Life is a battle

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He's unable to die due to the curse he gained over 700 years in the past.

The reason he joined the Stellaron Hunters was due to Elio's promise of giving him a proper death. One he wouldn't return from.

Being Mara struck made him more aggressive sometimes, and the loss of control that came with the condition had to be combatted by Kafka's spirit whisper. The only other person who could truly calm the rage was surprisingly, Dan Heng.

Despite his drive to want to kill Dan Heng, they became friendly over time. Odd as it was, it'd happened, and he had no reason to fight it. As it was part of his script.

There are things he'd never tell anyone about. Elio knew them, of course, they were in his script after all, but the Destiny's Slave never told others about them.

He can cook, in fact, he often was the one preparing the meals for the Stellaron Hunters, because he always lost the rock paper scissors matches.

He was close to Firefly, both of them being cursed in some way allowed them to bond. She was something almost akin to a daughter to him, perhaps. Even if he never admitted such a thing.

Penacony, he'd not taken part in it. That was all Silver Wolf and Firefly. There were things planned for Firefly in her script, which was fairly vague from what he'd been told by her when he asked.

Neither of them are very tall, and despite their stature, both of them are well over the age of 500.

While one retains all the memories and everything that happened, the other is ignorant. Their memories wiped and them locked away. Waking up on the beach near Mondstadt 500 years after the cataclysm.

The unknown god who locked them away remains unknown still. Even if they know her name they know nothing else about her yet.

Traveling was what both of them did. The one with the memories traveled the entirety of Teyvat already. They'd seen the end and knew what was coming.

They had a promise to meet at the end where the flower bloomed. The one without memories was still working their way to that location.

Earning the right to use any element wasn't hard on either of them despite how strange it was initially.

Gathering books, scrolls, and anything else they could to learn more about the world they were trapped on wasn't hard for the one without memories. It helped them to know more about where they were and where they were going.

Becoming a member of the Adventurer's Guild had likely been pre-planned. Katheryne being what she was and who she was made by seemed to not only aid them, but also the Fatui.

Facing the various Harbingers over the different parts oof Teyvat seemed par for the course sometimes. Though, they'd found it sort of endearing when Childe became friends with Yoimiya and she spoke praises for him. He'd been on vacation though so he wasn't acting on any orders at the time.

Killing people who were doing horrible things didn't affect them too badly at first. It was the memories coming back at nightmares that did.

He's a gambler but with his luck he never loses. Not at gambling anyway. Fighting was a different story it always depended on who he was facing. Such as when he lost to the Trailblazer and their companions.

After his loss he became friends with those he lost to. Even offering to help them in various ways over time. Not that they've taken him up on that offer yet.

Cooking is a skill he has. Most people chalk his ability to cook so well to his luck, but that's not it at all. It's a survival skill he learned young, back on his home planet.

Even as a slave he was lucky. Fighting in various rings and the like he always won those for his owner. The same man he wound up killing later on.

Which was how he became one of the Ten Stonehearts. Apparently his abilities were something the IPC wanted. So he was brought in shortly after he killed his owner.

When he shattered his cornerstone, it was believed that it could never be whole again, but that was wrong. It later went back to being almost perfect again.

Giving things to the Trailblazer was one of the ways he apologized for what he'd done to them and their allies. It'd been his way of drawing out the Emanator he thought Acheron was.

He was surprisingly given a promotion despite what he'd done. Which was pretty interesting since he'd thought that would be what would happen. Even after being demoted in the past.

He has a very fiery temper. It's not just because of his quirk but also because he gets it from his mother who is very aggressive and has the same sort of temperament.

His teachers had been worried about his and his mother's relationship. They thought she capable of being abusive. While she did hit him a few times it wasn't to the point where the authorities would need to be brought in.

His yelling and screaming were things his mother did. So he inherited that from her as well. It was his casual use of curse words that was all his own. He'd been like that since middle school.

Despite his treatment of Midoriya, he was actually pretty good friends with the smaller kid. Mostly in UA, of course, but they became best friends over the years.

Of the people who believed in Deku, he was one of them, not because the other had rescued him in the past, but because they'd fought alongside one another countless times.

Some of his other very close friends was Shoto, then there was Kirishima, and of course Denki. There were other friends, most of Class 1-A were friends of his. Just not all of them.

Originally, he'd been pissed that Deku had been placed in the same class as him, until he saw his quirk in action. Then he became jealous. Because what right did the quirkless loser have to get such a great quirk?

Despite his general attitude he was very studious. He got good grades and made sure that he did everything that needed to be done on time. Even the punishments he was made to do for disregarding rules.

He and Deku both respected one another but in different ways. They also showed it differently. In the beginning he really did try to hurt Deku in multiple ways. Even probably going as far as to try killing the other teen.

She's far from shy. In fact, being shy is likely the furthest thing from anything she wants to be.

Her Spirit Whisper ability is incredibly powerful, how powerful remains to be seen currently. It's not like she has supremely powerful beings she can use it on.

She's very professional in her day to day life. Her posture and everything reflects what people would think of a proper businesswoman to be.

She's beautiful and dangerous but also one of the people who may or may not step up should she see others being wronged. So long as it's within her script, of course.

Elio is unknown to everyone, even the Stellaron Hunters don't know of his true form. Or what he is beyond the Destiny's Slave.

Parties are not for her. Not because she won't enjoy them but due to how generally her scripts don't allow her to mingle like that.

She follows the script from the beginning to the end no matter how they're written. That's just how she is.

She's not the sort to reveal anything she's not allowed to, to the Trailblazer. She'll reveal what she can through her script and nothing more.

Games. She loves to play games. Usually mind games. She'll also play things like chess with Blade if he asks her to.

She has to stay close to Blade to use the Spirit Whisper on him should he begin to give into the Mara. There are also times where she releases him by telling him to give in. Of course, it depends on the script.

He is incredibly bisexual. He's not even shy about that fact at all. He beds men and women as often as he can without coming off as a slut.

Not that being the Devil could really make him a slut in the first place.

He's a drinker and enjoys alcohol and drugs much more than any human would. Maybe it's because they make him feel good. It's not like anyone has ever asked him.

Playing the piano and singing are both things he loves to do. Maybe even more than sleeping with someone. It may depend on the day, though.

He has knowledge of everything that's happened on Earth due to having been an angel before he was exiled and made to oversee Hell.

He was always acting out and doing things he shouldn't have which was why he was punished in the first place.

God may be his father but there's no reason for him to force himself to listen. After all, he was no longer an Archangel. He's a fallen. A demon. Even though he still has his wings for a while.

Losing his wings had been incredibly painful but getting them back was also not pleasant. He'd just rather not admit that.

His demonic visage isn't pretty. it's not meant to be. Despite how he's supposed to be this awful creature that made people do things. Those were just people using his name as an excuse.

He's capable of feeling love. Which shows that despite the ugly demonic visage and his general personality more often than not, he can be true to someone if they show they're also interested in him.

If you want to become fast friends with him? Give him pie. Any sort of pie will work, but cherry or pecan are his absolute favorites.

Becoming a hunter had been pretty easy for him, since his father trained him. It was him dragging his brother along that led to Sam having the same fate as he did.

Bobby was more of a father figure to him and Sam than their own old man was.

Learning that the hunter part of their lives had nothing to do with their father originally, and everything to do with their mother was interesting.

There are many things he regrets allowing to happen over the years but he refuses to talk about any of them with anyone.

The allies he and his brother made over time always worked out in the end. Even when those allies started off as enemies.

Castiel is someone he was glad to have met, even if it wasn't the best of any sort of impression that could be made on any end.

Losses were common in their line of work. Meeting creatures that they'd otherwise not have met if they'd been normal instead of hunters stopped getting to him after just a handful of years. Even if he had reactions to the appearances of said creatures still.

He was irresponsible despite how he'd been raised. Maybe it was due to how he was raised that he was so bad at being responsible.

Being the 'little big brother' to Sam's 'big little brother' was comical to some people. Because most assumed he was younger than Sam was.

While attending university to become a doctor, he's only doing to to appease his father. He's also taking courses in tailoring and sewing, because making clothing is his actual passion.

He was capable of eating Orihime's high school food concoctions without adverse effects. It can likely be chalked up to him being a Quincy.

He enjoys cooking, himself, and often makes himself fancy and professional looking meals for while in college.

Knowing that he's related to Ichigo in any way makes him cringe. It's not that he doesn't want more family, he'd just prefer them to not be a walking contradiction.

He refuses to claim his own father, since the man doesn't really claim him, either. He misses his mother even though he can't remember her that well anymore. He has pictures of her that his father is unaware of that he looks at when he wants to talk to her.

Unlike Ichigo, he's not always visiting his mother's grave each year. The Kurosakis were much tighter knit than the Ishidas were, so he can't complain.

Despite everything, and how much he pretended to hate Ichigo for being a Soul Reaper, they're good friends. Best friends, maybe. The whole group were his friends, but he was closest to Ichigo and Sado.

His respect for Tatsuki has very little to do with her being able to wipe the floor with men. Her determination to succeed and her becoming the head of a dojo where she trained kids is why he respected her so much.

He's completely banned from having any access to cooking. After his failed attempt at making the simplest dishes before Yuzu took over his kids all agreed that he was a disaster in the kitchen and should be banned.

He's allowed to help clean things up, and put things away, of course. He's also allowed to go shopping so long as he gets what's on the list before grabbing anything else.

He relies on snacks and pop a lot while working in the clinic. Which isn't that healthy, Yuzu tends to get upset with him when he's not eating any leftovers they have, and is instead relying on sugary snacks and pop.

The coffee in the morning is made by him, it's the only thing he knows how to prepare without making it taste disgusting. Though Yuzu's coffee is a lot better than his own. At least his was drinkable still.

He's capable of being serious but he's chosen to remain the idiotic goofy father his kids grew up knowing. It's the persona he took on as a means to help them all get over the grief of losing Masaki.

It's rare when he's genuinely serious. Ichigo's the only one who has seen that side of him, when he explained things to his only son and helped the other to realize that his mother's death wasn't his fault at all.

In his office in the clinic he has a glass jar filled with small suckers. They're not super sugary ones, either. They're for younger people who came in, usually for shots or small injuries. Though, there are some adults who also got them since they asked.

He works on himself as much as he can without worrying his kids. He also tells them things about their mother whenever they ask him. No matter how emotional the situation is he's always there to comfort them if they need it.

He still sobs to the poster of Masaki when his kids are picking on him, mean to him, or he's just that emotional. Of course, that often leads to Karin kicking or striking the back of his head or something, and telling him to grow up.

His tattoos go a lot longer than most people might think. They don't end on his sides, and in fact go down along his outer thighs, among other places. Either way, they end before the tops of his feet.

What most people fail to realize about him was that his tattoos weren't just there for aesthetic purposes. They grew more and more as he gained strength. His initial bankai is why they started to go down along his outer thighs.

When Byakuya expressed his admiration for his work ethic and strength they'd grown a bit more as well. No longer was he trying to beat his Taicho. Instead, he simply planned on working with the other man out of mutual respect.

His friends from the academy remained much the same, with the introduction of others over time, such as Rangiku. While they didn't all hang out that much once they were on their squads or making things of themselves, they had a day every week they met up.

Drinking is easily one of his favorite pastimes. Not because it made him numb or anything like that, he never drank to that point but because his friends and their friends, and people from their squads all met up and jhad fun together.

He can cook a few dishes. Nothing overly fancy but he's learning. He wants to eat out less and bring more food to the barracks for himself instead. So he can eat and get through more of the paperwork he has to finish for Byakuya.

He considers Ichigo one of his best friends. Even though things that happened when he was in his gigai left various rumors surrounding the nature of his and Ichigo's relationship, the younger Soul Reaper made sure to clear things up with the rumormongers.

He's always down for a good spar or fight. It's the Eleventh Division in him. He'd been on that squad before being upgraded to Fukutaicho of the Sixth Division after all.

She is more than capable of actually cooking and baking now. As a young adult, she took classes and courses. She even got her degree in the culinary arts.

She loves working at the bakery and helping come up with the limited batches of breads they sold at various times of the year. She also enjoys the mass baking of the cookies they made on any given day.

At home, she cooks and prepares meals every day. Though, sometimes she ensures to make enough to have leftovers for lunch the following day if she has work. Otherwise she eats something new pretty much every meal.

Any of her own recipes are written down in her beautiful handwriting so she can revisit them at a later point in time. She even makes sure to note the amounts needed to make more than one serving of any dish.

The only things she doesn't lower the amount of ingredients on are her cakes, cupcakes, cookies, and other sweets. She makes full recipes of those. Since she shares them with her friends she needs more than two or three cookies, or a single slice of cake.

She has an array of cookbooks she likes to look into, and she adds things to the various recipes to see how they taste. Not like how she did in high school, everything she adds now only elevates the flavor rather than making things nigh inedible.

While most everyone thought she'd go into nursing or something, she chose to become a cook instead. Because she likes seeing the smiles on people's faces as they enjoy a good meal.

Tatsuki and she have been friends a lot longer than she's been friends with anyone else. She knew Tatsuki and Ichigo had known one another longer than she'd known either of them, but the other woman is her best friend.

"Hey, pretty bird look at me," Grimmjow would offer a weak smile, while he was injured it wasn't anything severe. A few superficial cuts and he'd been gut punched but he was going to be fine. "It'll take a lot more than a gut punch to take me out." He'd reach a hand out to touch Hawks gently. In the past he'd not been gentle, or soft, but over time he started to be. Only with Hawks though.

"Come're." As he said that, he'd move to tug the shorter man into his arms or onto his lap. Maybe some cuddling was in order or something. It wasn't like they didn't do things like this from time to time as it was. Should Hawks have let him pull him close, the taller man would simply bury his nose in the blond hair, and wrap his arms around the slighter male.

Itto would pause and cant his head to the side at the question. Why would Hiro ask him such a thing? He knew they were buddies of course. They'd known one another for a pretty long time now. "Honestly, I dunno. It's not like I've got the pick of the litter or anything in regards to dating but I've never thought about it." He was an Oni after all, why would he think about dating?

Most people were humans not fellow Yokai so it wasn't like he could find anyone who would want to date him like that. "You're a great guy and all but I'm an Oni. People would start talking bad about you and I'd hate that." There were a lot of humans who still didn't like him. It didn't matter how much he'd helped around Inazuma. He was shunned by a number of them usually right after he finished helping them in some way.