Trigger Warning

1. I went in the shower to wash the scent of you off. I ended up sitting on the floor crying as I watched my blood go down the drain instead. 2. I flushed the roses you gave me down the toilet. Then I bought myself another bouquet to leave in the closet to die. They were dry and curled up like your lips used to when you laughed at my stupid jokes. 3. I don’t wear my seatbelt anymore because of how much it would piss you off. Sickly, I hope that if I ever die in a car crash, you realize this and wish you were there to remind me to. 4. I listened to some new bands since the old ones made me think of you too much, but somehow every song reminds me of us in different ways. 5. I went into the woods where we once made love and I threw up. 6. I burned the letters and notes that you gave me, but I ended up torturing myself afterwards trying to read your words through smudged ink and hot burnt ash. 7. I set my alarm clock as your favorite song so I’d begin to hate it as much I wish I could hate you. 8. I started slicing my hipbones because you once thought it was the sexiest part of my body. 9. I got my hair cut and changed my wardrobe a few times to try and destroy what you once called “beautiful.” 10. I took my bracelets off and started showing my scars as a reminder to never give so much to someone who didn’t give it back. 11. I started smoking cigarettes again because I knew it reminded you of your father and you hated that smell. I would put them out on that picture of us my parents took this November. 12. I stopped taking my medication for awhile in hopes that it might make me see you in a different light. It just made me want to jump into your arms more than I want to jump out of windows. 13. I opened my veins in a desperate attempt to let you flow out of them. You still run through them every goddamn day.

au where everyone is born with a very unique tattoo on their ankle, nobody else in the world has that tattoo.

No it isn’t. It’s actually talking about the men who predate upon women in clubs, calling them dogs, not ‘ugly women’. Just look at the lyrics: