Cesar's fallen angel

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Agender demigirl

She/her,they/them,bun/buns but any feminine/ non gendered pronouns are fine (but it/its.. Absolutely love shey/shem)

Dating and very gay with @a-sunnythelion he makes some banger art so I recommend checking him out X3

Adhd(?), depression, anxiety and hypersexuality (recovering), A very proud 🌈🎉 here's the community: https://www.tumblr.com/communities/zanyqueer-smittenfik

I only do art trades and there open rps and chat is also open oh you can also ask questions about my yumeship ^^ if you ask for commissions I will think your a bot and you will be blocked and reported this also includes promoting yourself in my comments unless I know you.. Also please don't put weird links

Tinydela au: @tinydela

Scrimfruit/fruitdela au: @scrimfruit

Tmc yap: @tmc-silliness

I only see sunshine and rainbows brah

I desperately crave attention srry

I dislike all tmc and dandy's world canon x canon ships especially those of my f/os listen ship what you ship just don't force it down my throat and will be alright

CESAR IS A TRAUMA COMFORT I DESPISE ANY CESAR SHIPS BESIDES ME AND CESAR JUST BE WARNED I'M VERY ATTACHED TO HIM as long as you don't say anything disheartening I think we'll get along

I'm an biblically accurate angel ^^

strawpage: https://nates-cool-intro-xp.straw.page

Bluesky: https://bsky.app/profile/nattheskeleton.bsky.social

Stuff I'm into:

Tmc

osomatsu (both San and kun), Tensai Bakabon and Moretsu Ataro

Dandy's world

Vocaloid

F/OS

Purple: dating/married

Green: friends

Blue: family

Red: enemies

Mandela: Cesar (my irl husband, lockedsharing, only love the character not the actor) mark (trauma bestie and older brother) noah (lockedsharing, fiance ^^) adam (that fucking alternate I hate)

Dandys world: gigi (girlfriend, mostly non sharing) finn (my son) squirm (boyfriend, non sharing) stopped because of qwel

Osomastu/tensai bakabon: honkan (dad), katsumi (stepdad), Bakabon (A son figure, friend), sextuplets (switches between friends and enemies). Rerere (friend, maybe a parent figure)

Dni: basic/ T.R.A.S.H,pro/dark/com/neutral, loil/sorta lovers, harmful polymind, anti recovery,endo/willos, radqueers and anything adj, pro map/zoo/necro, anti yume/self shipping and stuff that's adjacent to those any of my nonsharing F/Os doubles/simps doesn't include familial or platonic or fans this is not all of them but if i find you not up to my standards I will freely block. Y'all make me sick!

Rules for aus and ocs:

1: your allowed to use my art and or aus for inspiration, yes I allow y'all to spread my art on other platforms but please credit me if you do so!!

2: DO NOT ON MY LIFE FEED MY ART TO AI ANY AI COUNTS!!!

3: please send me Cesar art please I wanna grow my Cesar galley PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF MARK.H HIMSELF/silly

4: you can ship and make headcanons of my ocs and aus with either others characters or ocs. (I mean I do it too) Just no illegal ships or anything I dni..

5: just have fun with them and surprise me :3

Here's my self inserts ^^

I completely forgot my glasses in this but oh well lol

You are special remember that X3

Her real self was hard working women with 4 kids and a kind and caring partial working malewife that loves her dearly with a friend she use to go to church since 3 and look up to like a older brother figure

Then when her malewife got replaced he made her distance from the outside world and became the house wife.. Immediately after a week of being a housewife her self esteem lowered and she got more depressed because of him being distance and demanding.. But she still believed it could make it work and tried to until they had big argument making her show her real feelings which lead to her getting locked out there house making her run off somewhere

Her alternate isn't even better

She physical disabled from her limbs falling off just leaving her with just one leg left.. She body contorts in monstrous ways making her lose energy and she eats trash to try and get that energy back (it doesn't work) so she just lays there..

Not to mention she extreme light sensitivity In her eyes making her eyes feel like there caught on fire and she is basically blind already (not there but it's very blurry)

She gets bullied and abused by alt Cesar constantly but can't do anything about it because she's extremely weak and defenceless

Atleast she has her flowers that grow out her body she takes care of them oh and she cares about her children very much.. She will do anything for them..

She often despises other alternates and tries to start fights with them but she would lose anyway so they don't encourage it so she gives up eventually and sobs away

Ugh I fucking hate being undiagnosed because I feel its my fault for not understanding stuff as quick as others or having extreme burn out and give up on things easily to be excused as laziness, me bursts off energy and immediately make aus every second then being hyperfixated for like 4 weeks then do it again or wrap around a old au I've made.. Not to mention sleeping alot, me having consent mood swings when I'm alone and get extremely jealous when people have it better than me.. Me having MASSIVE FOMO .. Most people tell me I'm just a narcissist and need to grow up... It's not my fault that I don't know myself or on any meds

Genuinely hate when people say I'm faking depression or any other issues I might have.. Oh but I'm the weird one I'm the lazy one I'm the ungrateful one when my mind is changing emotions every goddamn second until I get a fucking headache

He has a resting bitch face but in this he's actually happy even tho he has a lot of trauma he's a gentle softboy in this

None of you... Only hint it's a human version of character

Ugh he a bum now but still is still a annoying fuck so I don't care >:))))

Please look at your own risk if you have these