errr... vents...

Hi, this is a nbde (nonbinarydiseaseexpert)'s alt account for vents

tjr thing with either being fine or insane is really relatable don't worry

Guh, we're still sensitive over the ppl who didn't like, say anything, to promise that they wouldn't leave while we were at our lowest and to just, in general, be prepared for us being ooc, we wanted jeff to promise maybe,and ketchup,and mirror,,and ,just,yeah,,and we dont even know if jack meant it,, we tagged hym 4 that,, everyone that mattered to us most didnt say anything at all, so that means they arent prepared for us to be ooc and their gonna leave or something even tho we have been squeaky clean on this app dude, our reputation is actually very nice and kind, and well, we pride ourselves on staying consistent with that stuff because thats literally just who we are actually and when milo died we just, couldn't promise the same consistency till we were feeling better, we want to feel safe and assured we arent going to lose our friends for something we cant even control and barely anyone that we were hoping for could have said "I'll stay" ,,

I think maybe you should private it

Like the things she's said about some of them it's not good

I think you should get mia away from the people in that server it does sound bad

I feel like you need to find a more private and safer place to vent. This isn't the safest for you.....

hello moot here I would never leave you guys!!!! I genuinely trust yall with my life n would literally do anything 4 yall… id literally die for yall :)

Their reasoning wasn't the reason we feel this way about them. Its the fact that they did it again and had learned nothing at all. We dont like when people add extra shit to their explanation it is completely ok to say "Im just not comfortable with you" however its not to talk to us like we ever did anything to them bc we didnt ???? Just the same with "obsessiveness" we weren't. Maybe it was on their part idk man but no the hell we weren't. You cant talk to us like we had been hostile to you in a way that has been justified. You cant say "I dont owe you an explanation" like we were demanding anything from you. We weren't at all and we're tried of saying "sorry it came off that way.." because it didnt and we're getting sick and tired of apologizing for things that arent a problem because THEY saw it like that. We had never said that ever or implied that. They legitimately have to stop speaking to us like its our fault when it wasn't? And it is not "going out of your way to send an ask on an alt" dipshit its called "we care about our friends and want to know if we had done anything to upset them so we can get better"