hi, I am gonna try to use my tags on this blog so check them out to find related posts 🤷🏻♀️ I am always coming up with cute scenes and ideas and quotes and things but I'm not a good writer, I only ever wrote a few fan fictions and never finish them. but I have a very big imagination and I LOVE reading fan fictions and things and I thought why not give others some of my ideas!? if you use them you do not have to credit me, but feel free to tag me in them or send them to me so I can see how you used them!!! I would love to read your work!! please feel free to message me anytime about anything, I am a safe place and always here for anyone. thank you!
sister AND ex-boyfriend both believing you're in love with your best friend is crazy work. implying the only thing holding you back is his sexuality is even crazier work
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Buddie fan fiction ideas because I need these but I'm a bad writer and I'm able to come up with ideas more that actually write them unfortunately 😭 I might add to this later!
Notes:
If you use these please comment and tell me because I wanna read them so bad!!
(I came up with all these myself but not to say they haven't already been done!)
1. Eddie and Buck are arguing over Buck doing something reckless and out off worry Eddie hits a counter or something and Buck is so scared Eddie's gonna hit him or something because of past abuse. lots of panic attacks/ptsd and then reassurance later and Eddie being super soft with him.
Kinda similar but-
2. Buck and Eddie have an argument and Buck freaks out maybe runs to Hen or Maddie in tears or starts packing because he thinks Eddie hates him and that was them breaking up because all he's used to is people leaving and then again lots of reassurance and soft Eddie.
3. Buck accidentally breaks something and freaks out, probably hides it from Eddie and really freaks when he finds out, feeling like he's gonna "get in trouble" or make Eddie mad and Eddie figures out what's going on probably from talking to Maddie about their childhood and again with the comforting reassurance.
4. Eddie and Buck sharing the bed after Eddie movies back in. Probably after they both figured out thier feelings but don't wanna be honest. Ft. Cuddling :)
5. Buck gets in a controling or abusive relationship. Eddie figures out and helps him see his worth. Maybe it comes up that Eddie called Buck exhausting and they finally talk that out. And get together ofc.
6. Buck runs to Athena and Bobby (his parents) when something happens like he gets hurt physically or mentally and is having a panic attack or breakdown and they show him the love he deserved from his parents, wave off his apologies for "bothering them" on their night without the kids and it heals something in him how gentle (especially mama thena) is with him and it breaks their heart how he's been treated.
7. Eddie stops calling Buck much all of a sudden and Buck thinks Eddie forgot about him (or he's afraid people told Eddie Buck was into him) and he probably freaks out and is so sad and it's actually because Eddie (and Chris?) are coming home and wanted to surprise Buck. Buck probably fleas to Maddies or maybe Eddie starts calling Buck Buck they are close to home but he wont awnser because hes scared or sad and he comes home one night and Eddie is just there. Just a bunch of them doing dumb things instead of talking about their feelings because they are good at that.
They were all sitting around having a bonfire, smoking and drinking of course, it was the first group setting since people had found out about Ricky and Julian.
No one had really said anything, maybe because nothing really changed, or maybe because they didn't fully announce it the word just got out, or maybe they were afraid of Julian but that's neither here nor there.
After passing a joint around, someone made a joke, he can't even remember what was said now, and Ricky playfully grabbed his boyfriends thigh and smiled at him.
Maybe it wasn't a big deal looking back at it but Julian could feel everyone's eyes on him and his internalized homophobia rising and he snapped. He shoved Ricky's hand away.
"What the fuck are you doing?" He whisper yelled.
He could actually see the moment Ricky's face fell and his eyes got wet.
He moved back but after a minute of sitting with his arms wrapped around him he got up and left.
Now everyone really was looking at Julian.
Bubbles got up after Ricky "Now Julian that's now-" he sighed and followed Ricky who was already headed to his shed anyways.
After hanging out a little longer he said he needed a drink and went home, honestly it was kinda awkward after everything and it was getting really late anyways.
Jillian was in his trailer, he wouldn't admit it but guilt was eating at him. Be heard a knock on the door, thought maybe it was Ricky and ran to the door.
"Sarah?"
"Hey, we need to talk" she said as she let herself in.
He got her a drink and they sat across from each other.
"Look I know you don't wanna talk about this and it's none of my business" she started but he was already sighing and turning his head.
"Look I never thought I'd be saying this but....you need to go easy on Ricky."
He looked at her like she had gone crazy but she continued
"I know you aren't into the touchy feely especially publicly-"
He's actually gonna die of embarrassment this is the last thing he wants to be talking about. He wants to deny because no one is supposed to know about them but he knows she KNOWS and there's no point.
"But that man adores you, he has since second grade, he'd literally do anything you asked of him" she sighed
"He's in bubbles shed literally bawling his eyes out because he thinks your gonna leave him and he, and I quote, 'fucked this up too'"
And THAT got his attention and he tried to pretend like it didn't break his heart just a little bit, or maybe a lot.
"I'm not saying you have to change, just go talk to him, and don't be too proud to aplogize, he can't help he doesn't understand" she said
"You talk about him like he's a dog" he said trying to change the subject.
"He kinda is" she chuckled "just go easy on him, please? You two are meant for each other" and with that she got up and showed herself out.
He'd never admit it but he was very greatful for Sarah.
He went back outside, he was gonna walk over to Bubbles shed but he seen Sarah and bubbles talking to Ricky at the bonfire, he still looked so sad but he was doing a pretty good job hiding it or at least not sobbing.
He walked over and sat down, not long after Sarah convinced Ricky to go sit beside him. Ricky looked at Julian and gave him a small smile, as if saying "it's okay you just broke my heart" and Julian felt like the biggest ass in the world.
While everyone was talking Julian built up the courage, he reached over and grabbed Ricky's hand that wasn't holding the joint, interlocking their fingers.
Ricky spun his head around so fast it was almost funny, Julian couldn't help but smile at him. Then the biggest smile came across Ricky's face and he squeezed his hand. Julian made eye contact with Sarah who just smiled at him and raised her eyebrows jokingly. He just rolled his eyes and chuckled. Everyone just carried on like nothing changed and it didn't seem so scary anymore.
He may not be the best at giving Ricky the kinda love Ricky gives him, but he's trying, and Ricky is trying to. And the smile on Ricky's face made it worth it push his boundaries just a bit. Ricky deserved to be showed off for once.
And to this day Ricky would say that's the best fucking night ever.
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Eddie laid on his stomach in his bed, awoken by the annoying sound of his phone ringing. First, he checked the time: 2:16, then he checked the caller ID: Buck.
He huffed out a sigh, not of frustration but more of an 'of course moment'
He awnsered assuming Buck was out partying or something since they were off the next day.
"Buck, if you butt dialed me again I swear to-" he immediately paused when he could hear Buck sniffling and breathing heavy on the other end of the line.
"Buck, are you okay?" Nothing.
He raised up, propping himself up on his elbow, "Buck?" Nothing but a harsh, shakey breath. "Evan?" He said harsher this time.
"I- I don't-" Buck started, and he had definitely been crying, Eddie notes.
"Buck what going on, are you hurt?"
The fact that Buck doesn't awnser that question gives him chills.
"Okay, Chris is at a sleepover tonight, I'll be there in like 10 minutes and we'll-"
"No!" Buck all but shouted.
"No, no, I'll just- can I come to you?" Buck asked his voice was still low and horse but getting him to talk was progress.
"Buck I really don't think you should be driving, I could come pick you u-"
"Please" it was a plea and how could Eddie say no to a possibility hurt Buck on the verge of crying.
"Okay" he agreed. "Okay just stay on the phone with me please so I know you're okay."
It was pretty dead silent except for Eddie asking him if he was still there every 2 minutes if not sooner.
Eddie was standing outside waiting until the call disconnected, which sent panic through him until he saw Buck pulling up immediately after. He let out a sigh of relief as he walked to Buck's door.
He wasn't sure what he was expecting but it surely wasn't this.
Buck opened the car door and looked up at Eddie with teary eyes. He had a busted lip, bruises forming on his face, a black eye, and dried blood and tears on his face.
Before Eddie could even think Buck was out of the driver's seat and in his arms. Buck was gripping him like a life line, Eddie wanted to just stand there and hold him forever, try to put his broken best friend back together but he needed to know how badly he was hurt.
"Hey, hey, Buck look at me" he tried, pushing lightly at Buck's shoulders. When it didn't work he tired something else,
"Buck, what happened?" But Buck's response made Eddie's blood run cold.
"HE happened" he said through the sobs.
Eddie's jaw clenched immediately. Now it made sense why he didn't want Eddie to come to him.
Finally he was able to lightly push at Bucks shoulders, he held them as he gave Buck a once over, staring at his face for a little longer, Buck wouldn't even make eye contact.
"Where I he?" Eddie asked with his jaw still clenched.
"Eddie don't" Buck said finally calming down some and looking up from the ground and at Eddie.
"Don't what? Drive over there and beat his face into the pavement?" It came out louder then he intended and Buck flinching slightly made him even madder.
Not at Buck of course, never at Buck.
"Is he still there?" Eddie asked, calmer then before.
"No" Buck said sounding annoyed, but speaking through tears non the less "he left, that's- that's why I called."
Eddie just nodded, he'll deal with that later, for now he needs to focus on Buck, who was currently standing in front of him shaking.
"Alright, come on let's get you inside and get you cleaned up" he reached out his hand and lightly put it on Bucks lower back to guide him inside.
Once inside with the door shut, he guided him to the bathroom and to sit on the toilet seat and got to work, there wasn't much blood flowing anymore so it didn't take long. He was overly gentle and he could tell Buck appreciated that.
Buck just sat there with his eyes closed, sniffling every so often trying to keep the tears at bay, he looked so small it broke Eddie's heart.
"Alright" Eddie said lightly wiping one last time at Bucks law with his thumb and the cloth, water dripping.
"I think you're all done" he used his best doctor tone like he'd use on Chris when he scraped his knee.
Buck whispered a "thanks" as Eddie put everything away and sat back down on the tub infront of Buck.
"Buck-" Eddie started, getting Buck to look up from where he stared at his hands in his lap. He immediately broke eye contact with Eddie again before speaking.
"I dont even really know what happened" Buck said, voice strained like he was about to cry.
"I mean- we-we were just having a normal argument and the next thing I know he's hitting me" Buck sounded so genuinely hurt and embarrassed it hurt Eddie.
Eddie leaned forward and slowly put his hand on Buck's knee.
"Buck, if you need to talk about this in detail, you know I'm here to listen" Eddie said as Buck nodded in agreement.
"That being said I'm gonna need a few beers in my system first or I'm gonna go do something I regret" Eddie said, and that, that made Buck chuckle and that made it worth it.
Buck took a deep breath beforespeaking "like I said I can't really remember it anyway, I mean- I knew he was stressed from work but I never thought-" Bucks voice broke at the end of that sentence.
"I should have just left him alone" it was barely above a whisper but Eddie was close enough to hear.
"Hey, no- this is not yout fault, Buck, you know that" Eddie said.
"I know that I shouldn't have let this happen, I just- I couldn't hit him back." Buck said with tears threating to spill.
"Yeah because YOU have morals!" Eddie sighed and waited a second to speak, not wanting to sound angry.
"Buck, anything that happened before doesn't matter. There's no reason, in the world that makes this- " he gestures at Bucks face "- Okay. Ever." He squeezed where his hand was still on Bucks knee.
"I mean this isn't even a he hit you scenario, Buck, he beat the shit out of you. Someone who loves you- Someone who is a decent person- would never do that."
He wasn't trying to sound angry, just firm enough that Buck understood how serious this all was, he didn't want Buck going back to him just because Buck didn't feel like he deserved better.
"You did not deserve this, Evan" Eddie was making eye contact with Buck and watched the exact moment it all hit him, within seconds he was leaning forward sobbing into Eddie's chest and gripping his shirt like a life line again.
Eddie sat there just rubbing his back and telling how quietly it was gonna be okay, the same way they had done for each other many times. There was honestly no embarrassment in them breaking down in front of each other anymore.
He sat there until he left Buck relaxing a little too much, he knew after the adrenaline died out he'd be exhausted and he didn't need him sleeping in the bathroom.
"Hey, Buck-" he felt Buck stiffen back up.
"Come on let's get you to bed" Buck nodded and let Eddie help him stand. Bucks eye lids looked so heavy even though he was awake he looked half asleep. He walked him right pasted the couch towards his bedroom.
Buck whispered a "wha-?" Before Eddie shushed him "You're too sore to be sleeping on the couch, besides I can keep a closer eye on you this way"
Oh, OH, so they were BOTH gonna be sleeping in Eddie's bed? Buck thought.
It must have been clear what he was thinking because about the time Eddie sat Buck on the bed he said
"or you know, I could take the couch if you're more comfortable in here by yourself" Buck wanted to cry more bow with how sweet Eddie was.
"No, no, it's- I don't really wanna be alone- that's why I called" Buck said, sounding only slightly ashamed. "You always pick up" the last part was just a whisper but Eddie was really close to Bucks face as he looked up from helping him take his shoes off and they sat there for just a little too long.
"So um- is there- uh- is there anything else you need?" Eddie asked while he stood up
"No, no I think I'm okay. My uh- my side kinda hurts" Buck said while rubbing his rib slightly.
"Lemme see" Eddie said reaching to help lift up his shirt, sure enough there was a nice bruise forming there. As much as it made Eddie's blood boil. He stayed calm.
"It's not too bad but it's definitely there" Eddie said, assessing. "I'll go get you some ibuprofen"
He wasn't gone long before returning with ibuprofen and water and Buck gladly accepted before laying down completely.
Eddie laid beside him, they laid in silence until Buck dosed off, Eddie just laid there thinking, until a noise outside made Buck jump awake.
"What was that?" Buck asked, breathing heavy. The fear on his face broke Eddie's heart.
"I don't know" he started but quickly added
"Hey I'm sure it's nothing, but I'll go check." he said on the most gentle voice he has. He went to go check it out, It was in fact nothing, probably a neighbor doing something stupid like always.
But when he got back he found Buck sitting up in bed with his knees to his chest, definitely hyperventilating.
He rushed over and sat on the bed in front of him, one leg still touching the floor.
Looking back he probably should have asked what he needed, asked if he could touch him, I mean Buck was very triggered after all, but he knew Buck felt safe with him, and he was so greatful for that, and his dad instincts kicked in seeing Buck so fragile so he just grabbed Bucks shoulders and pulled him into a hug.
He just held him and told him everything was okay in hopes that was true. This isn't something you just get over.
It must have worked though because after about 10 minutes Bucks breathing had evened out and he was starting to relax.
"There you go" Eddie didn't even know what he was saying anymore, part if him hoped they wouldn't remember in the morning being so tired and all but Buck deserved the most gentle side of Eddie.
"Tha-thank you." Buck said after he pulled away, "I'm- I'm so sorry"
"Hey no don't aplogize, I can't imagine how scary this all must be" Eddie said as he gave Bucks arm a squeeze.
"I just keep thinking he's gonna come find me, like with-with what happened to Maddie"
He took a deep breath trying not to imagine how scared she must have felt
"I know it's not the same I just- I didn't ever see him hurting me like that and now I just see him so....differently"
Eddie gave him a small sympathetic smile before he spoke "I promise you if he's dumb enough to come here, he'll leave in a body bag" that earned a small chuckle out of Buck, but he knew it was true. Eddie would do anything to protect Buck, even that.
"And I have locks on all the doors and windows, I promise he's not getting in here, or to you ever again."
His hand had made its way from Bucks arm to his hand and he gave it a small squeeze.
"Okay?" Eddie wanted to make sure he fully understood he was safe.
"Okay" Buck smiled. It was small but a smile nonetheless.
"Alright, now I know you're exhausted, let's try to get some sleep, would you rather sleep on my side, away from the door?"
Eddie was being so sympathetic it made Buck want to cry more but for a different reason, and partly because he felt he didn't deserve it as much as he deserved the beating he got but that's a whole different problem to get into.
"No, no I'm good" he said, and actually meant it for once. He was sleeping in Eddie's bed, WITH Eddie, his adrenaline was wearing off and he was feeling so comfortable.
Eddie cut out the lights, all that there was was the glow of the moon shinning through the too thin curtains, Eddie sat down on the edge of the bed and removed his shoes and before climbing under the cover with Buck.
They both laid on ther back, decently far apart for all of 30 seconds before the silence was too much for Buck.
"Could we maybe have the TV on- just- just in the background, until I fall asleep?" He surprised himself a little that he was comfortable asking for anything more then Eddie was already giving him, which made him start to second guess himself when Eddie didn't awnser immediately and it was too dark to read an expression.
"Uh never-nevermind, I'm sorry that's rude to even ask i-" Buck started rambling again bur was cut off by Eddie rolling on his side to face him, propping himself up on his elbow.
"No, of course we can, Buck. That's fine. It's not gonna bother me any, matter of fact I fall asleep with the tv on a lot and I'd rather you be comfortable" Eddie smiled, it was so genuine and soft.
He rolled back over just enough to grab the remote from his bedside table and turned the tv on before handing Buck the remotes, Buck just sat them aside leaving it on some cooking show, he really just wanted the light and noise.
"Thank you Eddie, not- not just for that for everything, not Even just today but in general I- I don't know how to thank you"
There was a strange silence after that, he risked rolling on his side now that Eddie was back on his back to look at him, Eddie was smiling softly staring at the ceiling?
"Just take care of yourself Buck, and don't shut me out because you feel like a burden or something- that's all I ask." Against his better judgements, he rolled over to face Buck for the last part
"That's thank you enough" he smiled.
"And if I ever see him I swear to God-" Eddie started but Buck Stopped him woth a half chuckle "I know, I know" he laughed even though he knew it was the truth still.
Their laughs faded into a peaceful silence as they both rolled over on thier backs again.
"Goodnight, Buck, I'm- I'm glad you're here"
In my home, in this world, kinda went unsaid.
"Me too" Buck couldn't help but smile. His heart was so full. Maybe what happened today was the best pain he ever had to go through if this is where it lead him.
"Goodnight, Eds"
And to his surprise he had no trouble sleeping that night, or any night after that, because he never slept alone again
It was another night of great oral sex and then arguments after....
"I just don't fucking understand why you're so Goddamn private, Jules?"
"Rick, I already told you we can't..."
"Why the fuck not, Julian?"
"Do you wanna be like Lahey and Randy?"
"We're never gonna fucking be like them"
"Look, I just don't want the whole park to know, okay?"
"Are you fucking asamed of me?"
"Ricky, I'm tired can we just talk about this tomorrow? You need to get going before Lucy starts asking questions"
"Yeah, what the fuck ever, Julian. Goodnight to you too"
And the door slamed.
He felt bad, he honestly did, because Ricky wasn't mad, he was hurt. He knew that.
Look, he wasn't ashamed, not of ar at least, he loved what they had, but he just couldn't stand the thought of everyone finding out.
It was another sleepless night. He felt guilty, he just uses Ricky for pleasure and then kicks him out of his houe? Ricky had been great honestly, and it wasn't just sexual, they watched movies, drank, smoke, laughed and just fucking talked.
Sometimes it got really deep and he understand why Ricky was the way he was more and more, he wanted nothing but to protect him forever honestly and now he was the one hurting him. How fucked is that?
The next day they went to steel and sale some furniture for some extra cash, it was so hard to act like everything was jut normal and he could tell it was for Ricky too, especially around Bubbles.
After they got home Ricky came over to Jullian's trailer again of course, but this time was different, it was tense, they both wanted more but in different ways. They both knew what they were here for but yet they sat in silence on the couch for what felt like forever before Julian finally spoke up.
"So, Rick, uh, what if we took it....further?"
"Like actually going out?"
The hopefulness traced with doubt in Ricky's voice and that crooked smile made Jullian feel like a prick, especially when "no, fuck..." Came out harsher then he wanted, he winced.
"Then what?"
"You know like...." he gestured to the bedroom, he was really hoping he wouldn't have to say the words, but he knew Ricky was a little...slow to say the least.
"You wanna move in together?"
He was really gonna have to say it wasn't he?
"No, Rick, God, like.....sex. I want us to have actual sex"
Fuck, he hated sounding gay. This was all so fucking gay, his dad would beat the shit outta him if he only knew.
"Jules, I don't know if you have asthma or whatever and can't remember but that's what the fuck we've been doing."
Fuck he loved this idiot.
"It's amnesia, Ricky. And yea, I know but, I mean like, fuck do you really want me to have to say it?"
"Say what?"
"Fuck, I want us to have real sex, Ricky, I want us to really fuck."
It seem to finally click
"Like....butt stuff?"
Fuck, He kinda looked grossed out but maybe it was just confusion like Ricky always had because he could swear there was that look in his eyes.
They had never really talked about it a this
It had stated as hand jobs one drunken night they were horny and went too far, and they swore that was the only time but it became a habit, then oral, and they never complained or talked about more unless it was a relationship from Ricky.
So he had no clue how this would even go but damn of he didn't wanna get closer.
And honestly as much as he wanted to fuck so rough and hard, there was a part of him that just wanted to be close, to make it romantic, to have an excuse to kiss him slowly and it not be awkward. It never was when they were in the moment, but talking about it, that made him feel some time of self hatred and he didn't get why.
I mean he didn't care if someone else was gay, he thought what Lahey and Randy did was... weird to say the least but he didn't care when it didn't effect him personally.
They were kinda good for each other if he was being honest.
But when it came to him and Ricky, he just, couldn't.
"Okay, let's do it."
Well that's not the answer he was expecting.
"Really? Like right now?"
"Yeah, man"
"Okay"
They got to the bed and then came the awkward or, more awkward part. Who's bottoming?
"So, um, how are we gonna do this?"
"Jules, I think you know how sex works, right?"
He rolled his eyes, but somehow that lighten the heaviness.
"Yes, Rick, what the fuck? I mean, who's gonna be on bottom?"
"Oh I will, I don't give a fuck, I mean I'm gay I might as well be fucking gay."
Okay. That was easy.
......
And he had his doubts and anxitey im his stomach but of course. It was the best sex he'd ever had.
Between the bites on his shoulder, the hands in his hair, and the way Ricky moaned his name in that raspy voice of his, so quietly but it felt so loud.
it got kinda rough, there was some pain, some hard thrusts, but maybe it was because it was his best friend, but all he wanted to be was gentle, with every touch, kiss, everything.
After, they both crashed. Well Ricky did at least.
They were both exhausted but for some reason Jullian couldn't sleep.
He kept thinking.
He watched Ricky sleep, mostly, the way he snuggled up against him, held his arm, the thought about how all Ricky wanted was to be loved, he craved affection and gentleness and to show his feelings and talk about things but somehow he always ended up with toxic women who treated him like shit.
Yeah, Ricky messed up a lot but he tried, and the way he laid in Julian's arms like he craved the feeling of safety, looking as happy and calm as he's ever seen him, made Julian's heart flutter.
God, he'd die for this man.
The next morning they woke up to bubbles banging on the door.
Julian got dressed and hurried to answer the door, apparently he was looking for one of his kitties, wanted to know if he had seen it, it was fine, he told him no and he was about to leave, it would have all been fine, until Ricky walked outta Julian's bedroom, in only his boxers.
Ricky didn't seem to care or think of course.
"Alright, bubs, well see ya later okay?"
Julian said after Ricky went to go shower, hoping the chiller he seemed the less Bubbles would think about it. It didn't work.
"...yeah...I guess, but uh, what was Ricky doing in your bedroom half necked, there Julian?"
The smirk on his face mad Julian's face go red.
"He came to my door saying he was cold and uncomfortable in his car and shit, I was tired of his bitching so I let him in, he took the bed, I took the couch."
Okay, yeah that was a good lie, except he knows Bubbles definitely saw Jullian come from the bedroom through the window. Fuck.
After they said their goodbyes, Julian shut his door amd took a big drink outta his glass.
He was really mad, until he turned around to see Ricky in nothing but a towel asking to borrow some underwear and if his face went red again neither of them made a comment about it.
"Where's Bubs?" Ricky asked while getting dressed.
"He went home. Rick, you can't just fucking come in here outta my bedroom half necked. Don't you think?"
He winced at how hurt Ricky looked at that comment.
"Yeah I think Julian, I thinked we wasn't gonna fucking hide anymore"
"Why would you fuckung think that?"
"After last night I, I don't know. Never mind."
"Look, Rick, I'm sorry I just, I told you we just fucking can't" he said calmer
"Yeah, yeah I remember Julian, I'm sorry. I guess I'm just fucking stupdid, I'll get outta here then."
Ricky didn't even sound angry amymore, just sad.
He felt like a dick.
Ricky was leaving and he felt like a dick.
"Rick..." he sighed
"What?"
"Stay?....please."
He hated the way his voice cracked. He knew it was wrong to use Ricky's kind heart and love for him to get him to stay, he had every right to be mad at him, but he truly did need him to stay.
He wasn't really the clingy type, he wasn't as affectionate as Ricky, he wasn't as damaged either, at least he didn't show it all like Ricky did. But sometimes he really just wanted Ricky to put his arm around him and never let go.
Sometimes when they stayed up talking, Jullian got pretty emotional, of course he blamed it on the drinks and he knew Ricky would never tell a soul but it was so different to just be open and let that macho man act down.
"Jules, I'm sorry" Ricky crossed the distance between them in two large steps and now he was hugging Julian.
He'd be lying if he said he didn't go limp, he really did need it, especially now because he felt even worse that Ricky was apologizing to him for being hurt when he had every right to be.
He tried to say "I'm fine, bud"
But his voice still shook and all he got was
"Shhhh Jules"
He was normally the one comforting Ricky, Ricky was very touched starved and showed it much morethen Jullian, he always got close like Jullian wanted to do but could never bring himself to do, unless he was hugging Bubbles when he was upset.
He was normally the one comforting everyone though, not just Ricky. Ricky liked him being soft, and sweet he also talked to him like he did Corey and Travor sometimes, like he was training a dog, but Ricky liked that too. He said it was a turn on.
He also loved seeing him protect Bubbles just like Jullian loved seeing Ricky talk to kids.
But what Ricky really liked was to see Jullian so raw, he hated to see him hurting but to be the one able to put him back together made him feel like less of a mess up, like he was needed, and Julian knew that so it made him feel less bad about letting his garud down. He told himself he was doing it for Ricky.
A Owen/tk fan fic where back in his drug days tk is partying and drinking maybe but he almost gets or does get assaulted or wakes up in a bed he don't know and jut gets scared and calls Owen in tears asking for him to pick him up at like 2am and so he does and takes care of him and tk is like "I gotta get clean" and Owen is supportive and proud and tk falls asleep on him maybe after talking about it or maybe he don't wanna.
Sorry in a father/son fan fic mood. Pleaseeee guys! Yall ate so good at this I'm not.
(Could also use this for #tarlos like he relapses or is drugged and gets scared but calls Carlos and Carlos is like "we'll talk about it later let's get you feeling better")
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He's been sitting in the bathroom floor, head over the toilet, all morning and hoenstly he's about to cry with how fed up he is and how horrible he feels, just than his partner walks in the bathroom.
*looks up to see them standing in the door way, look of love and sadness on their face*
"Baby" *starts reaching like a child*
*Chuckles* "Hey, don't get up"
They sit down and pulls him close, rub his back.
"I feel horrible" he practically whines
"I know baby, I know. I'm sorry"
*kisses his forehead even though he's sweaty*
And he still felt like shit but with his partner by his side he knew he'd be okay. He finally had all he ever wanted.
Can someone write a season one Owen/tk story where tk has to get his wisdom teeth out (before tarlos or else he would be there so) ans tk is terrified of being put under and the needles and all and Owen stays with him and then he's whiney and hurting after he wakes up and Owen baby's him and takes care of him and he sleeps in his bed 🥺
Can we get a fic where Buck is laying on the bed like this, probably looking through social media, or maybe thier work schedules to figure out when they need someone to watch Chris, cuz he worries about that now, like always. And Eddie is being the clingy one for once and crawling up the bed to lay on Buck and he looks at him like this and then puts his phone down, or stays on it and laughs cuz Eddie just lays on him, and so he kisses his head. And they talk about whatever and he needs to get up but eh, maybe they fall asleep idk.
You can turn it into whatever after that. Just make it domestic and cute ❤️😭
"Okay so it looks like we're both on Monday, Wednesday and Thursday but I forgot I told Bobby I'd take a half to cover Porter so he can take his kid to the dentist on Friday so that laps over into the 24 we're doing on Saturday--"
"Mmmmm."
The grunted response has Buck looking up from his tablet and the resulting planning, or rather, down, to grin at Eddie who's crept onto the bed and proceeded to rest his head on Buck's chest. He lays the schedule aside to card gentle fingers through his boyfriend's hair.
"Hi. What brought this on?"
Eddie's eyes have closed, the tension slowly bleeding out of him as he settles himself, an arm draped around Buck .
"Missed you. S'been a long week."
He can't argue with that. It feels like they've spent the last six days running full-tilt from one disaster to another. This little quiet moment of badly-needed peace, who is he to let their scheduling session interfere with it? They have all of tomorrow to figure out what days they need Carla next week. For now, Buck just wants to lie in the stillness with Eddie's sleepy weight on top of him. A warm, living blanket burrowing into his chest. He shifts only enough to wrap his arms around Eddie's back and press a kiss to the top of his head.
Can we get a fic where Buck is laying on the bed like this, probably looking through social media, or maybe thier work schedules to figure out when they need someone to watch Chris, cuz he worries about that now, like always. And Eddie is being the clingy one for once and crawling up the bed to lay on Buck and he looks at him like this and then puts his phone down, or stays on it and laughs cuz Eddie just lays on him, and so he kisses his head. And they talk about whatever and he needs to get up but eh, maybe they fall asleep idk.
You can turn it into whatever after that. Just make it domestic and cute ❤️😭
Amazing gif from @lovebuck ♥️♥️♥️ (so sorry for not crediting! Honestly forgot where it came from!!!) Go follow!
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