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this is only meant to be an introductory post so i'll keep it as brief as possible.
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guten tag, all! i may be referred to as cain (they/she). i'm a nineteen year-old psychology/history double-major who stumbled upon the outlast trials and has known no peace since.
mostly this account is for rambling, interacting with fellow fans, and sharing ocs. i may entertain "x reader" ideas since i do love writing, but they won't be your traditional imagines or headcanons. given the intense content of outlast as a whole, i personally dislike writing romance or smut of such severely traumatized and violence individuals, and so will not do so! any reader-insert content i post will center around the psychological consequences of being exposed to the murkoff corporation and its assets.
please do not come into my askbox talking about how cute, sweet, or attractive the prime assets are 🙏 i'm not shaming anyone, especially because i loathe purity culture and censorship—however i am not a huge fan of the mischaracterization that's done in a lot of the works i've seen and i can't put aside or ignore these characters' crimes in order to thirst for them ;w;.
that aside! please interact, i'd love to make mutuals :)
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yk something that i think is interesting is that out of all the PAs, PHYLLIS was the one with a trial victim crucified like jesus. like idk... to me that's just really interesting. i know goose has a lot of religious imagery in her maps, but i confess i've never exactly known why??? but yeah idk 💚
salutations and the warmest welcomes to the very first outlast championship! in this event, 16 participants will be randomly assigned to 4 person-groups, where they will go against their teammates in order to get the highest trial grades. the two highest trial grades of each match-up will move forward until only two remain; from them, the real how-high will emerge...
this event features group map selection (via polls) and at least one prize for the winner, in which @/cainxxremains ( @murkoffs-slut on tumblr) will draw a fullbody piece of an outlast oc/skin! the objective is to interact with other fans and build long-lasting, supportive community and friendship, far past the duration of the event itself!
if interested, use this link to join the server! if you have any questions, reach out to @/cainxxremains ( @murkoffs-slut ) or @/xx_aqua2291_xx ( @letztalkaboutthaat ) and we'll get to you asap!
remember my one-off post about how fun an outlast royale thing would be? well look no further! we actually managed to whip something up, and have high hopes for it!
you don't have to participate in order to join the server, but i do strongly suggest that you do! it's all for fun, so there's nothing to lose :)
franco barbi seething so hard his eyes bulge out cartoonishly as he realizes he's humping mannequins while coyle and the kress twins are getting down and incredibly dubious with their trial victims
now is a perfect time to say rest in peace Erik and the Warden gone too soonyala in sinyala ☝️🕊️
PLEASEEE i'd honestly love to see how franco acts with a victim that's specifically his like. not partner but ykwim?? not "his" the way the prosecutor is, but "his" the way the warden is coyle's
i need to go tf to bed but like yknow when you see an opinion so bad you just gotta block someone.
saw a post saying they were sad the warden wasn't a woman and how the trial would be better if he were a woman and "why is coyle gay all of a sudden" and like are we playing the same game?
first of all, coyle "being gay" isnt out of nowhere. He's a very sexual character, dressed like a leather daddy (a queer subculture) and most of his sexual lines are directly talking about male trial victims or himself. He is an equal opportunity offender with his male and female mannequins in his trials, and is significantly more upset when you kill the snitch than when you kill the judge, saying blatantly sexual shit about the snitch and really only yelling about justice when it's about the judge.
second of all, if you think the trial would be better with a female victim then you fundamentally misunderstand the horror aspect of the trial. outlast isnt just gore porn, there is a psychological element to the horror as well (and also lore but yk). Part of that psychological horror is feeling vulnerable. That is a feeling Outlast has ALWAYS tried to instill in its players. you are weak and vulnerable and you are not in control. the villains are. you are at their mercy.
If the warden were a woman, there would be no statement for his character to make. Coyle dominating a woman is very normal and expected, especially for the time period. It isn't scary, it's just life. It is the status quo. Coyle dominating a man, however, is a bigger statement. The man coyle is dominating here is bigger than him, likely stronger, but submits completely. This proves to reagents that he is strong, worthy of respect and fear, because a MAN dared to bend the knee to him. To do whatever he asked, to embarrass himself to obey coyle's demands.
If the warden were a woman, he would just be another submissive housewife obeying her husband's every whim. there's no statement there, no broken rules to force discomfort into the minds of onlookers. just a guy and his wife in a slightly kinky relationship.
The warden needs to be a man to make sense.
And all this is ignoring how weird and red flag-y a statement like "why is coyle suddenly gay" is when referencing a decision the people who created him made. not even going "why is he suddenly bi" which would still be absurd based on all the above but would at least make more sense.
you're allowed to hc his sexuality as whatever until red barrels tells us "yeah he's gay" or "yeah he's straight and just likes power so much he doesnt care" but the phrasing was so... "you cant make jokes anymore" vibes and it pissed me off. this wasn't a decision out of nowhere, there's a lot of evidence and hints that coyle is queer, and they've been there long before the Warden was even a scribble on a concept art page
i also think the warden being a man is really important because if he wasn't, you wouldn't have all his voicelines about how the reagents are "sick in the head" because of what they "think (they) saw". like op said, a man dominating a woman is "normal"—what does coyle care about that? he's very open about his previous wives and what he did to them—but for coyle to be caught with a man? actively encouraging said man?
that puts COYLE in a vulnerable spot that DOESN'T EXIST IF THE WARDEN IS A WOMAN. BC NOBODY CARES ABOUT WHAT THE HETS ARE DOING. coyle represents the "ideal American man" and if word got out he was a queer, it would shatter his image—especially in his hometown, and especially to his parents.
idk this is to say i agree 💚 also idk it feels kinda weird to want the warden to be a woman bc like,, why do you need to see another woman being abused, when that's our constant? what about a woman being kicked around, treated like an animal, and beat to death seems better than it happening to a man?
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Im I going crazy or did they change the mannequin voices in kidnap the mistress? Like I went to play it since its my comfort trial and it just sounds so off. Idk I feel like i havent seen anything abt it but im so upset bc the original voices are funnier.
dude i have stuff to do today but if i get on tonight and they changed them I'll send red barrels an email bro /hj
okay finally got around to it and my verdict is yes, they did. they seem to talk way more about coke and dope now, versus last time i played a lot of their lines were about the girls??? what the fuck 💔💔
Im I going crazy or did they change the mannequin voices in kidnap the mistress? Like I went to play it since its my comfort trial and it just sounds so off. Idk I feel like i havent seen anything abt it but im so upset bc the original voices are funnier.
dude i have stuff to do today but if i get on tonight and they changed them I'll send red barrels an email bro /hj
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