alright then.”
There’s a silence and he think that you already sleeping until you suddenly said, “I love you too, Johnny.”
He smiled and kiss your head.
Today is the day where you finally perform for the drama. You wear the purple hanbok and also the flower hairpin that Johnny’s mother give to you.
The performance went so well and you can see Johnny, which in charged as a photographer, walking around the stage and capture around him, especially you. You can feel it every time he shoots you with his lovely camera. You don’t care about Yuta who turns came and watches your performance, whether because he really wanted to come or probably he has another reason.
The drama is over! After taking pictures with your friends in drama club, you went down frand Johnny immediately ran into you to hug you. You smiled widely and you wrapped your arms around his waist.
“You did a great job!” he said as he pulled the hug. “I’m not lying, you look so beautiful with this hanbok. My mom will be so proud.”
“Okay. Your mom too; our mom.”
You giggled. “Thank you.”
He hugged you again and you don’t realize that Yuta, who froze in his place, is watching you. You didn’t realize it but Johnny is. He can see Yuta is just silent and can’t do anything over there. Then an idea popped on his head.
You looked up and Johnny kissed you. You smiled as you wrapped your arms around his neck to depend the kiss. Johnny opened one of his eyes, checked Yuta who was now really jealous and left his place.
“Okay, that was deep,” you giggled as he broke the kiss.
He scrunched his nose cutely. “I know. You like it, right?”
You rolled your eyes. “Yeah yeah.”
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