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Back in 2019 when I first started making Game & Watch art, I met many new friends, along with fluenza/prurigo. I created a discord server with him and several other people who shared interest with Game & Watch. At the time, however, I was improperly medicated and mentally unwell. The server became a place where I would vent heavily, and it was not a very healthy environment. At the same time, I developed strong feelings for fluenza/prurigo.

Needless to say, I created an unhealthy environment where I would primarily spiral with other people, and I am not proud of it. At the time, I had just turned 18, and still didn’t really understand what I was doing. I didn’t realize how bad it was until one day, fluenza/prurigo vanished without a trace. He deleted his discord and all of his accounts, and I was completely devastated. His mental health was very poor, and so to this day, I still don’t know if he is dead or alive. It’s taken me a while to come to terms with the fact that I may never have closure on what happened to him.

Now, I want to stress that no one was at fault for these circumstances but me. In life, people make poor decisions at a young and inexperienced age, and unfortunate things happen because of it. Nevertheless, I want to sincerely apologize to everyone else who was in the server with me. I realized long ago that I should not have used it as a place to vent, because I created an environment that brought everyone down. I am better now, and I am sorry.

Flu, if you are alive and happen to read this, I hope you are doing well, and I’m sorry for what happened. I want you to know that I’m still glad that we were friends for a time. You were a wonderful person, despite being in so much pain. I’ll never forget your laugh. I hope we’ll meet again some sunny day.

As for the fate of this blog, I will be leaving it up so that people may browse and enjoy the art. I no longer have interest in Game & Watch at the moment, and will not be creating more work at this time.