Suicide Effect

You’ll notice that people actually don’t give a shit about you if the topic isn’t about them. And when it is they’ll still try to make it about them and invalidate your own feelings and experiences so they can feel better about themselves

For the people who have messaged me I really appreciate it but am not in the state of replying or having a conversation right now I’ll try to respond soon 💕

I wonder what it’s like to have parents who genuinely care, and don’t try to suppress your emotions for their own benefit. I wonder how it feels to actually have friends and not just strangers who play nice just to shut you up. I wonder what deaths like so I can follow it and not be a burden anymore

No one wanted to listen

How many fucking attempts do I have to take for it to actually work….

If you ever made me feel left out or made me think that I was an insignificance when other people came around and only want to be or talk to me when you aren’t getting the attention you wanted, just know that I’m retreating from your energy cuz it’s draining af. So if you notice me not talking or reacting take it personal