just a skeleton

am i going insane? is it even true?

i have bad behaviors, why am i being so jealous? i don’t have any reason, then why do i just hate seeing them together?

why can’t i have a chest like a normal guy? a face like a normal guy? why can’t i look like them? everyone calls me a girl and im so fucking tired

i need to make everything okay

stop thinking about your past

i want to fall in love. i want to love like i did with you, that innocent, childish love. the way i felt with you, i haven’t felt that way since you left me behind. and i know it may sound stupid but i want to feel like the world stops when i’m with you, i want to feel those butterflies or whatever you call them. i want to fall in love with you, again.

i knew i died, but i don’t remember when it happened. no one else noticed because there wasn’t any blood. even i didn’t notice at the moment. however, looking back im realizing it, that person is dead. who i used to be is dead. and nobody knows. nobody even noticed