Diaper Sissy

My birthday was this weekend, im currently wearing my favorite outfit and three filthy diapers. Before Domina helped me put on these filthy layers I had a bunch of friends over, Domina had one of our friends pee in a jug the entire night she was here, then when everyone left Domina gave my my birthday gift, a full case of diapers and a full case in thick overnight booster, then I was dressed up all sissy and being padded up and Domina used a enema bulb to put someone else's pee in me and poured a bunch down the front of my diaper, afterwards I was told I had to send her a picture of the empty jug and then thank her for the birthday gift. I was fed hormones, diuretics, and someone else's piss that had all been mixed in a baby bottle that she then strapped on the bottle so I could be fed. Afterwards my diaper was pulled down and I was fucked with multiple dildos and eventually Domina sized me up until she could strap on a Ramboner and she fucked my sissy pussy until I was gaped. Now I'm laying here just being a pathetic sissy baby wearing layers of filthy diapers full of other people's pee which is leaking out of my sore and gaped sissy pussy... and i can't imagine a more appropriate way to celebrate my birthday

I love the feeling when deep in those periods of regret and denial.

When you wish you could be different.

In those moments convincing yourself you can be a man that little intrusive thought comes into your mind.

Something pink, humiliating? A feeling of inadequacy looking at a beautiful woman?

You try to push it away but before you know it you're aroused and it's a relief, a secret rush.

Soon you're in frills, annoyed with yourself but helpless to stop it, wanting to be told you're pathetic for your inescapable urges.

People would think you're gay but you're not, submitting to that assumption is worth it to be accepted as a sissy