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↬ ❝ although we've never discussed it, i’m pretty sure fluttershy likes gravity .. ❞

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〃 he/him ៹ bisexual demigirl ៹ twenty

ꕤ fluttershy mega fan & #1 spitfire stan

〃 canon fluttercord truther!! ♥︎

(currently not healed…too eager to post!! will update eventually)

got this beautiful tat done by a wonderful local artist who did fluttershy’s cutie mark absolute justice!! i am so happy with this ankle tattoo…fluttershy has been my number one favorite ever since i was a kid and mlp has played a huge part in my life since growing up. having this tattoo feels so awesome…fluttershy is a part of me forever now!!

tysm to my artist nat (whose socials and location i will obviously not be sharing, as much as i’d love to) who did this!! such a fun guy too : ))

gore warning

- thanos’ hair dye stains nam-gyu’s pillows and it pisses him off so bad. thanos has started purposefully showering before falling asleep just to make the staining worse.

- thanos let nam-gyu die his hair once and never again. he fucked it up and left it all patchy. he ended up having to pay for more box dye and just did it himself.

- despite popular belief, thanos prefers cats and nam-gyu prefers dogs. thanos enjoys how low maintenance cats are and he especially loves how they all have such dickish personalities. nam-gyu just likes dogs. specifically big dogs that crush him when they lay on him.

- thanos started calling nam-gyu “nam-su” purely because he’s dumb and honestly forgot his name. now it’s just an endearing nickname that nam-gyu pretends to hate. nam-gyu calls thanos by his actual name when they’re alone.

- adhd vs. autism couple. nam-gyu reminds thanos of important dates or errands he forgets and thanos indirectly helps keep nam-gyu relaxed and grounded by his presence, although nam-gyu will never admit that.

- mango cotton candy watermelon mint burst vaper x cigarette smoker. thanos tries so hard to make nam-gyu take a hit off his fruity concoctions and he refuses every time. he hates the taste and smell. thanos is definitely a “bro you can’t even smell it” type of guy. you absolutely can.

- both enable each other’s bad habits but only because they’re just a little too dense to really realize that they’re bad. both with hard substances or just in general stupid ideas.

- undiagnosed bpd warrior nam-gyu is real in my eyes. thanos doesn’t understand it AT ALL and neither does nam-gyu tbh. thanos unintentionally sets nam-gyu off often just because he doesn’t really grasp the concept of his normal behaviors being that upsetting. he knows he’s obnoxious of course, but he doesn’t understand how nam-gyu can be that upset. when he first called him “nam-su” because he genuinely didn’t remember his name it sent nam-gyu spiraling.

- nam-gyu has featured in some of thano’s raps but never as an actual collaboration. just occasional sound bites of his voice mixed into the background or something.

- casually cuddle. they just kind of do it unintentionally and it’s never anything romantic or awkward, just comfortable. they’re both very handsy and clingy. thanos has definitely made a few gay jokes before about it but neither of them care.

- insufferable to be around when they’re both high. one is enough but the two of them are excruciating. some how their bad ideas get worse under the influence.

- nam-gyu pays for majority if not all of their snacks. it’s of course all gas station junk food that has an unhealthy amount of caffeine or red 40. thanos constantly steals some of nam-gyu’s despite having his own.

- additionally, thanos is a chronic food stealer. he can’t help it. whatever it be, he steals from nam-gyu. a fry off his plate or a bite of his burger, he steals it.

- thanos LOVES biting nam-gyu and not just inherently sexual. he likes to occasionally bite his skin just to be annoying or when he’s bored.

- unhealthy amount of “dude” and “bro” usage from thanos. nam-gyu sticks with “man.” they don’t use sappy pet names but settle with those. they don’t even consider them pet names but they pretty much are.

- their wardrobes are a complete contrast. nam-gyu wears a lot of black and white while thanos wears neon clothes and anything that doesn’t really match. neither of them try dressing nice either, they just like wearing casual clothes in public. they both sleep in clothes they wear in public and vice versa.

- there is no tame vs. chaotic energy, they are both simultaneously awful. thanos is probably worse by like an ounce, they’re both bad. keep them both on leashes tbh.

- in another universe they’re friends with the rest of team thanos. i know se-mi and gyeong-su HATE to see thing one and thing two pull up to the function. min-su tolerates it but has had his fair share of teasing the two of them for how clingy they are. they’re the worst group to come across in public. loud and always making a scene.

- “would you still love me if i was a worm” thanos and “no lmfao” nam-gyu. he doesn’t mean it. probably. thanos definitely texted him that at three in the morning.

- nam-gyu wears prescription contacts and thanos likes to say they’re matching cause he occasionally wears blue contacts. nam-gyu wears his glasses when they’re alone and thanos always has to try them on. he has no awareness over the fact that asking someone to try their glasses on is overly annoying.

- thanos is definitely bisexual and nam-gyu is strictly gay. thanos would probably have a preference towards women if it weren’t for nam-gyu, but he can find anyone attractive.

- thanos cannot sit still. something is always moving. very fidgety too even without the drugs. nam-gyu is slightly better but always has a leg bobbing or is picking his nails. thanos will stand up and walk around mid-convo just because he feels compelled to move.

- thanos also cannot sit properly. he's always sitting on his legs, has his legs raised up, etc. both feet are never planted on the ground, one at most.

- unsure if they have official birthdays or not idc, but i can imagine thanos as an aries and nam-gyu as a scorpio based off of their personalities.

- xbox thanos vs. playstation nam-gyu. thanos makes fun of nam-gyu for buying a ps5 and is a firm believer in xbox being better. he hasn’t bought a new console in years. he’s running off of an xbox 360.

- thanos speaks english randomly of course, but he starts doing it more often once it clicks that nam-gyu really cannot understand him just for fun. he’ll say something like “you’re stupid” and say it translates to “you’re sexy” for no reason other than he wants to.

Here’s a croissant

nam-gyu leaves the games through vote and with his little earnings, puts some of it towards a proper grave for thanos and decidedly tries to leave everything about him at that.

he doesn’t want to acknowledge the “feelings” he had for thanos. he refuses to. he doesn’t want to remember how the only semblance of happiness he had in the games was by thanos’ side. when he does remember, he shrugs it off as the effects of the drugs he was under at the time. he tries to make himself believe that he only hung around him for the drugs and the power, that being around thanos’ gave him some sort of status and safety in the games.

unfortunately, the bridge thanos almost killed himself on is in the city closest to nam-gyu. he passes by it everyday on his way to work. it’s hard not to recognize it when every second he had spent in that prison was burned into his memory against his will.

he wanted to forget thanos, forget his feelings, yet every time he passes that damn bridge he feels remorse. he feels guilt. maybe if he had voted no at least once, they could’ve gotten out and he’d still be alive. he would’ve hated his guts, he would’ve never seen him again, but at least he’d be alive. he tries his hardest to remember the pain thanos put him through, how much of a dick he was and how he was only a tool in his manipulation, yet he can never bring himself to truly be mad.

he never lingers around thanos’ grave, the only time he visits is to change out the bundle of purple irises for a new one and that’s it. he really only sees the bridge as a place of remembrance. after all, no body lies in his grave. thanos probably never even stepped foot in that cemetery. the bridge is the only place, aside from the club, that nam-gyu knew thanos once stood. so, he decides to frequent the bridge every now and then.