ant

i am so pissed right now why is every boy i like already dating someone

breakfast is a scam , if i can fast for 3 days i don't need to eat before band camp

not eating/eating very little dinner so my morning skinny is prettier is one of the best decisions i've ever made

i survive off of literally just nerds gummy clusters and sf redbull and i feel that will be my downfall

every relapse i have to relearn the difference between being actually hungry and just feeling like i could eat , it's so stupid annoying

i have also not been sleeping , i didn't sleep yesterday or the day before

my family is trying to fatten me up , i can feel it ..

hi i'm back again because the evil ana monster has gotten ahold of me again