In Another Life

I only met most of you once, but I learned a lot from being around you. You were vulnerable after and gave me insight into who you were I may have otherwise not been exposed to. But honestly too many of you left me with more questions than answers. It’s been two years (give or take) and I’m in a really great place now, but sometimes I still wonder these things (directed at specific people):

1. Why the fuck did you block me/ unfriend me?!?!

2. Why did you cheat on her?

3. More importantly if your relationship was that shitty why didn’t you just break up with her?

4. Why did you stop returning my messages, I thought we were supposed to be friends?

5. Did you ever remotely care about me just as a person, not as a romantic partner but as a friend even, we were supposed to be friends with benefits after all?