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one of my favorite things about hometown cha cha cha is them going against the 'you can only love others if u love yourself' and taking a different trajectory and telling us that 'we are capable of loving people even when we are hurting inside and we can still work on ourselves while loving that person.' It makes me feel so nice, because yes, i dont have alot of love for myself but that doesnt mean i am uncapable of giving love to others.

the theme of food as a love language in the drama... peeling crabs even though it's troublesome... making chamomile tea for you so you can sleep well... trying my hand at making porridge even though that is absolutely not my area of expertise... devouring that terrible porridge... drinking the bitter tea... because it's you who gave it to me and i would swallow all the bitterness you give me... making you food as a way to reconcile and show that i still care, to take back those harsh words i threw at you... remembering you like seokbakji even though it's been years ago...

Best date ever: me & my girl drinking wine and reading books at a rooftop bar downtown