Mari ( ✌︎'ω')✌︎

Ik I’m a stsg page but my god OTL is PISSING me OFF. I need to rant feel free to share ur opinions.

“he had to be selfish” and “other than ghosting he’s perfect”? I don’t think anyone is deeping how long 10 years is. People can fall in love and start a family. People can die and mourn. So yes, hating him for ghosting when he promised Suae ETERNITY is valid. Using his TEEN years to justify his incapability to take responsibility for traumatising Suae in return when the man is PUSHING 30 HIMSELF is crazy to me.

And when he returned he had the audacity to act nonchalant when she was visibly distressed during MULTIPLE interactions. I was an Eunhyuk stan and the author is trying so hard to make us hate him but he’s now irredeemable to me. ALSO IDC THAT HE MET RAIM BY COINCIDENCE (he approached her first mind you) and selectively allowed HER, the girl who ruined his gf’s self esteem, back into his life with no animosity. He also doesn’t gaf when she waltzes into his damn bedroom ?? I’m so nauseous I could commit arson.

If he’s been able to stay in contact with Raim of all people (on friendly terms at that, the disrespect is crazy) since they met in the US then it shouldn’t of been a big feat to reach out to Suae. There’s no justifying what he’s done and how he’s currently acting at his big age, maybe there’s a reason for his actions, but still inexcusable. If he wanted to meet her hard enough, he could’ve. Especially when he came back to Korea. Dohwa ik ur not endgame my heart aches for you someone free him from this godforsaken love triangle.

I always come back to this once in a while and I came to a conclusion.

Maybe it’s not supposed to be figured out. Maybe the hints Gege gave us was complete bs so we’d stop asking. Such deeply personal words which would have lost its vulnerability and significance if revealed to an audience would somehow take away from such an intense moment. At least this way the emotional depth and extent of their profound relationship can be preserved. Actions have always spoken louder than words between Gojo and Geto, it should stay that way till the end. Love is so poetic and raw in this way, a curse as much as a gift.

If anything, I feel more comforted not having to know thus limiting the scope of their immeasurable love. This is their secret. Gojo’s parting will. As Gege said “one cannot exist without the other. They are counterparts.” Take that how you will.

“Pa-tro-clus” 🎶🪕🏺