tfw u genuinly want to look after ur friends and let them open up but when they do u remember you have no empathy or energy to reply to what they say and the entire time they talk its like [internal groaning bass boosted]

she literally tried to deal drugs to the cops I just.. fucken.. WHAT 

He didn’t arrest her he warned her it was illegal….. Warned !!!!!!! Wtfffffffffffffffffff

someone: quit bouncing your leg me: hesitates but continues to lowkey bounce my leg

When you’re in the middle of sobbing and you start dissociating so you’re like “okay I’m done now” and turn into an emotionless zombie

me as a detective walking up to look at a dead body: ok first of all, big mood,

fake conversations in your head of you venting to someone

working through trauma by yelling at no one while driving alone

validating yourself by imagining situations where bad things happen to people and you save them

reinforcing trust in your loved ones by imagining situations where bad things happen to you and they save you

Explaining things to your therapist in an imaginary session

sometimes i just want to scream that i’m fcking traumatized!! cut me a break!! i’m trying my hardest but i never learned how to have a healthy relationship i never learned that i’m valuable i never learned what it’s like to live with a healthy brain please please GIVE ME A BREAK IM TRYING !!!!!