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SUMMARY. SMU and HYBEU are infamous for being rivals in everything, and that competitive spirit extends to the schoolsâ cafes as well. As the social media manager for Moonâs cafe, youâre constantly going at it with Cafe 7 DREAMâs social media accounts. It doesnât help that the cute guy behind the account had previously rejected you when you drunkenly asked him out. When accidents and problems begin plaguing your cafe, you assume that the SMU students are behind it all. Until they admit they arenât. Whoever it is, has it out for you, and you need to find a way to stop them, ideally without the help of SMUâs cafe staff.
PAIRINGS. jeno x reader, yeonjun x reader, soobin x reader (gn!reader using they/them pronouns)
FEATURING. the rest of nct dream (OT7), the rest of txt (OT5), johnny and taeil from nct
WARNINGS. cursing
AUTHORâS NOTE. dark mode is y/nâs pov and light mode is jenoâs pov (no jeno pov this update lol). also pls ignore all timestamps they arenât relevant to the plot.
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part of âthe legends and myths of neo-city universityâ collaboration
warnings:Â angst
word count: approx. 3700 words
synopsis: mark lee grew up with strong ambition. He had his whole life planned out at age 10. However, his cookie-cutter of a plan cut out more than he expected. Â
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When Mark Lee was young, heâd kneel at the church and pray. At first, he prayed to be a knight, before praying to be a magician. When Harry Potter came out, he prayed to become a wizard. But when he learnt the brutal truth of reality, he prayed for the same thing he now prays for every day; he wants to be successful. He wants to achieve every possible life goal he can have; and first, that means acquiring opportunities.Â
His whole life was planned out at age ten. From going to Neo-City University (aka the school that is notorious for producing some of the most successful businessmen of today) to getting married by 30 years old to becoming a CEO by 35, he determined from a young age that his success would be measured by milestones. He desired to be the golden boy in everyoneâs minds; always remembered for his skill and his success. Unfortunately, that means his life has been filled of casualties; friends forgotten by his busy schedule, social life ignored for that extra hour of work to achieve perfection, family neglected by his endless projects, and his own health being put second to success. And with his milestone of marriage, you were next.Â
It was study break. Exams were in a month and all you wanted to do in the library was build an impenetrable fortress out of books, set up Netflix, and never leave your little cocoon. Sadly, life must go on and the world keeps turning so you canât press a pause on time â especially when mid-term exams are around the corner.Â
But you canât be lying about the ulterior motive for staying in this particular spot in the library for the last week. There so happens to be a cute boy sitting across from this very seat, planted at the window, for the last month or so. In fact, you swear youâve seen him every time youâve been in the library; the same boy surrounded by skyscrapers of books.Â
âYou should just ask him out,â Your best friend Nayeon said. âNext time you go, Iâll give you a coffee - on the house. Offer it to him next time. You canât talk to him if all you do is stare.âÂ
The cardboard cup holder was the only thing protecting you from burning your hand, especially as you struggled to stand. You praise Nayeonâs guts; you could never actually do this without her support. As you approached, you felt your heart beating out of your chest. If one of your friends in the nursing department went to run tests on you, youâre certain that they will treat you for cardiac arrest on the spot.Â
Your beating heart seems to echo throughout the library. He mustâve heard you approach as his head shot up to look at you even before you stood in front of him. âUm, hiâŚâ You croaked out, now quickly scurrying to be at a non-awkward distance. Youâve had anxiety prior to school presentations before, but youâve never been more uncertain of your own voice as you are now. âUm, my friend works in the cafĂŠ and gave me an extra coffee.â You awkwardly and robotically stuck your arm out, reaching forward. For him, all he saw was the cup right in front of his face; with the scent of the beverage filling his senses and waking him up some more; the rest of the world blurred behind it. âDo you want it?â
He chuckled. âUh, sure. Thanks.â He put it down on the table, not taking a sip quite yet. Instead, he immediately went back to the words on his page. The following silence flipped a switch in you; you hoped youâd at least get his name.
âI think itâs an espresso or something. She didnât really clarify. I promise itâs not poisoned, and Iâm not sure of your name so itâs my name on the cup so its definitely not poisoned,â You couldnât stop the words exiting your mouth â it all felt stumbled out of you, as if itâs been trapped for ages and it finally has the chance to be free. His presence seemed to remove any filter you may have had. It felt like an hour before he finally stopped you, but in reality it was only a couple seconds.
When his voice finally interrupted your unfiltered train of thoughts, you caught him smiling; his eyes squinted, his teeth showing â and a gorgeous giggle leaving his lips. It was right then you realized something about this boy will change your life. âIâm Mark. And I swear its fine.â He even took a sip to prove it, âSee?â But a momentary shock interrupted him. âDid you stalk me?âÂ
You blabbered in protest, trying to explain how you in fact have only seen him in the library. Of course, you tried to hide the intrigue you had for him. âNo, Iâm kidding!â He started laughing at your defensiveness. âThis is my exact order. Did you get it fromâŚI forgot their name but the barista in the cafĂŠâŚI think her name starts is like Jayeong? Jayeon? Mayeon?âÂ
âNayeon?â You asked.Â
He hummed in approval, letting you suspect your best friend planned for your awkwardness to go haywire. âYeah, I kind of go to the cafĂŠ on routine at this point. Sheâs always the one who takes my order.â You sighed in relief, before stuffing your free hand in your pocket and basking in the silence. You wanted to talk more, but you just didnât know how to nor if he wanted to. Rocking on your feet, you glanced around; trying to find another conversation point.Â
The time? No, too basic.Â
The librarian who seems to hear every whisper but not when people are obviously doing something gross in the back? No, too suggestive.Â
How nice his coat is? Hmm, that could wo-
âWould you like to sit down, âŚ?â He trailed off, motioning for you to say your name. You felt your face go beet red; embarrassment flooding you as you realized he was talking to someone he didnât know the name of.Â
âY/N.âÂ
âNice to meet you, Y/N.â Something about the way he said your name felt like a melody to your ears. âWould you like to sit with me? IâŚI can make some space.â He already shuffled â more like scrambled â to clear up the books around him. â
You smiled gratefully as you placed your bag next to the chair in front of him; the same chair he motioned to. âIâd love to, Mark.âÂ
âHow the fuck did you know his order?â You exclaimed, crashing into the cafĂŠ just before its opening after your all-night study session with Mark (this access to the cafe comes from the benefits of your best friend being assistant manager).Â
Nayeon smirked to herself, patting her hands on her apron. âHe comes here every morning, nine in the morning and five in the afternoon.â She recited as if off memory. âWhen you explained to me where he sat, I knew it was him. I see him there all the time.â She turned around, following through with her routine of stocking up the cafĂŠ. âHeâs kinda weird, you know? Like his whole routine is planned by the minute. I swear heâs never been late to pick up his coffee.â She seemed to rack her brain for more related memories. âHell, one time he came early and he left at the exact same time he normally leaves â like he couldnât even savor his meal, he just breathed it in.âÂ
âI think itâs a bit sweet.â You smiled, remembering the boyâs soft smile and sparkling eyes that now have a strong hold on your heart. âWhy didnât you tell me his name?âÂ
The matchmaker winked. âWanted to make sure you liked him enough to start a conversation on your own.âÂ
And boy, did you like him? You saw him through rose-colored glasses; romanticizing his every breath and even had a daydream where he just glanced in your direction. But these glasses made you oblivious.
From Mark Lee (library boi): Want to study again tonight?
Life seemed to feel like a cutesy montage that every romantic comedy fails to capture the beauty of a blooming romance. For one, the butterflies in your stomach becomes ever-present, finding a new home in your heart. It felt like a puzzle piece finally coming together.Â
And Mark was ambitious. The words he speaks remind you of all that you can do; reminds you of the greatness you can achieve. He reminds you of a golden boy; impossible to hate and so easy to love. He reminds you of the golden person on top of trophies, and how he achieves everything he sets his mind to. He reminds you that nothing is impossible. His dreams of graduating with top scores in one of the hardest degree paths in NCU inspired you to push further. Maybe thatâs why all your dates require textbooks or a fueling caffeine, except for a select few at the cinema.Â
âWhen will we finally meet the boy that swept Y/N off their feet?â Tzuyu cooed at girlsâ night at the local pub. âShe hasnât left the library in weeks. What happened to weekly girlsâ night?âÂ
Nayeon chuckled, knowing the boy in question. âItâs now monthly!â She added to the argument, wanting to add onto the exasperation of the missing presence of their friend.Â
âHe was actually supposed to come tonight.â You stated, a smile ever-present on your face. Anyone could see your glowing reflection. âTzuyu told me to invite him.â You explained to the rest of the girls who showed disappointment at the idea of a potential male presence during the first complete girlsâ night in a month. âBut he had an extra credit project due tomorrow, and then he also has an internship interview tomorrow afternoon, and yeah â a ton more. Heâs just busy.âÂ
The girls gave each other a look, which at the time, you thought was a look of appreciation. But now, you know better. Now, you knew it was a look of concern â especially after Nayeon told them of the routine life he lives that he never strays from. How could he add a girl into the mix?Â
Regardless of your friendsâ concerns, Mark officially asked you to be his girlfriend five months after the first night in the library â he said it wouldâve been earlier if it werenât for his business pitch. Now, itâs your first anniversary.Â
âGood morning, beautiful.â He smiled, shuffling over in the twin mattress you two barely fit in. Mark wanted to live close to campus so the two of you applied to live in the same university housing. While this was great for the commute, it didnât leave much space for when you wanted to do sleepovers. Nevertheless everything he touched felt golden to you, so this bed was one for kings and queens as long as he was by your side. âHappy anniversary.â He pressed a delicate kiss on your nose; a flutter of his chapped lips (lacking sleep and water) on the tip of your nose, before pressing another kiss to your lips.Â
You grinned; âHappy anniversary.â You pressed another chaste kiss to his lips. As he went over you, now planking as you wrapped your arms around his neck; he grins and bites his lips before leaning down. However, before his lips could even graze yours; his alarm went off.Â
âFuck,â He groaned. âI have a meeting with my advisor in 30.âÂ
Disappointment filled you. Your heart dropped heavy. âWhat time will you end?âÂ
His eyes rolled upwards as if mentally checking the list in his mind. âI can be free for dinner?â. Within the year of dating, you were used to this. Mark was always busy. There were days last year where you may never see him; the only conversation between you two were nightly texts and bi-hourly check-ins. But itâs normal, right? Heâs in a competitive degree, you tried to reason to your friends. Your friends didnât understand, youâd say â reasoning that all your friends in relationships had partners in the same degree.Â
âWe can still have our anniversary dinner?â You offered, the two of you having used Markâs connections with a legacy student to get into a fancy dining area nearby the university. âOur reservation is at 9.âÂ
âAish,â He said to no one in particular. âIâm worried something might become delayed.âÂ
You pouted, knowing that he has said that he canât resist your pleading look. âPlease. Itâs our anniversary.â The two of you havenât been on too many dates off the university campus or too far out; even as much as you wanted to take weekend trips to a nearby town called Exodus.Â
He let out a smile; one so charming that you felt your heart thrill at the sight. You bit your lip to try and compress your smile. âOnly for you.â He sighed, before chuckling and pressing his lips against yours once more. âBut I got to get going now or else that dinner wonât happen.âÂ
For that brief second of his lips on yours, you felt golden once more. With that kiss that he ensured ended with a loud smack, he got up and threw on a set of sweatpants and a hoodie. You couldnât help but stare; you were used to watching him leave, but you loved seeing his ambition as he talked about the day ahead of him. The sweatpants outfit on him when heâs in this state can vary; from feeling like a tux to full on lab gear. âIâm going to be meeting my advisor whoâs going to be giving me feedback on my thesis, and then Iâll see a legacy family to try and get funding and thenâŚâ In all honesty, sometimes the words he speaks sound like complete gibberish to you or become so garbled together that you canât even comprehend your plans. But you loved to see him happy, even if it meant never seeing him while the sun was up.Â
It was a date night. Mark promised you he had cleared his schedule, making time only for you and just you. His exact words were âscrew themâ and âI just want to spend time with my babyâ. In completely honesty, you havenât seen him for the last month. Youâd message him in the morning, asking him when he was free, and he promised he was. Well, heâd be. Until five minutes before you left wherever you were to meet him.Â
You only would see him walking past him in the halls, to which he hardly notices your presence.Â
How tragic it is that the person you swore you loved more than anything walks past you like another stranger.Â
The plan was to go for a dinner; somewhere not too fancy, but fancy enough to make you feel comfortable to get dressed up. But minutes before you grabbed your card to get on the bus back to the city (rather than the usual dining youâd eat in the college town), you heard the noise that used to bring you so much joy. Markâs ringtone. It was a short tune of him singing; something you begged him to make once you found out he could sing.Â
Usually, your heart soars hearing the noise. But since your second anniversary, the notification made you feel anxiety for what youâre going to hear.Â
And unfortunately, your anxieties reigned true. Your plans were cancelled.Â
You couldnât stop staring at your phone. The disappointment bubbled through your stomach as the printed words seemed to jump off the screen; screaming at you, taunting you, haunting you.Â
From loverboy: happy anniversary!!! x
 From loverboy: oh shit, dude, my love â Iâm so sorry I canât come tonight
From loverboy: I think I got the funding, I just have to talk to the head of the club
From loverboy: Iâm so sorry. Raincheck?Â
In all honesty, you were grateful that your boyfriend wasnât in charge of the weather â or else thereâd be storms every day. Especially for the last year. These same very words yelling at you through the screen have been repeating itself like Markâs strict coffee routine every day for what felt like an eternity.Â
But you didnât want to be alone tonight, nor did you have to. Luckily, the plans were to go to the club with you. So, you texted your friends.Â
To: Nayeon, Tzuyu, Jihyo, Momo, Mina, Jeongyeon, Dahyun, Chaeyong, Sana: ONCE club tonight?Â
Within minutes, they all responded.Â
From Jihyo: Pre-drinks at ours!Â
You were grateful that most of them graduated last year. Five of the nine of them live outside in their own place, close to the clubs rather than the college city you live in. You met them on your very first day at university; five of them being your tour guides and peer mentors while the four were your fellow tour visitors. You were blessed you all became closer; from Nayeonâs free coffee to Jihyoâs free advice.Â
But you didnât expect that the minute you get to theirs that youâd be getting a lecture.Â
âIf he loved you and really appreciated you, heâd prioritize you first.â Momo argued, upset at seeing one of her close friends constantly being ditched at last minute. âHas he ever put you above his work?âÂ
You tried to defend him; you really did. But all you could think of was your second anniversary, but the most he did was leave earlier so he could come home earlier. âI donât think he loves you as much as you love him.â Jeongyeon sighed sadly.Â
âI did warn you he was stuck on routines.â Nayeon whispered under her breath, earning a strong slap from Jihyo.Â
Mina approached you, placing her hand against your back; soothing her gently. âHe might love you as much as you love him, but you deserve the love you give. And you give so much.â She started braiding your hair. âAnd love is free. You donât expect anything from love except mutual love and respect. You shouldnât feel worried heâd cancel, or leave you, or that youâll go days without talking. You shouldnât be giving more than you deserve.âÂ
Chaeyoung spoke up, âAnd the moment you accept receiving less is the moment you start seeing yourself as less.âÂ
âDo an experiment.â Nayeon followed, before devising her plan. You promised her youâll do it later, but tonight â youâll go out and have drinks and have fun. And little did you know, Mark didnât text you once; not to check if you got home safe (like you do even when he comes home from the library). The only text you got in the morning was a message from your friends, reminding you to take an advil to cure your hangover. Â
Summer is just around the corner. You cannot lie behind fake smiles and short texts anymore. This summer, you wanted to spend time with people you love; before the shittiness of final year hits you. And when you even think of Mark, you now think of all the times he didnât show and all the love you truly deserved.Â
You were always there for him. The moment he called, you came running; even if he just needed you to pick up a cup of coffee after time slipped through his fingers for the millionth time. You ran an experiment the last week in which you found that you were always the one to sent the sweet texts, to start the fluffy exchanges while he only sent messages to express his busy schedule and if he needed anything.Â
So, the other day, you asked if you could come by to his dorm. He spent the last month enthusing about how his course mates asked him to live with them. You knew his life was currently in boxes; the thousands of files he had built up over the year in an orderly file while his photos and personal objects were thrown in randomly. In fact, you even brought your extra packing tape; the remnants of your packing supplies to move in with Tzuyu off campus.Â
After maybe twenty messages to him â begging to come over, he finally made time for you. Your final walk to his room broke your heart with every step; the sound of your sneakers echoing off the walls. Part of you will miss the study dates, waking up together, and honestly â how on time you were while dating him. You would miss his charm and his laugh, the way he smiled when he got the answer right, and his eyes lighting up as he spoke about his passions. You didnât want to lose the butterflies you felt when you fell even more in love with Mark as his voice picked up a pitch and he basically rapped out his passions.Â
But as you fell more in love, Mark fell more distant. Because he thought he had you forever. He thought you were his stepping stone to marriage, to achieving the perfect line he dreamed of, to obtaining that marker of success.Â
You knocked the special knock; a knock you donât think youâd ever want to remember again. Mark immediately opened the door, and as soon as he saw your face; he started enthusing over his summer internship. It was with a heavy heart you stopped him.Â
âMark,â You almost croaked out. You were even more unsure of your voice than the day you first met him. âYou know I love you.âÂ
His jaw dropped. He knew what was going to happen. But he didnât cry.Â
While you were almost in tears, âBut we canât work.âÂ
Mark felt his heart break. Instead of planning for another future where heâd be married with someone else, he only thought of you. He didnât get many rejections throughout life but whenever he did, he thought of what step he could take to meet his end goal. But when he met you, he swore you were the one  - but you did not want to be a piece of his plan that was riddled with the fine print of being put second to everything else. You didnât want a relationship with terms and conditions.Â
He fell in love with you. More than he could admit. And he took you granted.Â
So you left. With all your stuff packed into suitcases and tears staining your cheeks, Mark stood alone. And heâs standing in the room; feeling emptier and more lost than he ever had, even with the funding he hoped for and the internship he dreamed of. And needless to say, the golden boy was golden no more.Â
Ambition is always praised; itâs what keeps people going when they have a hard time standing, itâs what makes the world a better place. In fact, ambition was even considered a characteristic ideal for a partner. Hell, itâs one of the things you loved the most about him. Simultaneously, those blinded by ambition will only see the path they laid out for them â refusing to take side roads or even slow down to discover hidden gems on their way.
And Mark Lee â he knew he wanted success and opportunities, and he was so blinded by the destination he planned. Nothing in his life had changed that perspective, nothing in his life had made his stray from his planned path. Â
Seeing you walk out that door - crying tears of anguish with a suitcase of all the things you have left behind at his dorm (now bare of his stuff and yours) - only showed him that he lost the hidden gem heâs been taking granted for all this time. It told him that his prayers are things he thought he needed, when in reality â all he wanted â no, needed - has been right in front of him all this time.Â
the myths & legends of neo-city university (masterlist)
summary
the walls of neo-city university echo stories of tragedy, adoration, heartbreak, and sacrifice - ones that escape the condemning grasp of time. these same stories exist in our nature; inherited by generations, flowing through our veins, pumping our hearts, and motivating us to live. itâs no doubt that these stories identify closely to the myths and legends from the beginning of time. within ncuâs halls, these timeless tales of the chaos of love, the pains of growing, and the uncertainty of life continue to be told.Â
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enroll in âlove is sweet when itâs forbiddenâ here
synopsis:Â Because of the rivalry between yours and Taeilâs family, you are forbidden from seeing him. But donât they say that love is sweeter when it is forbidden?Â
author @127-mile
genre(s): angst, fluff, forbidden love
warnings: strong language, more to come
word count: TBA
original myth: pyramus & thisbe
notes: fem!reader
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synopsis:Â It was all you've ever known; his hand in yours, your hearts in sync, and love overflowing. Unfortunately, high school has come to an end and with long distance, the forever you promised may be cut short.Â
author @mxrcayong
genre(s): angst, fluff
warnings: strong language, mentions of cheating
word count: TBA
original myth: orpheus and eurydiceÂ
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enroll in âhe brings my springâ here
synopsis:Â His love was spring, but your world - full of legacies to fulfill and obligations to follow - was an eternal winter.Â
author @mxrcayong
genre(s): angst, fluff, forbidden love
warnings: strong language, mentions of toxic families
wordcount: TBA
original myth: hades & persephone
notes: fem! reader, song recommendation list (link here)
enroll in âUnder the Laurel Treeâ here
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author @sunflowerhaeâ
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original myth: apollo & daphne
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author @itsapapisongo
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original myth: the twelve labours of heracles / the twelve labours of hercules
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author @heejinnienââ
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original myth: andromeda & perseus
notes: title still to be announced
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synopsis:Â Ten pricks himself with his own arrow trying to find you a boyfriend to calm his girlfriend.
author @127-mile
genre(s): angst, fluff
warnings: cheating, strong language, more to come
word count: TBA
original myth: eros & psyche
notes: fem! reader
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original myth: narcissus & echo
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original myth: medusa & perseus
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enroll in "i have written you downâ here.
synopsis:Â Dorian Gray. Jane Eyre. Juliet Capulet. Anna Karenina. Thousands of characters permanently imprinted in history through stories. He lost you, but he'll have you forever in these pages.Â
author @mxrcayong
genre(s): angst, fluff
warnings:Â strong language, character death, mentions of cheating
word count: TBA
original myth: apollo & hyacinthusÂ
notes: fem! reader, song recommendation list (link here)
enroll in "goldenâ here.
synopsis:Â Mark Lee grew up with strong ambition. He had his whole life planned out at age 10. However, his cookie-cutter of a plan cut out more than he expected. Â
author @mxrcayong
genre(s): angst
warnings: strong language, toxic relationships
word count: approx 3700Â
original myth: king midasâ golden touch
notes: fem! reader, song recommendation list (link here)
enroll in "for you, because of youâ here.
synopsis:Â tba
author @urlocalnctstan
genre(s): tba
warnings: tba
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original myth: pan & syrinx
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author @heejinnienââ
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original myth: pandoraâs box
notes: title to still be announced
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original myth: sysphus
notes: title still to be announced
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author @lamaiejenoâ
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original myth: hero & leander
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original myth: ariadne
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original myth: galatea & pygmalion
notes:Â
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author: @stayinzencityâââ
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original myth: antigone
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author: @softcrescendoâââ
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original myth: atalanta and hippomenes
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author @lucas-wongsâÂ
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original myth: icarus
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enroll in "less than something, more than nothingâ here.
synopsis:Â tba
author @pastelsicheng
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word count: TBA
original myth: prometheus and the gift of fire
notes:Â
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i'm only super close with about 2 of my mutuals so i apologise to my other moots who i may not have put accurately haha but i'll just put my moots that I have been interacting with for collabs and have some sort of vibe feeling from them (if that makes sense, so not all of my mutuals are here) as a combo of them hehe (so i get less wrong and to represent all 23 haha) but i added a description to explain my perspective haha
@pastelsichengâ i say emmy is definitely a mix of winwin, taeil, kun, and mark. she's effortlessly funny and she's soooo loved and so lovable. she's also so hardworking and understanding and caring, and yeah, i can def imagine everyone fawning over her (low key I do) like taeil and winwin haha. also i may be wrong, but i definitely think she was a leader with a trend through her murder replay story. I was tempted to say taeyong over kun, but then I remembered all our talks about studying and exams and went taeyong would never speak like we do about exams but kun would be more supportive of its chaos. also, sheâs more chaotic than she seems (in the best way tho my love haha)
@kopikokun honestly with arin, i'd say she's a mix of jaemin, jisung, and shotaro! she's a sweetie in all senses of the word and she's so affectionate with her words and she's so funny hehe love you <3 i might be a bit biased since we spoke about school and just feel the sense to protect her as well so I just see her as part of the larger maknae line. but no yeah, sheâs so talented like all of them - but I immediately thought of shotaro and his cutie-pieness but I also saw jaeminâs affection and loopholes and creativity, but also jisungâs prodigal skill and moreâŚwitty?? sarcastic?? Idk what to call it when he does scissors during high fives.
@lucas-wongs i'd say she's a mix of yuta and lucas and ten. this is partly because i find her initially intimidating but she's really lovely and funny and sweet. she's also gives me hella artsy and baddie vibes like ten does. the intimidation, low key, might be bc i was a fan of her before we started being moots haha. But yeah, no I immediately thought of this artsy-baddie-sociable vibes that I think those three perfectly radiate in how they post and act in vlogs and yeah. I would like to talk to her more though!! this is based off limited interaction and from being a huge fan who likes to read her posts hehe
@itsapapisongo iâd say javi - through our limited interaction - gives Doyoung and/or Jaehyun vibes?? I am also tempted to add Ten but I think he radiates this initial huge calmness and warmth that i'd say Jaehyun and Doyoung have in interviews - but when you see vlogs and stuff, theyâre so funny and I see that in javi's reblogs / comments / posts. javi is just instantly welcoming and supportive which made me think of jaehyun cheering at the kids recital thing?? Idk where the video was but he was cheering like the biggest fan. its really calming to talk to him haha
@stayinzencity, iâd say sheâs like sungchan or hendery as everytime we talk - she just seems so charming and soft and yeah! sheâs also super welcoming and approachable, and always make an effort to be super friendly. i also have to say that while sungchan isnât in a specific subunit quite yet, he feels like he is in one because heâs getting so many opportunities - like he feels like heâs been in NCT for ages. in this, she really makes me feel a sense of belonging on tumblr as she always checks in or tags me in things, which does make me feel more welcomed.Â
@urlocalnctstan i get chenle or xiaojun vibes. one element of this is bc i just see chenle and xiaojun as low key extra and i see hana as someone whose a bit extra in such a creative way. when joining her collab, she started making trailer videos for everyone and i just thought it was so genius and creative. it also makes me think of how chenle and xiaojun have been creative throughout their lives (ie; xiaojunâs high school? play and chenle performing at the theater as a child). so yeah, i definitely see hana - again through limited interaction.- as someone whose very extra in the best creative way and also very like... sassy like chenle and xiaojun haha. sheâs lovely xÂ
like i was for @lucas-wongs, I was a huge fan of @moondustaeil before we became mutuals. I have to say she gives me johnny vibes as well as renjun vibes but I also want to say sheâs mark or haechan just so I can say @127-mile is the mark to her haechan or vice versa just bc im the biggest markhyuck fan. But overall, like I was a huge fan and I just think her blog is so pretty so it made me think of their absolute creativity. sheâs also so friendly and sociable like johnny and also so witty and comeback-y which also reminds me of renjun - again, this is based off limited interaction haha
@127-mile I really see jeno and taeyong vibes. through our limited interaction, she reminds me of those duality vids where one second theyâre laughing and then theyâre so serious, which I think jeno and taeyong show really well. she was also supportive and reassuring , which gives me leader vibes. I also know taeyong has tattoos and jeno previously spoke abt getting a tattoo (idk if he has one now) so that too haha. but I also wanna say mark or hyuck just so I can say that moondustaeil is the mark to her haechan or vice versa haha.
@dreamyyang AGAIN from limited interaction (but Iâd love to talk to them more), I just think their blog is so pretty and radiates the fun energy that yangyang and haechan and jungwoo give out. We only started speaking recently (when some one pulled out of the collab due to leaving Tumblr) so I canât say too much about it in detail, like I tried with the other mutuals, but I can say she seems hella cool and hella aesthetic and Iâd love to chat with her more <3
i hope i did everyone justice or accurate! iâd love to talk more to all my mutuals but i also have major social anxiety, especially with online friendships so... iâm so sorry hahaÂ
rules: share your lock screen, last song listened to, and last photo i took!
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essentially my lockscreen is some photography i took at the city my ex-step dadâs used to live near and then im a huge non-spotify user so hereâs my itunes lol
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I really liked lie with me!!! The idea was great and it was able to relay the angst well and portray what the relationship have become. I was wondering if youâll write a sequel about it in the future, iâm very curious to see if theyâll be able to save the relationship or not >.<
i cant say thank you enough for this feedback 𼺠i was really unsure when posting it and was scared people wont like it / get it.
honestly; i didn't think about a sequel!! i'll think about it, but i initially liked it as a one shot to leave it up for interpretation if that makes sense!! like i wanted people to think if they wanted them to try and save it or if it'd seem better just to end it!! but i'll think about it â¤ď¸
reads fantasy // enjoys rainy days // homebody // introverted or ambivert // wardrobe is in dark neutral shades // quiet but witty // can actually get work done // can write amazingly // gives good hugs // quiet passionate
light academia 2/10
loves the aesthetic of old europe // scrolls pinterest a lot // wardrobe full of whites and beiges // reads the classics // can read relationships (platonic and romantic) really well // loves animals // always tidy and neat // loves spring // makes friends easy // daydreams
chaotic academia 9/10
messy room // stays up late // coffee and more coffee // oversized clothes // cries a lot // watches movies late at night on laptop // tragically sleep deprived // loves art // pines for someone // reads romance
romantic academia 5/10
soft sort of aesthetic // pink lipstick and rose perfume // can read poetry // hopeless romantic // wardrobe full of soft colours // loves the faerie side of fantasy // stop and smell the roses kind of person // struggles to focus in classes // loves nature // social butterfly
I kind of combined all the NCT members who got me really involved with NCT in the first place. So namely, the person who peeked my interest in NCT was Taeyong after my friend showed me his solo stuff and black-on-black but my first ultimate bias was Mark and then my friendâs bias (who showed me Taeyong) was Lucas (and he later became one of my major biases) So it was mxr for Mark, ca for Lucas, and yong for Taeyong (so I pronounce it mark-ah-yong) And then I was debating changing it now that Iâm basically biased for all 23 members (some to different extents to others but Iâm always tied with like 7 people for ultimates) but then it just felt catchy and I didnât think I could come up with a better name than that that isnât taken already.
n. 2 | Any side blogs? If you have them, name them and why you have them?
Initially no. Technically this is my side blog. I had a private personal blog I used to treat as a journal but then after too long with my focus on NCT and way too many âI am following you, just in a personal blogâ, I basically wiped it and turned it into a random blog where I repost content that excites me / stories I like to read / whatever I want thats less personal and depressing as it was before haha⌠Itâs @mxrcayong-main. TBH the main reason was to build better relationships with my mutuals - like they never see if I read their posts or like their stuff because my personal blog was just strange and I didnt want people to really see it.Â
n. 3 | How long have you been on Tumblr?
HonestlyâŚvery long. This blog hasnât been too long though. This started as an NCT blog March 2020, but my first ever post was about Sehun in February 2020 (which was supposed to be a one off post haha). I once had a 5SOS blog, and then a Tom Holland one, and then now this haha. I have deleted the 5SOS one, unable to delete the Tom Holland one bc I lost access to it, and now I am on this :) I low key wanted to regain access to my Tom Holland one because Iâm simping again but I lost details to the email I signed it up to. Â
n. 4 | Do you have a queue tag?
I have a queue post? Does this count?Â
n. 5 | Why did you start your blog in the first place?
Honestly, it was the first lockdown and I was bored.Â
n. 6 | Why did you choose your icon / pfp?
For the Lucas one; I liked the aesthetic. My favorite kind of aesthetic is this vintage, faded, film kind of look. For me, I think one of the most profound and important things we have as humans are these vivid memories so any photo that kind of mimics this feel is super gorgeous to me. Also Lucas is stunning.
I used to have a Haechan matching aesthetic to the Lucas one, but I recently decided to turn it blue. I chose Mark because Iâm the biggest simp for him (alongside with Jeno and Haechan mostly). This is purely because blue is one of my favorite colors; it always calms me down, and I just thought the aesthetic and composition of this photo really pleases me. Like, it also fits my vibe a bit more of the âsoftieâ and my friend even says I fit the âblue vibeâ more idk haha. I just come onto Tumblr for escapism and write for escapism, and blue helps calm me down so I wanted this escapism to be calming yâknow hahaÂ
n. 7 | Why did you chose your header?
I donât have one!
n. 8 | Whatâs your post with the most notes?
My post with the most notesâŚ.honestly isnât one im the happiest with but someone requested it so I tried to do it justice but idk I dont like writing fics too far in the future yk?? but the one with the second most notes that I really love is called âCome Home To MeâÂ
n. 9 | How many mutuals do you have?
I can probably count on one hand haha I want to get to know people, but Iâm really scared to. I gotta say tho, Iâm so grateful for all the mutuals I have - but especially @pastelsicheng and @kopikokun because they really stuck with me through some bad times Iâve had. also, tons of love for @sunflowersora for being my first supporter on this app and low key motivation to keep staying on the app <3Â
n. 10 | How many followers do you have?
Just around 200, so not too much compared to others, but I still canât believe that thereâs 200 people who like my stuff.Â
n. 11 | How many people do you follow?
A lot!Â
n. 12 | Have you ever made a shit post?
âŚprobably?Â
n. 13 | How often do you use tumblr each day?
When I donât have exams, I use it everyday. Just because Iâm in a somewhat bad headspace right now, I check it maybe every second day or just have shorter use sessions. But when I have exams, maybe once a week or two weeks.Â
n. 14 | Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? Who won?
Not really?Â
n. 15 | How do you feel about âyou need to compare thisâ posts?
Iâve never seen these posts but the title suggests that Iâd dislike them. Especially with the words âyou need toâ. Like, let people live how they want to; donât compare to others.Â
n. 16 | Do you like tag games?
I really do! Honestly, I have to say I still donât feel like I belong on the Tumblr community? Like I feel like Iâm a newbie still finding their place. Theres a lot of times where I question that if I just leave, no one would be excited to see my posts anyway / no one will notice. So having tag games just kind of reminds me of the moots Iâve made who are a big part in making me feel like I have a place here <3Â
n. 17 | Do you like ask games?
I havenât done one yet!! I want to do it but Iâm just nervous I wonât get any responses?Â
n. 18 | Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?
âŚAll of them lol. I think @pastelsicheng is hella known for the murder replay story she did and I was a huge fan of a lot of them before they followed me back
n. 19 | Do you have a crush on a mutual?
Not a crush-crush but a platonic crush? Idk if its a common idea but basically like âholy shit I wanna get to know themâ but i have social anxiety lol
i have decided to have short term memory loss whenever i hear abt ânct-hollywoodâ
essentially, iâll still be online for writing despite my previous posts saying iâm not. however - i refuse to acknowledge the existence of nct-hollywood. i am powerless in any decision SM makes so i just am refusing the existence; iâm not clicking on anything to do with nct hollywood and iâll dislike it if anything. low key, if anything - i hope the show is just nct hollywood and whatever is made is just another band bc its obvious they wonât just do sm hollywood bc i s2g. the minute nct-hollywood âmusicâ is unable to be distinguished from the nct i know and love, then iâll probably stop posting but idk yet.Â
but i reiterate; nct hollywood is the dumbest move sm has made and theyâve done a lot of dumb shit.Â
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(a/n: i wrote this to get out of a short writers block i was having...idk if it worked but i just wanted to post it haha)Â
The buzzing of thousands of needles puncturing your skin are drowned out by your headphones. Your initial fear was replaced by tolerance; the needles starting to feel like something that always was there, with the occasional extra pinch from an extra delicate spot. However, the pain wasnât anything as the hand holding yours took the pain for you, like a sponge; tightly grasping on for life as if the occasional face-scrunch meant you being stabbedâŚwhichâŚin a way, it was; but at least not in a deadly way.Â
An hour later, you stood in front of the mirror; Ten and you having matching tattoos â a butterfly on your upper arm. He turned to look at you, and immediately pressed a kiss to your lips. It was no ring, but the tattoos signified a promise; together, forever, weâll fly and that no matter what, you two will be fine. And this promise was etched forever into your skin.Â
Donât you dare hate shang-chi cuz itâs another Marvel superhero whatever
My Asian ass has been waiting for somebody with my skin color to be the LEADING SUPERHERO and NOT A SIDEKICK!!!! this is not an another whatsoever
I have been so sick of Asian actors being cast as sidelined characters & the studios being proud that theyâre so thoughtful and diverse etc etc and finally Iâm getting an Asian with his set of powers who gets to tell his story up front without a help from a white person and this means so much so donât come at me and tell me this seems like a generic superhero film because it will never be generic to me
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