Ambivalent Phantasm

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It's nice to know that i don't care anymore, it just becomes more fake and very soulless. So in saying that, good luck because i don't trust your BS anymore. 

Riley is just a Moogle, awesome and knows her shit!, so everyone back the fcuk off!  Well technically, that would be you and i would be the vadar....with the production tag on it lol. Had another pic but i know you are keeping things on the low haha. (Plus i can use it some other time )  My card explained the rest but i wanted my tumblr to be graced by it hahah, i know you deleted yours but meh, resourceful lol.  One of the few people i trust and i would not have it any other way. She understands and gets me, faults and all, and i hope you will still be that amazing person for years to come.   A. F

Priorities are great, when they are people you trust, do your best, just don't be an ass about it. It's even more odd when they don't prioritize you. But that's the point, humans are just random.  Crude Observation- i could have done better. meh

Sky's gum boot tryout. - 2012 Auckland. Memory Replays. 

Swag: the ability to look cool while remaining content that the trend you represent is merging with you and against you in arrogance.  Suave: ^^^^ all that plus a PHD and a Tom Ford suit.  ‪#‎admit_it‬

Conversation about dying alone popped up today for some odd reason.  The point is relayed is that i know for a fact that i will die alone. I'm not being "dramatic", i'm being serious, like no BS serious. People like myself do not deserve those types of eventual endings.  It has nothing to do with experience with things, or major revelations. It's just plain and simple, i just don't deserve it, 'deserve being in the sense that i know i will die alone.  I think that's why i'm prone to do things that border crazy, especially if it's friends (mostly friends), it's because i know for a fact that i don't fear oblivion or the thought of it taking me while i'm alone. Many would not care, some i think would be relieved if i vanished. This is not the talk of some person who is depressed, i'm perfectly fine, i'm just laying it out as it is. It's just me. Heck i'm sure if you are reading this there will be a flaw in it, but that's fine, an idea like this is suppose to flawed to see how meaningful it is coming from a human being. 

Someone just called me an unexpected blessing?  Pffffffffftttttt, that's nice to say, but put it this way:  the scariest sociopaths are often the ones that you cannot find. 

Work is fun when it piles on you, funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.......noooooooooooooooooooooooooootttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt O__________O. 

2012, What sky and me found in Auckland one night. looked really cool. 

A day out, a tad weird, but enough to occupy my time. 

Tried to chibi myself. I look odd, but it's a first attempt and i was not in the right mindset.  Oh well, moving on. max art

Moon from window, need a better HD camera -_- . 

My practice artwork, needs work though.  N. F

Well, i was right, no one does seem to care if i vanish completely, then again i guess it makes sense if you look at it as a whole. Friends (assumed so) don't seem to notice and others are just content for me to be out of their lives. Have to admit, though, i think i'll be fine with that. Like being used.  Never really got given a reason or to be present when others pretend i don't exist.  So bye bye is not really there yet, but then i think people will be happy in a way, they probably already found someone better.  Then again, that's it.  Meh,