I write here often not knowing who sees my posts, or if anyone is even reading them. I know they haven't been on the positive side so much, so that may be why. But this is my vent space.
I am feeling really underappreciated as of late and extremely lonely. I feel like I've sacrificed so much for my family and I'm feeling extremely unfulfilled. My kids show me much appreciation with their kind words, the things they do, the constant hugs.
My husband says he loves me and adores me, but I don't feel that he really VALUES me and what I do.
There are times I feel like I do so much when it comes to things like his birthdays, holidays, our anniversaries, and the effort on his end is zero to none.
There are times I feel like I'm wasting the best years of my life and I'm tired at the same time. I am not the best me that I can be, and I hate that my surroundings have so much to do with what motivates me. I truly want to change that and I don't know how to.
I'm always encouraging others and cheering them on, and then when it's me that needs the encouragement or motivation, there's nothing.
I will work on it, and am going to an some things out for when the kids return to school. I will get my spunk back. I just hope that it comes soon before I really lose my cool though.










