your~one~and~only.

i think my brain is too complex and different for an accurate mental diagnosis, seriously.

I'm going to bed, i'm in a state where i think everyone hates my guts and wants me dead and thinks im creepy and disgusting. bye.

Don't lie to me.

Liar.

You would never accept me

I'll watch you forever

My thoughts just aren't fitting in with the rest. I understand it now

Been depressed since i was 14, i know what went wrong. Society did. I'm someone who cannot fit into this world. I will always be an outsider

hey i haven't been hurt for 2 months now. Maybe self isolating is the way to go. Sitting here alone waiting .

i'm sick of everyone

the time is flying.

it's so funny, i'm on a dead blog and i still feel like i can't speak my mind without being judged. ridiculous.

deleted an essay, i'm never writing about that.

i'd beg for someone to save me, but i know nobody is coming. only i can save myself, i spent my entire life trying to save others. i have nothing left for myself anymore.

i always feel like i'm putting in energy into things that don't grow. it's always been that way, i always felt like i put in the most effort. because i did. now i'm tired, and impure and rotten. and i have no energy left in me to give out the same energy anymore. time isn't slowing down, i'm deteriorating mentally and physically.