Anna Lamperouge

I’m the hardest person to love. I’m combative. And defensive. And insecure. But I’m also fiercely loyal. And if you stay, I will protect you before I ever think to protect myself.

people always change after being hurt

Mental illness has ruined my fucking life, don’t ever tell me that it’s a choice

I don’t know what to do. I have so much fear of getting older and never having experienced anything because of my mental illness. I have so much fear of the future and expectations of life and I just want to get away from it all. I feel like I’ve failed at everything in this life.

I’m used to being left out, I’m used to being forgotten about, I’m used to being ignored, I’m used to getting the blame, so don’t feel bad if you do any of these things to me. I’ve learned to keep my expectations low. So none of these things hurt anymore

“Everywhere I look there’s all these happy people. And I think ‘what’s wrong with me? Why can’t I be like them?’ ”