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Chiron shows where intense and sometimes painful experiences may occur, where we might malfunction by deficiency or by overdoing it, where there is a sense of struggle for balance, and where we give more easily than receive owing to the vulnerability residing there. Chiron's themes include: the "wounded healer" archetype, learning through suffering, compassion for others' suffering, resistance to pain, healing abilities and transformation through healing. Nick-3H Scorpio.

CHIRON Scorpio in general represents core wounds around power, control, loss but these can be transformative.

Harsh

With Chiron in the 3H this can indicate pain/wounds around communications, especially with it in SQ to Rx Leo Mercury. With the 3H also representing elementary school, we can tie it to Nick's speech problems as a kid which he overcame. This house is also associated with news, journalists, the press: we all know Nick has suffered by these means, and with Chiron SQ the 12H Sun (father, authority figures, status) it affects those matters. Nick has had his status hurt by the press and journalists (eg. Ben Shapiro) especially when he was young, he learnt through that suffering and never gave up, even with the 12H making him feel misunderstood, and criticized. (idk the whole Kassie Dillon story but with his sun, mercury, venus all SQ from the 12H, there was likely a betrayal there). Venus sq could also be the reason for his difficulty with love, communication playing in part.-Kassie probably hurt more than he lets on. 9H Saturn in opposition brings internal-external factors. External events have likely disrupted his sense of security (internal). literally for Nick because UTR caused him to drop out of University due to death threats (9H is higher education etc). There's also the JL incident where a (3H) neighbour's dogs were killed. SQ 6H Uranus shoots the nervous system by sudden events. Issues caused by the 3H can put stress on daily routine, health. Neptune is also 6H SQ. This can cause confusion. Again bringing up UTR, everything around that was all so sudden for Nick and confusing. Same with J6, the 6H can represent coworkers and while fellow streamers aren't necessarily coworkers, J6 certainly ruined a lot with them. With Patrick Casey alleging that Nick was put on the no fly list post J6, I think in a way that could represent confusion, Nick was lying about the real reason and making PC confused. I have no clue about Nick and Melissa's sibling dynamic so I won't comment on that.

More positivity

Trine 11H Moon may mean Nick's friends helped him heal by helping him feel seen and heard. Like Sneako helping, in a sense, to bring Nick into the mainstream-ish? media. The Moon can represent the Mother, Nick's mom wrote a letter (3H) to MTV and landed him a documentary (if I remember correctly). The moon also represents “the people”. Nick's clippers play a major part in getting his words out. Groypettes with their edits, Nick did say they've softened him up on women. What I’m getting at is that those likely helped wounds around communication, the press etc. in general this aspect is able to handle wounds easily but is sensitive to rejection. Trine Mars, things that another person says can touch the Chiron wound and set off the 11H Mars leading to conflicts. Not necessarily within his own groups, rather conflict from defending his friend group and himself. For example: defending the Tates, what is even the point of that honestly? Ali Alexander the groomer, who Nick was MORE mad at Milo for exposing than being mad at Ali. Weird he defends these people, he could just do it (even when they’re in the wrong) because they’re his friends but he’s always so quick to turn on people. He’s so defensive over Clav too lmaooo. Trine Jupiter 7H. Similar to the moon, there's an emphasis in one on one relationships. Also, this could mean that the people they talk to can change them. For better or for worse. Like Keith trying to help Nick practice mindfulness. Despite how Sneak has helped Nick, he’s now an open enemy (7H). The people around him influence a lot of the bull shit that comes out his fucking mouth (oink oink hiding)