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pretty girls who get so close riding you that they freeze up completely. hips going still. face crumpling. "i'm gonna cum i don't want to cum yet i'm not done—"
hands finding their hips. starting to move them slowly.
"keep going."
"i can't— i'm too close i'm gonna—"
"i know." moving their hips faster. not slower. "keep going anyway."
a devastated sound. hips moving despite themselves now, chasing and fighting it at the same time. "please— please i'm right there please—"
reaching down between us. thumb finding their clit.
the whimper they let out at the contact.
"no— no no no please that's too much please i'm gonna cum please—"
not stopping. working slow circles while their hips keep moving. feeling them get impossibly closer. feeling them try to still themselves and moving them again.
"you're not done." i remind them. "keep riding."
"i can't i can't i can't—" crying tears now. hips moving frantically despite every protest. body completely overriding everything their mouth is saying. “please let me cum please i’ve been so good please—”
"not yet." thumb still moving. steady. "you said you weren't done. so finish what you started."
a sob. hips working desperately. thighs shaking with the effort of taking all of it while i keep rubbing slow deliberate circles and refuse to give them what they're begging for.
"please—" barely a word anymore. "please please i can't hold it please—"
watching them fall apart trying to hold on. watching them lose every single battle with their own body while i stay completely unbothered underneath them.
record it when you fuck me, that way you can go back and see how dumb i get for you..the way every little thought leaves my pretty brain when you stick your fingers down my throat.
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The years passed strangely. Not all at once, of course. Just enough that one day Regina isn't wearing sparkly sneakers anymore.
Your backpacks had gotten heavier.
The teachers stop pairing you together because they assume you'll just find each other anyway. You always do.
By seventh grade, nobody asks if you're partners for projects. They already know.
"Pink one." Regina sand as she held out her hand for it.
Without looking up, you slid the pink mechanical pencil into her hand.
"I don't know why you insist on the pink one when it's literally the same as any other mechanical pencil I have."
"No, they're not. You're blind."
"They came from the same package."
Regina clicked it twice before beginning the math worksheet. "This one writes better."
You looked over. "...You say that every year."
"It does every year." She insisted.
"No, you're just attached."
"I am not attached to a pencil. Plus, you say that like you didn't steal my strawberry eraser the first time we met."
"First of all, we were kids. Second of all, I borrowed it."
"You never gave it back."
"It smelled nice!"
She snorted. "There it is."
"What?"
"The truth."
You roll your eyes but at the same time you couldn't really stop yourself from chuckling under your breath. "Whatever. Point is, that's not how graphite works."
"Maybe your graphite doesn't."
"My graphite?"
"Mhm."
"My graphite."
"Yep."
You stare her down. But it doesn't really scare her off. She just quirked a brow at you and you caved. "You sound ridiculous."
"So do you."
You snort.
Regina smiles to herself. She'd been right. The pink one really did write better.
Lunch always looks about the same. You steal fries. Regina steals your juice. You both complain.
"You literally have your own."
"I like yours. It tastes better when they're yours."
"It's the same brand."
"It still tastes different."
"It does not."
"It does."
"It doesn't."
"Can I still have it?"
"You already drank half."
"So is that a yes?"
You sigh, "you're lucky I've known you since dinosaurs."
Regina grins. "I know."
"You two dating?"
The question comes from somewhere down the lunch table. Neither of you even pause.
"Ew."
And then silence.
"You copied me."
"You copied me."
"You definitely copied me."
"I literally started talking first."
"Exactly."
"...Regina, that is not how copying works."
"It is today."
The conversation moves on before either of you think about it again.
After school usually means one of two places. Your house or Regina's. Today it's yours.
Regina is upside down across your bed.
You are trying to finish science homework. "You're breathing too loud."
"I'm literally unconscious."
"You are literally talking."
"Exactly."
"That's not— y'know what...whatever. Live your truth."
Approximately five seconds passed before Regina spoke again. "You done?"
"Nope, I'm dying."
"Can I bother you now?"
"You've been bothering me, though."
"So yes?"
"...Yeah."
The bothering in question lasted a mighty twelve minutes before you got distracted once again. This time on your own accord.
You drag Regina outside. "Come on."
"Why?"
"I have to show you something!"
"If this is another bug..."
"It's not."
"You said that last time."
"Because last time it wasn't a bug."
"It had six legs."
"Exactly."
"...Everything has legs."
"No?"
"It did."
The frog is sitting beside the garden hose. Tiny. Green. Completely unaware that it's become today's entertainment.
You crouch immediately.
Regina follows a second later. "...He's kinda ugly."
You gasp so dramatically the frog actually hops away. "You hurt his feelings."
"I don't think frogs have feelings."
"They absolutely do."
You glare at Regina from your position on the ground."Apologize."
You were met with silence. Rude! "Regina."
She sighs. "I'm sorry, little frog."
You nod. "There."
"You happy?"
You held the frog up closer to Regina. Like Simba. "The frog is."
She screeched and ran away.
And that's kind of how life has been since you adopted Regina as your friend. Little arguments. Little apologies. Little routines.
Nobody really notices them happening anymore. Not even you.
But then things start changing. Not all at once. Just...people start talking differently.
Girls start whispering about boys. Boys start pretending they don't care. Somebody gets their first boyfriend. Somebody else gets their first heartbreak.
The world starts asking questions it never used to.
Lunch time conversations turn into some thing along the lines of, "So if you had to date somebody in our grade..."
Everyone groans. "No."
"C'mon."
"No."
"Just answer."
You point at some random boy sitting across the cafeteria. "Him."
The boy nearly chokes. His friends immediately start yelling.
You laugh. "I don't even know his last name."
Regina laughs too. The conversation moves on. She doesn't think about it again.
Until later. When she realizes that you answered really fast.
A few weeks later, the walk home is quiet. Not awkward, just quiet.
You kick a pebble down the sidewalk. "I gotta tell you something."
Regina hums.
"I think I like girls."
The pebble rolls into the gutter. You keep your eyes on it. "I mean..."You shrug. "I know I do."
Regina blinks. "Oh."
And then a silence blankets the moment.
"...Okay."
You laugh once. "That's all?"
"What am I supposed to say?"
"I don't know."
Regina shrugs. "You still like frogs?"
You laugh louder this time. "Yeah."
"Then..." Another shrug. "I guess you're still you."
You smile. "...Yeah."
Neither of you notices how much quieter the walk home becomes after that.
Two Wednesdays later, the bell rings. Everyone groans. Ms. Norbury starts handing out another math worksheet.
You don't even wait anymore. You unzip your pencil case and slide it toward Regina before she can ask. Like always. Like every other morning.
Regina looks down at it. At the pink mechanical pencil sitting inside. At the strawberry eraser you've somehow managed to keep all these years.
Her fingers hover over the zipper. Then, she pulls her own pencil case out of her backpack instead.
Click.
A different pink pencil. One you've never seen before. You stare at it for a second. "...You got a new one?"
Regina doesn't look up. "Yeah."
"When?"
"I don't know."
You nod. "...Cool."
"Mhm."
She starts the worksheet.
You look back at yours.
The rest of class feels strangely long.
Gym is boring. It always is. Which is why you and Regina have developed a system over the years. One of you pretends to stretch. The other keeps lookout. Neither of you actually participates.
Today, Coach Carr pairs everyone up. "Partners!"
Without thinking, you turn.
"So..."
Regina is already walking toward another group.
"..."
"..."
She looks over her shoulder.
"Oh."
"I thought..."
"No, go." You smile. "It's fine."
"It was just..."
"I know." You don't. But that's okay.
Mrs. Howard blows her whistle. The class moves on.
You spend the rest of gym with someone whose name you forget before the period ends.
At lunch, the cafeteria is loud. As always.
You're halfway through your fries when Regina reaches over. Your hand automatically slaps hers away. "Ask."
"I've literally never asked."
"I know."
"So?"
You push the fries toward her anyway. She takes exactly one.
Usually she'd take half. Usually you'd complain. Usually she'd laugh.
Instead, "Thanks."
"...Yeah."
She doesn't reach over again. You kind of wish she would.
Later at home, your phone buzzes.
Gin
math hw?
You smile. And type back.
You
yea
Three dots appear. Disappear. Appear again. Disappear again.
Regina
k
That's it. No frog meme. No random story. No "you're dumb." No "come over."
Just "k."
You stare at the screen for longer than you mean to.
Months later, your birthday comes. And every year since third grade, Regina has made you a flower crown.
Every year. No exceptions.
This year, though, she hands you a gift bag.
Inside is a bracelet. It's beautiful. Definitely expensive.
You smile. "I love it."
Regina smiles back. "I'm glad."
You look around. "No flower crown?"
Regina blinks. "Oh." Silence. "I forgot."
You laugh. "It's okay."
"It is."
Neither of you notices how much that hurts. Neither of you notice how far you've drifted from each other.
People change. You tell yourselves that. And you both almost believe it. But it's not like you're both actively trying to leave each other.
Summary: A continuation of the night before, except this time, it's Wanda giving the pleasure.
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You shift to the side, Wanda’s hand slides down over your pants, palm gently cupping your mainly soft bulge, and trailing her nails around it. Your eyes lock onto her traveling hand with a quickening breath and a growing blush. “Wanda, you don’t have to-” you say, eyes not leaving her teasing hand. She huffs softly, and you don’t have to look up to know exactly what kind of smile she bears on her face, “Oh but I want to,” the woman drawls.
“Quite the anomaly you are, hm? Not often you find someone quite like this,” she pauses, “In fact, I’ve never seen somebody like you before. Not that I got much exposure to different kinds of people in Hydra.” As she speaks, her hand runs up your tight stomach and drags her nails down to your slowly growing bulge. You groan helplessly, not wanting to be desperate and rub into her hand, embarrassing yourself in front of you.
The brunette hums, shifting to rest her head on her hand, laying on her side, mirroring your desperate form. “I think it’s about time I get to have my way with you, wouldn’t you agree, detka?”
You breathe out heavily, gulping and nodding in response to her question, too entranced by her shifting hand to peel your eyes away. Wanda gets on her hands and knees, crawling over your body and using her hands to start pulling off your pants. She smiles cheekily, seeming as if she wants to say something to you but doesn’t, when you lift your hips to assist her. Once your pants are fully off, Wanda finally lets her gaze travel over your very well fitted boxers and the straining bulge concealed by the fabric. She coos softly, taking a breath before slowly reaching a hand out. When her hand makes contact with your member through the thin fabric, your eyes flutter shut momentarily as you shiver intensely.
Wanda coos again, fingers trailing along the length. Ideas of what she could do to you run through your mind while she gently touches you, now pushing you to breathe heavier and at full mast in her hands.
“W-wanda,” you whisper with a stutter, scared to speak too loudly and break the moment or startle the woman off. She hums again, not fully a response to you, but more of an acknowledgment that you said something at all. Somehow, her disregard only turns you on more.
She shifts again, now crawling upward and straddling your hips with her bare pussy pressed against your clothed member. Your hips buck into her unintentionally as you gasp in shock. Wanda bites her bottom lip with a smile, subtly starting to shift her hips and enjoying your heaving breaths and groans as she gets bolder and bolder. Before long, she’s outright humping you and moaning deliciously whenever her clit is rubbed in the right way. Meanwhile, you softly hold her thighs with mildly trembling hands and moan at her cunt rubbing over your length. “Wanda-” you moan her name, earning a moan from her in response as her clit is rubbed again. You’re so tempted to grab her hips and rub her faster and harder until you cum, or rip your boxers off and push her ankles over your shoulders while you pound into her, ultimately cumming inside of her. Instead, you train your hands to hold her thighs gently and let her go at her own pace. “I can hear your thoughts, you know,” she says with her heavy accent, causing you to groan at the somehow obscene sound- despite it just being her voice. She chuckles softly, “And I can feel your hands shaking-” one of her hands runs its nails down your stomach again, plucking at the waistband of your boxers. “-And how badly you want me.”
She characterizes her last words by a harsher roll of her hips that makes your breath hitch and a whiny moan come tumbling out. “Oh Wanda,” you start before finishing the thought, “Please.”
Her eyes widen at the pleading sound of your voice, hips faltering and muscles tensing. For a second, you worry that somehow you’ve scared her and she’ll go running to someone in the compound screaming about how much of a freak you are with your weird body. The thought leaves your mind just as quickly as it had entered because soon she has recovered and takes action. Wanda pulls you up to a leaned back position where you brace yourself on your elbows, and she kisses you hard and passionately. Quickly, Wanda starts rutting her hips against you as she moans into the kiss and you find it hard not to completely swoon for her in the moment. Your tongue pushes into her mouth gently as one of your hands grabs her hips and moves along with her.
The woman nods gently as you assist her, and she groans throatily at the feeling of your hard length rubbing against her while you do your best to shift your hips to aid in her pleasure. Both of your moans and groans mix together in a pleasurable symphony, Wanda’s face is contorted beauty. She bites her bottom lip every now and then, only released when she opens her mouth in an elongated ‘O’ shape while she gasps in pleasure. Her eyebrows are furrowed and she looks down at you passionately, occasionally getting so overwhelmed in the moment and kissing you sloppily. You don’t even have to think about what you must look like to know that you must be a hot mess at this point.
Something eager shoots from your pounding heart, pooling into your stomach and moving like lightening, shooting straight down into your covered region being graced by Wanda’s moving hips and you know what the feeling means. Before you can think about your actions, you grab her hips a little harder and make her grind down on your cock. Shoving your face in her neck, you mark her more and more, trying to hide the smile of knowing what’s to come. Though all too soon, you can tell she’s starting to get exhausted when you’re so close and you grab her waist. Wanda yelps as you flip her back onto the bed and shove your hips fully into hers. She breathes heavy, blushing face looking at you confusedly while you press against her, panting like a dog.
“Wanda,” you say, voice deep and raspy from over use. What you say is breathy and you swear you can feel Wanda get even more turned on the more you talk. “Can I use you,” you say, looking at her pathetically, waiting for her permission to get yourself off on her like this. Softly, she nods in shock and you immediately start back up. Her legs go over your shoulders and your sweaty, muscular body begins moving to grind yourself against her bare core.
Your hands land beside her head, you staring straight down at her as you get closer and closer to where you want to be. “Fuck,” she whispers to herself as she eyes you. Your tense abs, tight boxers smeared in her arousal, strong arms pinning her where she is, face contorted in bliss, and your begging, needy expression. Just the idea of you asking her permission to use her like this was enough to hook her on you, and seeing how submissive you truly are only turns her on more.
Quickly, your grunts and groans are turning into heavy breaths and small whines scattered throughout the music you’re creating for her. A shiver crawls up your back and you look away from her as a wave crashes heavily over you- your hips jerking and stalling. Swift on her feet, Wanda reaches for your face and brings you to look at her so she can watch you actively falling apart while she gently shifts her hips for you.
You pant wildly, eyes lidded and wandering all over her body, unsure where to remain. Wanda eyes you intensely as you catch your breath, and her hands pet your face softly. She smiles when you lean in, truly like the puppy she thought you would be. Head empty and focused completely on her and only her just like she’s wanted you to be since you first met.
“Come on baby, lay back down for me,” she whispers and you immediately follow the gentle command. She hopes to collar you one day if you’re into it.
Wanda slowly gets over you again, only to shuffle back a bit backwards on the bed and moves to take your boxers off with hungry eyes. Your eyes widen and a hand shoots out to stop her with a flash of fear on your red face. “Wanda, I know you already know but it’s different to actually see it,” you say with a shaking voice and a rapidly beating heart. Fear finds home in your stomach, effectively halting the moment as you voice so. “Are you sure?”
She sighs softly, looking you in the eye with a soft look on her face, almost as if she completely understood what you were feeling. Though she probably did, considering her powers.
With a small smile, she releases the waistband and strokes your thigh comfortably. “If you don’t want to do this, then we won’t do it, but just know that I don’t think that something is wrong with you or that your body is wrong. You could never scare me off, and especially not because you’re a little different than other people,” she pauses, before continuing intensely. “I want this,” she states. “I want you.”
A shaky sigh draws out of you, as if releasing all of the fear that had built up in your stomach, and you look at her with only a small amount of concern left in your body.
After a second you nod. “I want this- I want you. And I want you to see all of me. I want to know that you can look at me- all of me, and see something you like Wanda,” you nod again, “you can continue and I’ll be good for you.”
With the consent to continue, Wanda smiles softly before setting her hands back on the waistband and pulling your boxers down. Inch by inch, the fabric is pulled off, and you look away when you realize that your member is about to be seen by Wanda. With a blush, you feel your boxers being pulled down your thighs, and suddenly it stops.
Wanda’s breath hitches and you wait for the woman to say something, but when she doesn’t, you anxiously look at her face again. What you expect to see is disgust or regret. What greets you instead is lidded eyes, blown pupils, and a hungry gaze deadset on your throbbing cock. Swiftly, your boxers are pulled completely off and Wanda sets up in front of you while you lay back, propped up on your elbows. Her sultry eyes flicker to yours before returning to their target.
“May I touch you,” she whispers.
You gulp and reassure her, but what shocks you is that the brunette leans down and kisses the shaft softly while one of her hands wraps around the base. “Oh,” you moan in surprise and her eyes watch yours again. She watches you intensely as she kisses more and more until eventually, her tongue licks a long stripe from the base to the start of the tip. She ignores the tip completely as she takes her time with you and you groan at the pleasure.
“What do I do with you first,” she whispers to herself with a small smile on her lips. Your heart jumps at the sight of her. The fact that you’re being seen, and not only being perceived as beautiful, but still sexy enough to continue intercourse.
Languidly, she gently strokes your cock as she continues thinking, and a muffled groan escapes your lips, catching her attention. Sharp eyes light up in recognition and she smiles that perfect, toothy smile at you that tells you she’s realized something. She looks at you looking at her and moves her hand a little more firmly. Your head lolls back as you sigh dreamily at the feeling, and she squeezes lightly, prompting you to yelp and look back at her with your lip tucked between your teeth.
“Do you like it when I use you like this? Gently touching you while I’m doing my own thing?” She asks softly, already knowing the answer and simply wanting you to say it out loud.
You roll your eyes with a small upturn of your lips, facade quickly falling and a moan escaping you as she strokes you again, this time letting her thumb gently touch your tip. “Yes Wanda, yes I do,” you say breathily, accompanied by a small whine.
You’re a pathetic, blushing mess in her slender hands.
She hums in acknowledgement, “Then I bet you wouldn’t mind this, hm?” Wanda leans down to your member, gently kissing and sucking the sides of it while her thumb lightly plays with your swollen tip. Loudly you moan, fighting to keep your eyes open just to see how beautiful she is when she touches you like this. Quickly though, she gives up on teasing you, and moves to slowly take your entire cock in her mouth. You fight the urge to buck your hips as her warm, velvety mouth envelopes you slowly, watching as she hollows out her cheeks and takes you eagerly. Tears spring to your eyes at the feeling of it, the feeling of finally getting to be with Wanda, who you’d yearned for so desperately. Her head now bobs up and down slowly, sucking you and staring at you through her lashes while you gently caress her head. You lightly grab her hair as your hips jolt when her tongue swipes eagerly over your tip to taste your ever prominent pre cum. You grumble sweet praises her way as your head leans back and your eyes softly flutter shut finally.
Passionately, the brunette continues sucking your member, as her hand strokes whatever she can’t fit in her mouth and your climax approaches sooner than you can process. With a whimper, and a muffle of your mouth, you squirm and start trying to pull her off. “Wanda- Wanda I’m,” groans and heavy breaths continue to interrupt your stuttering and the woman continues her motions.
Soon enough, your muscles tense and with a bite on two of your fingers, yet another wave of pleasure washes over you. Wanda continues her ministrations while you ride it out sweetly, moaning to herself as you fill her mouth. Softly, eagerly, she looks at you as you reach the peak and her heart melts at the sight of so much enjoyment on your side. She thinks she would do this forever with you if she could, and she can’t wait for both of you to be marked up by the end of the night, letting everyone know just exactly who you are. And who she belongs to in subsequence.
GIRL HOLD UP— SINCE WHEN HAVE YOU AHD A GIRLFRIEND???? I FEEL LIKE I MISSED A WHOLE CHAPTER OF YOUR LIFE ???? And here I was thinking I’ll finally shoot my shot😭😭
Girl we been together since like May😭shes literally so great💪
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can I order uhhh clingy natasha with some fluff on the side? thank you
. . . 𝚂𝙰𝙵𝙴 𝙷𝙰𝚅𝙴𝙽 — n. romanoff
Before you, Natasha Romanoff’s mornings were usually going on by routine. The Russian was already up before dawn, swallowing down a glass of water then going for a ten miles run. At her return, she'd shred a heavy bag in the compound gym, shower, and drink her black coffee in silence. She was a creature of early dawn and quiet efficiency.
Then, she fell in love with you.
And suddenly, the fearsome Black Widow discovered a brand-new, highly formidable weakness: the warmth of your arms.
. . . . . .
The digital clock on the nightstand glowed a soft seven forty-two am. The sun was already filtering through the gaps in the blinds — casting lazy, golden stripes across the duvet.
You shifted, gently trying to untangle your legs from the heavy warmth of the sheets, intending to slip out of bed and put the kettle on. But the moment your hips moved more than two inches away, the iron-clad grip around your waist tightened.
A protesting, sleep-heavy groan rumbled against the bare skin of your shoulder blade.
“Where are you going?” Natasha’s voice was a low, raspy purr thick with sleep and heavily laced with her slight Russian accent that only came out in moments like these—a side of her she only let guard down for you.
“Good morning, sleepyhead,” you whispered, turning your head to smile at her. “I was going to make coffee. And maybe get a head start on the day.”
Instead of letting you go, she buried her face deeper into the crook of your neck, inhaling deeply. The redhead's nose was cold against your skin, making you shiver, but her body was like a furnace pressed against your back. She threw a shapely leg over yours, completely pinning you to the mattress.
“No,” she mumbled, her lips brushing your collarbone as she spoke. “Five more minutes.”
You let out a soft laugh, reaching up to run your fingers through her tangled red hair. “Nat, It’s almost eight.”
“Then I need ten more minutes.”
“That's not how bargaining works, Romanoff.”
“I am a master negotiator, I dictate the terms,” she murmured, tightening her arms around you until there was absolutely no space left between you. She was incredibly clingy in the mornings, a sweet, needy contrast to her sharp daytime persona.
She liked to be wrapped around you like ivy, anchoring herself to your warmth.
“What happened to the woman who used to be up and about by dawn?” you teased gently, tracing the line of her jaw. “The one who told me sleeping past six was a waste of valuable training hours?”
Natasha opened one eye, looking up at you through a fan of thick eyelashes. A lazy, incredibly fond smile tugged at the corner of her lips.
“She realized that training doesn't hug back,” she replied softly.
“And your morning run?”
“I rescheduled,” she shrugged, kissing the sensitive spot just beneath your ear, making you gasp softly. “I do night runs now. The pavement is cooler, the compound is empty, and...” She paused, trailing her fingers lightly down your arm, interlocking her fingers with yours. “..it means I don't have to miss a single second of this.”
Your heart melted a little.
It was still hard to grasp sometimes—how a woman who had spent her entire life running, fighting, and surviving now fought so hard just to stay still with you. The fact that she had completely restructured her rigid, lifelong routine just to hold you in the quiet hours of the morning was a testament to how deeply she loved you.
“Oh, really?”
“Yes,” she whispered, leaning in to press a soft, slow, lingering kiss to your lips. When she pulled back, she rested her forehead against yours, her breath warm on your skin. “I am a hostage to this bed. You'll have to stay and keep me company.”
“Well, if it's a hostage situation, I suppose I have no choice,” you smiled, wrapping your arms around her neck and pulling her close.
The Russian let out a contented sigh, burying her face back into your chest, her hand gently tracing soothing circles on your lower back. Within seconds, her breathing evened out into a calm, steady rhythm.
The coffee could wait. The world could wait.
For now, you happily surrendered to five more minutes, just for her.
In third grade, there is no such thing as romance.
You should probably be concerned if there was.
In third grade, there are only friends, weird arguments where they're friends again after having a screaming match for about five seconds. Tears and all.
There's only being.
You're eight years old starting anew in Northshore.
Your mom is helping unload supplies while you're already halfway across the classroom because you spotted the classroom hamster.
The teacher kept trying to introduce you, but you don't even notice.
"Honey?" Your mom called.
"Hm?"
"The class." She reached for you.
"Oh." You rushed to her.
But you turned when another little hand brushed yours.
"Hi," said the blonde girl in front of you. You could only wave back as your mom pulled you to her side.
"Your hamster blinked at me," you whispered to the teacher.
One kid in the back laughs. Then another.
And the blonde girl from earlier snorts the milk she's sipping so hard it comes out of her nose.
That's Regina. Not Regina George. Not yet at least.
With her little pink backpack, her uneven braids, sparkly sneakers, and a tiny, barely-there-gap between her two front teeth.
You point. "You laughed."
Regina wipes milk off her face. "You said the hamster blinked at you."
"He did."
"That's not how introductions work."
"I forgot."
"..."
"..."
You smiles. "Can we be friends?"
Your mom leaves and the teacher eventually pairs everyone into desk partners. She figured since you'd already been talking to her, she sits you with Regina.
The whole morning is just tiny interactions.
You're a curious child. You ask way too many questions, let's be real.
"Why do pencils have pink on them?"
"So people know where the eraser is."
"Oh."
"Why are erasers pink though?"
"I don't know."
"Do teachers know?"
"I think so."
"Do hamsters know?"
Regina stares in thought. "They definitely do."
You touch everything and have absolutely no sense of stranger danger socially.
You literally took her pencil case and rummaged through it until you found her strawberry eraser with the smell.
"That's mine!"
"I know...Can I have it?"
Meanwhile Regina already wants people to like her. She's polite and neat, and she raises her hand. She wants gold stars.
She's already beginning to become who everyone expects.
You don't even know expectations exist.
At lunch, Regina notices you sitting alone. She debates going to you.
Should she?
Shouldn't she?
One of the girls she usually eats with waves.
You wave too.
She wasn't waving at you. Yikes
You come over anyway and sit down, immediately eating fries with everyone.
Nobody stopped her. So she assumes she's welcome.
Minutes go by and suddenly you say, "My dad says tomatoes are fruits."
"They are."
"No they're vegetables."
You insist, "They're fruits."
Regina follows, "They're fruits."
"I knew you'd get it!"
And right then you become a team.
Recess comes a little later, and the boys won't let the girls play soccer.
"You can't play," one of the boys says.
"Why?"
"'Cause you're a girl."
You give it a little think. "...Okay."
The boys nod and you walk away.
The boys immediately go back to playing.
Five seconds later, you've stolen the ball and ran away with it...and then you trip. Literal, faceplant. But you get up before anyone can laugh and keep running.
Somehow, you score.
You turn around covered head to toe in dirt. "I thought you said I couldn't play!"
Then you run back to Regina and the other girls screaming bloody murder, "I think they let us play now!"
And Regina is just sat there, dying laughing. The genuine, stomach hurting laughter.
Not because you're kind of very embarrassing, but because you genuinely don't understand the concept of embarrassment.
After school, your mom is late to pick you up.
Regina's mom is talking with another parent.
You end up sitting together outside.
You start making little flowers out of dandelions.
Regina watches, "...Can you show me?"
And you immediately moves over. "Yeah!"
Tiny fingers.
Tiny flowers.
Tiny crowns.
You put the one you made on Regina. "There."
You blink. "You look like a princess."
Regina frowns. "I don't wanna be a princess."
You blink again because what crazy person doesn't want to be a princess. "What do you wanna be?"
Regina thinks really hard. "A veterinarian." She stutters as she says it too. "So I can help the animals."
You nod seriously. "I'll bring you every hurt animal I find." Like it's kinda threatening.
"Really?" Okay, concerning...
"Mhm!"
Then you notice Regina looks sad all of a sudden, like she might cry. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing."
"Liar."
"...I'm not lying."
"You got quiet."
"My parents yelled last night."
You have absolutely no idea what to say. So you just scoot closer.
Regina leans against you. Neither of you say anything.
Because children don't always need words.
And for some reason, you start talking about frogs? But Regina's laughing now and not thinking about home anymore, so that's all that matters.
Just a few minutes later, Regina's mom calls her over, and Regina perks up, but looks at you first.
"Come on, Regina!" Her mom calls again.
You stand and...pat her on the head? "I'll see you tomorrow!"
"You pwomise?"
"Obviously."
For a second you just look at each other.
"I'll be here."
Regina smiles. "So will I."
Later in the car with your mom. "Mommy? Regina almost cried earlier."
"Oh, no, did she say why, honey?"
"Yea."
Your mom waited for you to explain and tell her why Regina almost cried, but instead you said, "Mommy, I never wanna see Regina cry. I wanna make her really happy so she doesn't get to cry, like ever."
And Regina in the car with hers. "Mommy? Y/N, made me smile earlier."
"Is that right, darlin'? How'd she do that?"
"She was talking about frogs, mommy." Regina was quiet for a moment before she continued. "I wanna hear her talk more forever for a long time, mommy."
"About frogs?"
"About anything."
Weeks later, Regina walks into homeroom and doesn't even ask anymore. She just reaches into your pencil pouch.
"Pink one."
You don't even look up from your notebook. "They're literally the same."
"No."
"They're from the same baggie."
Regina twirls the pink pencil between her fingers. "But this one writes better."
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