Cait • 28 • she/her • queer • writer • multifandom • sci-fi, fantasy, and anime • "I would never have forgiven myself if I died without knowing what your lips tasted like.”
I am fucking FERAL OVER THIS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The brightness is everything they deserve, like the sun finally shining for Lalah after everything she's gone through, after enduring for so long. She KNOWS Char will come for her, but to have them both come for her?? God I want this so fucking badly and this is a beautiful depiction of the dream. Having the disaster boys framing her like this and her looking a heartbeat away from breaking down in relief and joy is SO POWERFUL god I could go on forever, this is everything I want
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hey all, just a heads up regarding the direction of my work. so, i am going to be closing commissions for the foreseeable future and stepping back when it comes to fanart, so that i can dive fully into conceptualizing the original comic idea that i've had for several years now.
the genre will be character-driven sci fi with a touch of fantasy, with themes of hope, perseverance, redemption, and what people can accomplish when we come together for the good of all, regardless of our differences. my next steps will involve concept art, worldbuilding, outlining, and more.
once i get this up and running (hopefully in a few months), i'll be setting up a patreon to provide exclusive content, sneak peaks, etc. i'll be posting some of that process here to build interest, so if all of that sounds interesting, stick around! i'm really excited for this!
and if you have an questions/comments/concerns, my ask box is open!!
watched the end of gundam unicorn again and am once again sobbing about the woo woo space throuple. so glad they're wandering space together for all eternity!!
(real talk this is the closest i've ever seen a major piece of media get to a canon endgame throuple so naturally i'm all over it)
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I just need to take a moment and gush about Mobile Suit Gundam 0079 and how much it's altered my brain chemistry, especially recently, and talk about why you - yes, you! - should take the plunge and watch it!
I've always gotten the vibe that people unfamiliar with Gundam beyond the basics think of it as your run of the mill cool giant robot/mecha anime, but it's so much more than that. Yes, there are many very cool giant robots, but there's a reason why Gundam, especially the Universal Century timeline, is so beloved to this day and remains a cultural mainstay in Japan. The entire UC - from 0079 to Unicorn and all of the OVAs and AUs and movies in between and beyond - is worth watching, but I'm going to focus on the original, 0079, because no other Gundam series has topped it for me yet.
Don't let the dated (but very charming and distinct) animation fool you; 0079 still holds up incredibly well today. The story and characters are timeless and touch on themes like the tragedy and horror of war, hope in desperate circumstances, and how much of one's soul and humanity they must sell in order to survive.
Here's the synopsis, per Wikipedia:
"Set in the futuristic calendar year 'Universal Century' 0079, the plot focuses on the war between the Principality of Zeon and the Earth Federation, with the latter unveiling a new giant robot known as the RX-78-2 Gundam piloted by the teenage civilian mechanic Amuro Ray."
But this summary just barely scratches the surface, and doesn't tell you exactly what makes 0079 so special, so I'll talk a little about why it's so special to me specifically. Let's start with one of my favorite subjects in stories, the depiction of trauma and war!
And oh boy, does 0079 have that kind of content in spades. Certain moments continually haunt me, like these scenes of Amuro - who's only 15 here - grappling with PTSD as a conscripted child soldier. It's still one of the best portrayals I've ever seen of dissociation.
To add, 0079 doesn't shy away from showcasing the horrors of war front and center and how they affect soldiers and civilians alike, and it never lets you forget this specific theme for a single episode. I mean, even the mere concept of a colony drop is terrifying, and this moment is shown at the start of the first ~10ish episodes. Sorry, Sydney.
I'd like to talk about the art a little, because while there are those out there who dislike how dated it is, my opinion is that it's unique, well-designed, and full of incredible little animation flairs. For example, Amuro is often shown biting at his thumb, and there are many similar moments - like a soldier trying to wipe sweat off his brow without realizing that he's still wearing his helmet. It's little things like this that makes the characters feel very real, especially when taken alongside the writing.
Later on, 0079 also has several experimental animation sequences that are gorgeous and visually interesting - and also, they're peak 70's aesthetic. The entire sequence this shot comes from plays in my head frequently, both because of the visuals and the sheer emotion it inspires.
And then there's the characters. Each and every character, even antagonists like Char and the Zabi family, is so beloved to me and many others. Most major characters get solid arcs that continue throughout the show's 42 episode run, and even the characters you may not initially like start to grow on you. By the end, the White Base crew - Amuro, Sayla, Bright, Mirai, Frau, Hayato, Kai, Ryu, and the kids - feels like a true family who have suffered through the trials of an awful war, but you're left with the feeling that it'll ultimately be okay, because they have each other.
Does 0079 have its issues? Of course. Everything does. While I find that it was very ahead in a lot of its concepts, it's still a product of its time. A lot of people also have issues with the pacing at the end, due to the series being initially unpopular and therefore getting cuts to its planned 50 episode run.
But still, it remains at the very top of all of Gundam for me - and in fact near the top of my favorite pieces of media ever - because the story it tells resonates in a rare timeless way. It gets under your skin, makes you think, and doesn't let you go for a long time. It's one of those shows that I can always turn on and enjoy, and when I finish my big Gundam watch with my partner, I'll be going back to the beginning and watching 0079 all over again, because it's just that good.
There's so much more I could say, but I'll leave it here. Consider giving a 46 year old anime a chance, because it truly is an all time great.
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nobody is going to commission your stupid ugly pokemon drawings except for your online friends.
ohhh right my "stupid ugly pokemon drawings" which moved multiple people to ask me to draw different characters I wasn't planning on with their ace pokemon, to the point where i decided to open special commissions for it.
1/10 harassment attempt. points lost for being too much of a coward to talk shit off anon, uncreative preschool-level insults, and also for thinking this would affect me at all - i know my skill level and am confident in my work.
Been forever since I've posted anything here but I'm participating in Niloy November 2024 and I wanted to link it here to spread the Niloy love! So many people have created wonderful things this year and we're only a week in, so I hope you all enjoy!!
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the
Organization for Transformative Works
We wanted to say our most heartfelt thank you to all who have played Focus on the Heart on our premiere weekend. The responses we have received so far have been nothing short of incredible – the positivity, the hype, the love we poured in reflected back tenfold… we’re here clutching our hearts at how sweet everyone has been.
To you: the fans, the community – this is what we did this for; to celebrate the things that bring us together. To create a love letter to fandom, and the ships that we love. We are thrilled to see you all playing the different routes, getting the different endings, finally getting to experience all that we’ve had to keep under wraps for the last year. Your reactions have made everything worth it, and more.
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So I just played through the Nil route in FOTH (my productivity at work this week is gonna be terrible) and. Well. My goodness. What a ride (reference intended). I'm gonna need about an hour to recover, I think.
Nil has always been a fantastically intriguing character that I've been simultaneously drawn to (those eyes, that voice, his murderous tendencies) and repelled by (those eyes, that voice, his murderous tendencies) - though certainly more the former than the latter! I LOVED how he was explored here. @chloefraazers deserves a standing ovation, seriously. And those battle scenes! Wow.
Also, @kittleskittle's art - holy crap, you guys. I don't have enough words to tell you how good it is. I think photo album pic #4 genuinely shut off my brain for a bit there. I've gone back to stare at it again at least three times now.
So much love went into this game and it shows. Thank you, everyone who made it.
Lots of love to @mythicaitt as well as Nil route Lead and co-writer alongside @kittleskittle and @chloefraazers !!! The writing is some of the best I've seen from them, and I would like to bill Cait on the emotional damages and I went thru when doing playtesting 😂😂
And yes, CG 4 has been imprinted onto the back of my retinas since I first saw it, I am still not over it when I go to stare at the photo album
Thank you for the sweet words on your playthrough!! It makes us so happy y'all are getting the emotional spectrum of feels for the blorbos 🥰🥰
Ahh I'm so glad you liked it, @singingkestrel!! I've absolutely loved seeing everyone enjoying the whole game and especially the Nil route and posts like yours are so sweet. The art is PHENOMENAL and I would die for kittleskittle for it. I'm happy to be billed (spiritually, not monetarily) for any and all emotional damage 😇
It's that time again - finally opening the server to invitations again! Wanna join us to talk about our favorite grumpy feral gremlin and former killer turned adrenaline junkie? Want a community to post your fics, art, and photomodes (including of the more adult variety!) and receive all of our love?
Shoot me a DM for the invite link!
A few notes before you do:
We’re 18+ only. No exceptions.
This is a dedicated server specifically for Aloy/Nil. All other ships involving Aloy and Nil have a separate channel for discussion.
Respect and the ability to have polite disagreements and debate surrounding other ships, characters, and interpretations of the game is crucial. Ship and character bashing is not tolerated.