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I can be whoever you need me to be, just as long as you don't leave me.

If they think I'm manipulative and worthless then it must be true.

Uncontrollable thoughts in my head, would I be better off dead?

I'm stuck in a never ending loop. A cycle that I cannot break. Love. Fear. Helplessness. Anger. Loneliness. Repeat. How do I get off this ride?

I am a chameleon. I am able to blend in with ease, but at what cost? I envy the people who know who they are. I feel like a shell of a person vicariously living through others.

Make yourself small, don't show too much or they might leave.

Exhausted and in constant battle. How can it be that I can love someone so intensely one day and want nothing to do with someone the next. Why am I constantly fighting for their love? The more I try, the farther I get pushed away.

Everyone always ends up leaving.

Every time I have something good I end up destroying it.