My tragic escape

because i swear all my problems come back to the fact that i’m fat.

I’m addicted to food that fills my gaps and I can’t walk away. 

YOU GONNA LOSE THIS FUCKING WEIGHT

I believe in you

gonna start living by these words

you tasted whatever it is that you are craving already…you are not hungry

Okay but imagine going back to school and running up to your friends weightlessly, they pick you up and spin you around so easily. Everyone is looking at you and their jaw drops because you went from that average girl with the baggy hoodies and messy hair and a slight double chin to the dainty girl with a sharp jawline and a big bright smile taking up most of your face, wearing a cute regular sized sweater that fits loose on you and you’re just glowing with health and beauty. Your skin is clear from all that water you drank, your hair grew out over the summer and you’re so fit you can try out for any sports team without being embarrassed. Imagine your crush or boyfriend being excited to show you off. Imagine how cute you’ll look studying in the library or taking notes in class with your legs crossed in your seat because they fit under the desk so easily, all different girls coming to talk to you, imagine the cute Snapchat selfies that are all smiles and cheekbones, or just relaxing at home in shorts and a tank top as pajamas, on Facetime with your friends or your boo and they keep screenshotting you while you review classwork cuz you look so cute. Imagine going out to eat with your friends and you packed yourself a lil plastic container with mini cucumber sandwiches and strawberries and everyone knows you as the little, light, dainty friend and they all pick you up every chance they get and rarely offer you food cuz they know you can’t possibly eat so much. Just imagine going back to school at your UGW as a completely new and beautiful girl