Thank you @xxhurrikanxx and everyone who got me to 50 reblogs!

And you can’t help but curse yourself, because you will forget this all willingly the next moment they show their nice side again. 

I don't feel like there's someone who I can call family. I don't have a family. This isn't family. Family doesn't hit you. Family doesn't... Maybe family does hit you. Maybe family does curse you. Maybe you are supposed to be scared of family. Maybe you are supposed to feel alone when you're with family. Maybe you are supposed to find every opportunity you can to stay out of your house. Maybe you're supposed to be criticized, yelled at or have disappointed looks/comments waiting for you. Maybe your mother is supposed to blame you for her life failing. Maybe your parents are supposed to never trust you. Maybe your father is supposed to make you feel like you'll never, ever, be enough. Maybe sisters do yell at you for every little mistake you make cause let's face it, you're not a child are you? You became an adult when you were 10 and lost your childhood and now you're an adult with crippling anxiety and 0 will to live.

#sisterissues 

joan tierney “interview with the machine woman” // personalmessage.blogpost.com // the front bottoms “father” // pinterest // pinterest // @thesolitarywordsmith​ on promptuarium // matt maeson “grave digger” // anonymous on promptuarium // catherine lacey “cut”// simon de beauvoir “the woman destroyed”

source: letsgetyourshifttogether

I have the right to live a fulfilling and fulfilling life. "- Michele Engelke, author of books on maternal narcissism

So even at your worst moments in life, you will be left alone with no place to seek refuge and you'll have to constantly find it in yourself to be strong enough to deal with everything alone.