hi! i’m erin, she/they, 30s. this is my 18+ interactive fiction / video game (ffxiv, bg3, sdv) / oc sideblog. mainly an ffxiv blog atm; i tag spoilers for each expac. my wol is (x')rheni (nunh) on crystal > diabolos! i follow from @/likesomethingblooming.
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tagged by the lovely @serenpedac & @grapecaseschoices ty pals! tagging ppl who i KNOW have written things i need to catch up on: @lavampira, @scionshtola, @coldshrugs, @hythlodaes MWAH
rules: it's time to toot your own horn and find appreciation for your own writing by posting your personal favourite sentences/lines/quotes/paragraphs of your fanfics or original fiction. choose as many works as you'd like, (preferably they're already published somewhere but it's fine if you've never posted your writing but want to take part in the tag!)and let yourself (and others!) fawn over your literary talent! the goal of this is to read your old writing and find things that you love and are still proud of weeks or months or even years later!
i'll go newest to oldest!
from "and once in your life, you'll be mine" (my gift fic for ash ft. his utha and cid, ffxiv)
He understood and respected her wish for space, but that did not make it any easier to live without her. He missed her as a lover: his bed was empty, his sheets too neat and too cold without her there. He missed her as a friend: sharing his triumphs and breakthroughs, his petty grievances and daily minutiae, with anyone else paled in comparison to her.
He missed her in his marrow.
i looooooooove writing yearning and cidutha are such excellent yearners. this whole fic is genuinely one of my fave things i've ever written, and i had so much fun writing it!
footnotes from my miqomarch fic, "begin," which is a lore dump about rheni's tribe written by raha:
1. Should these notes become public, I feel it necessary to clarify that we are companions in the adventuring sense. X’rheni is my sword arm in the Crystal Tower, and is mentoring me in archery.
[...]
6. If I am honest with myself, it is not only the tribe that compels me, but also the man. Ah, he calls at my tent now asking if I would like to continue our archery lessons; I shall return to this later.
i loved writing this as a faux-scholarly examination of a tribe BUT through two layers of unreliable narration (rheni's, in telling--or not--raha about his tribe, and raha's, man with a crush pretending he can be objective and detached about rheni). the structure using footnotes for him to express his Personal thoughts was fun to work with!
from an unpublished oc x oc fic ft. mack and frankie's first meeting:
“That was fucking abysmal, to be clear,” Mack drawled.
“I don’t see you leaving.”
“I’m trying this new thing where I talk to people for more than two minutes before fucking them.”
Frankie gaped at her helplessly, mouth wordlessly opening and closing. She got the sense that he was used to having a comeback.
[...]
“That’s how you hit on a woman, by the way,” Mack added when Frankie continued gawking at her. She finished off her drink and looked at him expectantly.
“Uhh—Yeah, I—Yeah that uh,” —a choke disguised as a cough into his fist— “yeah I can see how that would work.”
“‘Would’ work? I think it’s working just fine.”
tbf this is like half the fic but i love the dialogue LMAO mack's voice is always hilarious to write!
from "please don't tell," a reese x ava b3 ending scene rewrite:
In their combined desperation, Ava knocks Reese’s glasses off-kilter. A wounded animal sound escapes them when she pulls away, but is cut off when she gently removes their glasses and sits them atop their head. The action, so tender and domestic, makes Reese’s already bruised heart ache once more; from the quickly disappearing ghost of a smile on Ava’s face, she must feel it too.
the domesticity kills me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from "memory: in advance of mo(u)rning," a winter x mason mortality moment:
“I’m afraid I’ll forget the sound of your voice,” he finally admits, voice rough as sandpaper, speaking into the secrecy of her sleep-mussed hair.
“...I know.” And she does know. She has known. Maybe even longer than he has.
It’s what keeps her up at night too.
There’s nothing else to say so they don’t fill the silence. They continue clutching each other as the universe narrows to their kitchen, the circle of their arms.
it's really that last line for me, i still feel wild when i reread it. a v short fic that grabbed me by the shoulders and wouldn't let me go until i wrote it down
and last but not least, from "such a living death," a convo about immortality btw winter and her bff adam:
“Please let me finish,” he broke in, voice hoarse, almost pleading. “I have accepted my situation; I chose this. I don’t regret it. I don’t long for humanity, not like others. But that doesn’t make being around humans—seeing the depth of their emotions, their capacity for life, their connection to others—any easier. I learned centuries ago that if I was going to live as I am, I had to become numb to my own humanity.”
Adam finally met her eyes. His own green ones were glassy, radiating fondness and despair in equal measure. She felt the look tug under her ribs, hitching her breath. “Winter, you are so human it pains me.”
this fic is the longest i ever spent writing something and a lot of it was doing the internal work of figuring out adam's own relationship to immortality because he is OLD AS HELL and that compels me!
rules: it's time to toot your own horn and find appreciation for your own writing by posting your personal favourite sentences/lines/quotes/paragraphs of your fanfics or original fiction. choose as many works as you'd like, (preferably they're already published somewhere but it's fine if you've never posted your writing but want to take part in the tag!)and let yourself (and others!) fawn over your literary talent! the goal of this is to read your old writing and find things that you love and are still proud of weeks or months or even years later!
A snapshot of Anki's past:
He imagines that is what God’s vengeance looked like to those who spoke of it in the Bible. The flames that eradicated everything in its way.
He imagines this is what the boy in front of him sees as he stares up at Anki, his bloodied nose the least of his worries. A blockade, a warning sign.
If he has hope that he’s going to make it out of this, he hasn’t been paying any attention. And for a moment he almost feels guilty.
Kendis after an unfavorable encounter that showed vulnerability:
Jerkily Kendis removed their clothing, carefully placing them on the bed, the need for ritual taking over even the impulsive desire to rip everything clean apart. [They did indulge in flicking their hairtie pettily against the wall. It twanged with such force it actually managed to bounce before it fell toward the floor.]
Prompt 'fruit' for summerinwayhaven
“Did Nate let you in?”
Tina barely resisted flinching. She had been so busy surveying that she had missed the slight shift in her friend’s posture. Kendis was now eyeing her from the corner of their eye. Tina rushed to deny the claim, wanting to spare her reluctant co-conspirator any trouble (or else he might not be any type of co-conspirator in the future) and dim the severe frown that marred the face of her typically mischievously grinning friend, as she bit the bullet to dare enter Kendis’ domain, “No. I slipped inside when he was leaving.”
Kendis stared at Tina for what felt like an unnaturally long moment. She met Kendis’s gaze head-on, only releasing a breath when a smile twitched at the corner of the taller person’s lips, and they rolled their eyes. “Ugh,” they scoffed. Dramatically, Tina thought. Not that she’d say it … in this moment, “he should’ve kicked you out. What a wimp.”
“Oh, yeah, your super tall secret agent vampire not-a-boyfriend is totally a wimp. And not at all because he’s polite and nice and takes pity on your worried best friend.”
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“Darling, did you order –” He paused when he noticed one of the hands holding the two coolers upright wriggle at him in some sort of wave, “Who – Kendis? Kendis! Oh, my.” He immediately reached to take one of the coolers from her but she shooed him away with a nudge of her foot against his calf. (Thinking on it later, he would consider she probably meant to poke at his ankle.) He was too bewildered by their presence to even note the streak of dust and dirt left on his pants.
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His eyes remained shut as he tried to catch his bearings. More accurately they were glued shut. A mixture of grit and fear kept them in the same position. If he could, he would have done his best to keep his gaze shut from the world around him but his body refused to comply with his wishes. And he, Sylvestro Barnes, knew that no amount of ignoring the person who had dragged him into this situation would cause the other person to lose patience. The bastard had waited him out before, there was no way he wouldn’t have issue waiting for Sylvestro now that the other man had him right under his thumb.
from an old mini-narrative, circa early 2020s
She took a careful step closer, and cocked her head like a bird inspecting the scavenged sight left before it; clinical — displeased. She huffed out a little laugh, a disparaging sound. “That little bitch.” She closed her eyes slowly and breathed in just as carefully. “Crafty.” Lupe murmured, curious. Crafty yet disrespectful. She supposed that summarized who and what the town had been dealing with for months. “The body isn’t decaying.”
Lupe turned to the group – she almost looked impressed, still very much displeased, yet impressed.
She mulled her words for a moment before she continued to explain: Even a body set to be preserved by human means was set to decay, eventually. But the means preserving Cass were far from human. It was almost as if magic was holding her death hostage.
From an IF that will never be, Unbelieved
Your mother used to say the only good thing about this place was its wrap-around porch. Your uncle barely ever had enough funds for its upkeep but somehow it managed to balance some semblance of ‘intact’. The rest of the place though —
It seems that since you’ve last visited the outside has met the hodge-podge falling apart ‘charm’ of the inside.
You stand at the foot of the stairs, where the brick path melted into gravel and dirt before stretching toward the peeling paint of the bottom steps and taking in the once glorious deck. You tug your bag up higher on your shoulder. You take in a slow, steadying breath. You consider, once again, backing away from this.
But in the end, once again, nostalgia wins out.
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