anesthesia.

I hope you find the kind of love where a single touch can calm your tormented soul.

I can bear any pain as long as it has meaning.

Believe me when i say that one day, you will meet someone who will fall in love with you, with every little inch of you, someone who will love the way you play with your hands when you’re nervous and the way you clench your jaw when you’re angry, someone who will tell you that your smile is the purest thing on earth and that your laugh is contagious, someone who will love you for every person you are, for all the ugly beautiful sides of you, for the many personalities you posses, for all your flaws and sloppy mistakes, for your sparkly happy eyes and all the sadness they sometimes hold, someone who will not ask you to be someone more easier to love, someone who will love you for you, and only for you.

We cannot escape every pain, heartbreak, and disappointment. No matter how hard we attempt to isolate ourselves, pain will still find you. Rather than fear it, embrace it. Let life teach you what you do not know and with its lessons, you will grow. It’s very easy to say, difficult to do, however I believe in you.

The sky is dark but the moon will rise the starts will shine and you will be fine once again.

Consider this my note. To let you know that I am okay. And you don’t have to worry about me. But I have to go on my own. I’ll come back. I’ll come back in time.

We’re are all a complete wreck. No one will tell you this. The only difference is that some know how to crash and burn beautifully.

i fell apart many times. so. what does that say about me besides i live through wars.