I feel absolutely terrible after 4 episodes. Nial definitely has a lifetime of PTSD, and that explains a lot. Living in constant stress with a brother who controls your life, and not getting support from a mother who seems to encourage it with her silence. Not to mention the incident with Alby. Even Joanna ends up siding with Ruben, which is wrong. He should have received therapy, but instead, he shut himself off and drove himself to exhaustion.














