Mystical Galaxy Witch

Dreamwalking

I’m dream walking

Into your arms

I’ve never left

Leave my heart

Leave my mind

I can’t keep seeing your face

Every time I close my eyes

Our whole relationship

Based on dreams

Founded by a sign

Never anything more

I never knew your scent

I never knew your taste

I never knew your touch

I see you only in my dreams

Was it ever real?

The feelings burning like the sun

Was it only ever a game you play?

Fingers blistered, we're playing to hard

You played me

You hurt me

You killed me

This was nothing but a dream

The screaming and crying

Sarah Paulson style

The uneasy calmness that followed

We will not stop fighting

We will not submit

This is merely the beginning

Nowhere near the end

They may have won this round

The struggle is part of the battle

But to my people, continue to fight

Because that is the only way we'll win

Put it all on me

Nothing can hurt like this

Pretending I don’t care

When I just want to check on you

Sometimes I almost do

But telling myself you ever cared

Is lying to myself

You’ll never know how I fell to my knees

Crying and screaming for you

The grief consuming me

The kids consoling me

As I felt a part of my soul tear away

Logically I knew it was for the best

Because after all of the years that passed

I had to stop fighting

Stop believing in your tall tales

It was never going to happen

You’d never swoop in

Never take us away

You’d never pick me

I had to accept we’d never be

It was tearing me apart from the inside out

Constant dissociation

Persistent excuses

I was merely a shell

One that could not exist without you

I said so many times that I’d never let someone consume me

But you did, harder than any before

I lost a part of me I might never get back

I believed I was in control

But Never was I driving, always you

I want to tell you how much my life has changed

I wonder if you think about me like I do you

I could paint you as the bad guy

Put it all on you

But I’m just as guilty

I lied to myself