Some ideas on Buckys rooms in the void given the fact that Marvel writers were scared of making him a main character in the 100th marvel film that he has been on.
Warnings: Its Mr.Barnes, theres NO comfort here, mentions of past trauma, torture...
Neverending fall from the train, seeing Steve's scared face and then falling for what feels like hours and hours.
Then he stops seeing Steves face, the train to faar to see but he keeps falling and falling into the white white snow.
Then he starts hearing all the screams of fear and pain that he caused while under Hydras control mixed with his own.
Until he finally hits the ground and is taken to room 2
He wakes up tied up, doctors all around him getting ready to perform "shock therapy" but never actually doing it.
They strap him up and prepare the machines.
He feels anxiety, terror and starts preparing himself for the pain there is to come.
The terror of the room is based on Bucky knowing the pain and suffering that awaits but never giving it to him.
Him as the winter soldier on a mission
His body moves on its own, grabbing people and unaliving them while he is forced to watch, helplessly as they keep dying.
They are all known faces, of people he did kill back when Hydra had control over him.
A cold, sterile room with one metal chair bolted to the floor.
Restraints dangle, stained with rust and blood.
Loudspeakers blare Russian trigger words on repeat.
Surveillance mirrors show versions of himself committing atrocities, unblinking. He's locked up here, forced to watch this videos of himself over and ovwr again
The door to the outside never opens, no matter how much he screams.
He's in his apartment in Romania, right before the events that leed to Civil War, he's alone in his room, rethinking everything he's done.
He can see himself back then, bottle of whiskey in one hand and a gun in the other, contempling how easy it would be to get rid of the monster inside of him in that same instant
He sees himself back at Tonys funeral, Steve has just left to go back to Peggy, Bucky is static, unable to move, surrounded by his thoughts "Was I not good enough for Steve?" "What do I do now?" "Did he leave because I caused too much trouble to him?" "Maybe I don't deserve this after all" on repeat as he sees Steve give Sam the shield.
