Ain’t No Rest For The Wicked

May I highly recommend not shooting your shot with the person who leads a beloved network you are a part of because if and when they don’t feel anything for you (but they do with more than a few of your mutuals) it might crush your ability to exist within said network at all.

🎶 Come with me and you’ll be in a world of pure imagination. 🎶

It’s really hard on me to keep coming back to see if I can kick it only to have to face that I can’t. It hurts just as viscerally as it did in the beginning and despite my logical brain trying to will my hurt out of existence I have to accept I made choices that altered the path I was on and that I don’t like the new path. As much as I hope the path will change in my absence, I’m really struggling to see it changing in a way that I’ll be able to return and thrive.

True

False

True but False

And that’s the story of how I went to a wine tasting while microdosing mushrooms.