Pertu's fictional world

I'm not sure, but maybe is fair to say: spoiler alert.

https://www.youtube.com/user/Hezekii  ← User who made this.

I was watching this for the hundredth time when I realized something. Something so obvious that I didn't consider before. 

I thought that for "journey" he was talking about his previous life, but he is referring about the future... his immediate slumber. This isn't about the good times he shared with her, or the happiness that he received, this is a prediction.

Why did he use the word light instead of any other? What does light mean to him?

It means Yuuki. So, he is saying that Yuuki will be there at the end of his journey...

A thousand years before, he already knows that at some point he will be awaken. Because he is making it clear that he knows his journey will have an end.

A thousand years before, he knows that Yuuki will be the one awakening him.

Is funny the way I'm writing this: I'm with a laptop, using the internet of my cellphone, because there isn't any other internet around here. Is kinda difficult but I really wanted to post.

Now that we are on a new VK memories chapter, I'm still trying to figure out how did I change so much my opinion about the final of VK, at chapter 93.

I remember the first time I read it, I spent all day being depressed, 'cause I found it very sad and I didn't like it at all. I was at the university feeling depressed, I went back home feeling depressed, I ate and washed the dishes feeling depressed, I watched a movie, guess what? yeah, still feeling depressed. I even felt such a nostalgic when I saw a butterfly on the street haha.

I couldn't think beyond that Kaname and Yuuki didn't have their happy ending, and that Zero eventually died. And I continued hating that ending for over a month after that. But after a while I read it again, and I was able to saw it in a different perspective. 

Is beautifully done. Everyone reached happiness, at least in VK terms. Although, we obviously don't know everything yet. But we know that Zero finally made his wish true, and was allowed to stay next to Yuuki for lots of years. Their relationship grew up so much that they had a son together. I don't dislike this (I don't love it either) 'cause I know how much he loved her, and I prefer her with Zero than being alone. She said that she recieved a lot of happiness from him, so nothing sad about that.

And about Kaname... I would love him and Yuuki being happily ever after, but let's be realistic, with all the drama going on in VK, that final for them wasn't an option. Instead, we have such a bittersweet and awesome "ending" (""'cause is not over for them) We witnessed how much Yuuki suffered for his absence, over all those years, even with Zero by her side. So, we have another prove of how much she loved him. We also have Ai. And if this were not enough, we also have the sacrifice of Yuuki for him. We know that she loves him even after a thousand years. Now she continues to exist within him, and more importantly, Kaname came back to life. 

There are things that still depress me, for example that Kaname and Zero won't have a scene together again. But now I find it an almost perfect ending. Beautiful, and even happy. So I went from hating to almost loving it. 

Ten minutes before going on a short trip, (for four days). What could I do in ten minutes? Not much. But I can take a moment to admire how beautiful he is.

This is my very first favourite anime and I never wrote about it, at least not in my tumblr. SHAME ON ME! I saw it all three times, and I read some parts of the manga, but not everything. It's been a while since the last time I saw it, though. And because of that, I don't have the memories very fresh. But there are some things that I can't forget because they are always the same... My sympathy for L, my hatred for Near and Matsuda, and my love for Kira.

L... I really like the character, but I disagree with him. He only takes the cases that catch his attention, even though others are important as well. And his sense of justice is the conventional and accepted by society, but not the one that really works (at least in my opinion) But like I said, I like him. I even cried for him, at the end.

Near... Just a cheap and unnecessary copy of L. (I prefer Mello... at least he was original)

Matsuda... An idiot, from beginning to end.

Kira... Where do I begin? I know he is far away from being perfect... far far away haha, but his bad actions actually worked. The crime was reduced worldwide, the wars ceased. So, the end justifies the means. Yes, then he ends up with delusions of being God, but... Who would not end up like that with such power? Power corrupts anyone. At least, he achieved great things by doing bad. As he himself said, no one could have gotten that far. I don't know if I would agree with someone like that in real life, but at least in the anime, I'm completely on his side. 

And yes, I know that he is manipulative, cold and a liar, but I am talking about the results he attained, not his personality or his actions.