Musings Of Meandering Spirits

December 18, 2018 I have the hydrogen breath test scheduled for December 28. I called the gastroenterologist’s office this morning because I wanted to ask if the weakness and the nearly passing out…

December 16, 2018 I so badly wanted to sleep later this morning but could not. The gurgling sounds from my lower abdomen are not painful but the noises were keeping me awake so I gave up and got ou…

December 15, 2018 My digestive system is even worse this morning than it was yesterday morning. After over a year of dealing with chronic constipation my digestive system has decided to do an about…

December 14, 2018 Time heals all wounds…BULLSHIT! Whoever said this obviously never had their very own child die before they did. It has been 4 ½ years since my son took his life. Five years …

December 13, 2018 I typically sleep 7 to 9 hours per night but last night I slept eleven hours. This usually indicates that the fatigue will become extremely bad. I am hoping that is not the case. …

December 12, 2018 I had a very strange dream last night. I dreamt that my mom found out that I was ill and she began to demand that I spend the weekends at her house. I did not want to do this and …

December 11, 2018 Other than my son stopping by after work with another high protein smoothie for me, it has been a very quiet day. It has also been a bit of a melancholy day because this is the an…

December 10, 2018 I had a remission last week but, unfortunately, it is over. Yesterday I found that the fatigue and various other health problems have returned. I cannot remember the last time I h…