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The bus driver gave us assigned seats today. I tried to bargain with him about my seat because my new seat was just behind my previous one. There wasn't anything wrong with the new seat (or so I thought) but I just preferred the old one. He wouldn't budge so I just quietly went to my new seat [Q]. As students were getting in and finding their assigned seats, this girl who was in my computer class before I switched out² got in behind my seat. Not yet actually. Her and her friend(s?) were conversing (I think? I had headphones on) and were skittering around. When she finally, truly got in the seat, she hit my head with her arm(elbow?). I exclaimed quite loudly "oh my gosh(God?) because it hurt (my head was still healing from when I bumped into my cabinet). Mind you that I was wearing headphones and blasting Doja Cat's songs but I heard her saying something about "why'd you say oh my gosh?" and crap. She probably thought I was pissed at her being noisy. Anyways, I took my headphone off and turn to her and said, "'cause you hit my head." And what she said made my blood boil. Like, she's down right outrageous. "Maybe you should move your big ass head [then?]."¹

What's embarrassing about this is that her friend (seatmate) apologized for her. I think she apologized a bit after but she was mumbling stuff so I just stopped giving her attention and turn my music back up.

The thing about this is, it's not a big deal. I wouldn't even make a fuss about it if she ignored the fact she "accidentally" hit me. But for her to blow her damn nose and say that ¹ ? Were you not raised right girl? Anyone ever taught you manners? I know this country does not give a damn about seniorities but girl, I know I am probably 2 years older than you. I may not look like it (Asian) because most of the girls here got their faces all caked up with makeup.

And I don't know if this is just a coincidence but girl, are you trying to pick on me? Because you fueled my want on switching out of my 5A/B (computer) class.

I thought you were nice at first. [Timeline: first 7 days of school I attended school] You helped me logged in my student account on the class' PC when I chose to sit beside you (not because of YOU). Then a few days of sitting there beside you, you told me to not sit there because [name] (I didn't catch it) was gonna sit there today and you said that person had always been sitting there. I didn't press on so I found a seat in the back. I saw you peaked at me. You whispered to your friend and laughed. Probably because you pressures me? Or was it because I was sitting besides a group of boys that barely make a peep in class and keeps to themselves. I don't know. But anyways. It didn't really matter but when I was being enticed by a teacher to join his AP Psychology class, I thought "someone clearly dislike me in this class so it'll be a big win to just switch."

I turned out really liking the Psychology class so yes, a win indeed. Though I ain't sure about the bus thing. I hope you won't give me further trouble because I am seeing a pattern. Not really. But if there's third incident, there's really would be a pattern in your behavior towards me.

But genuinely asking, are you mentally ill or something? How can someone be that rude? It truly boggles me. Especially since you're just a kid. But alas, My Chemical Romance band said teenagers scares the living shit out of them so.