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Some fluff and a little pinch of Angst.
It's about ONLF(Our Life: Now & Forever) Mc and OLBA (Our Life: Beginning & Always) Mc. They're both childhood friends when Opal and OLNF!Mc still lived in Sunset Bird before moving away.
Let's use the Default names. Jamie Last and Frankie Second.
Frankie is extremely clingy to Jamie because they're more comfortable with them more than Elizabeth (she's scary to them) and when Cove move in Sunset Bird, it cause some little rivalry between the two who wants to hangout with Jamie, it doesn't help when Elizabeth join. Frankie warm up a little to Cove but still like to steal Jamie every now and then.
But then Opal and Frankie moved away. It took a while for Frankie to agree on this and even dissapear for a whole day, Jamie was the only who found them since they know where Frankie always hide.
They exchange letters and call every now and then, using Opal's phone and Jamie's house phone. Until they grow older and now using phones to communicate.
The angst on this is that Frankie has a crush on Jamie but was heartbroken when Jamie admit that they like Cove and is dating him. Frankie tries to move on with the support of his two childhood friend's in Golden Groove, Qiu and Tamarack. Secret crushes reveal and Frankie's heart heal from heartbreak.
(I hope this is alright.)
I swear I answered this but apparently I didn't???
Anyways, I am unable to do this request because I have yet to play OLNF (yes, shame on me).
So im afraid ill mess up the olnf characters' personalities ˊ~`;
So sorry!
Here it is! I tried to make it short and readable the best I can. I hope you like it.
Funny and Wholesome Scenario:
GN!Y/N is another new kid in town after Cove moved in Sunset Bird, their home is only down the street and close by where the main character live. A social butterfly with a warm and bright personality that capture everyone's hearts including the Mc (Jamie) and Cove.
As a child, GN!Y/N likes to follow Jamie, Cove and Elizabeth around and likes to knock furiously on their doors or repeatedly ring the doorbell. They get scolded a lot because of this but they just brush it off and move on since they have other priority which is to play! Jamie and Elizabeth welcome Y/N with open arms while Cove on the other hand is overwhelmed and annoy by them because of their persistent and bright personality.
As they got older GN!Y/N is still the same but they're more careful on what they say or do since they became aware on their own actions and doesn't want others uncomfortable and always ask if it's too much but when it comes to their loved ones, it's not too much especially to their best friends, Jamie and Cove. They like to hug and kiss them (on the cheek and forehead) whenever they have a chance leaving the two flustered. They ship those two and like to tease them about it just like everyone but doesn't do it much since they think those two need mercy from other people's teasing. Little do GN!Y/N know is that, Cove and Jamie like them as well! But Jamie likes to give hints about it while Cove... You know how Cove is. But GN!Y/N is too oblivious and think all of the hints are just friendly.
Jamie: "I like you!" *Give GN!Y/N a flower*
GN!Y/N: "Aww! How sweet of you! I like you too!"
Jamie: ( ╹▽╹ )
GN!Y/N: "You're such a great friend!"
Jamie: *glass crack noise and mentally shot in the heart.*
GN!Y/N: "You okay?"
Jamie: *shaking and clutching their chest.* "Yup."
In their adulthood, Cove and Jamie still try and their actions are more bold whenever they return their affection for GN!Y/N but sometimes fails. To the point GN!Y/N's friend got sick of it and tells them about the reason of their actions.
GN!Y/N: *the 6th time telling their friend about Cove and Jamie's weird way of showing their affection to them.*
Friend: Oh for crying out loud! THOSE TWO LIKE YOU!
GN!Y/N: And what about it?
Friend: *vein popping out* "OH MY SWEET LORD! Those guys are in love with you! Why do you think are the flowers for? Kissing you on the lips? Calling you nicknames? Normal frineds don't kiss each other on the lips!" *Shaking GN!Y/N on the shoulders fast*
GN!Y/N: "Ahh! What?" *A little dizzy*
GN!Y/N: "OH! That explain everything.. I think...?" *Gets it but doesn't get it at the same time*
Friend: "This dumbass." *Starting to think if they want to hit GN!Y/N in a head with a frying pan*
(GN!Y/N's is a Platoniromantic! Just a little fun fact for this whole thing.)
Platoniromantic describes someone who finds it difficult or impossible to distinguish between platonic (friendship) and romantic feelings, often experiencing them as the same or finding romance hard to define, and is typically considered part of the aromantic spectrum (arospec). ]
Sorry this took so long to post. I have been fighting with it for a while now ;-; and I’ve been busy with a passion project If it helps, this is the third draft that I am somewhat satisfied with so yeah…
Tacenda
↳. (n.) things, matters, or secrets that are better left unsaid, unspoken, or omitted from public conversation.
Paring: Jamie x Platoniromantic!Reader x Cove
WC: 2711
Synopsis: What is the difference between romance and friendship? That hadn’t been much of a question to you until a friend exposed those boundaries. Now you have to figure out if those boundaries are worth crossing over, or if you were imagining it.
꧁ঔৣ☬✞Step 1❀A Dead Lioness✞☬ঔৣ꧂
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Peruvian Lily
"𝐼'𝓂 𝓈𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎.”
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Hi! Hi! Hi! Since you're taking request, Can I ask for one? Don't worry, It's not something disturbing or gross. Just some funny and wholesome request :D
Yeah sure, go ahead! But it might take me a while ;-;

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May I ask for a request?
Sure!
Wow, THANK YOU! THAT WAS GOOD!
Pamela, Noelani, WHERE YOU AT!? Your daughter has gone nuts!
Did NO ONE in the cast catch up and question Lizzie's behavior?
Like, did Jamie, or Pamela, or Lee, or for god's sakes, Cove not question the amount of photos Liz has of Y/N and the fact she says "MINEMINEMINE" like those seagulls from Nemo every ten seconds!?
I chose to believe that everyone assumed that y/n's and Liz's relationship was just like Jamie and Coves. (Unseperable duo that only talk about each other)
Thats why no one expected Liz to turn out that way. And why Liz got away with her first murder <\3.
꧁ঔৣ☬✞Step 1❀Sweet revelations✞☬ঔৣ꧂
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Peruvian Lily
“𝐼𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝓋𝒶𝓁𝓊𝑒, 𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅𝓈𝒶𝓀𝑒—𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝑜𝓇𝓎. 𝒜𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉'𝓈 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓈𝓉 𝓋𝒶𝓁𝓊𝒶𝒷𝓁𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓎 𝑜𝓃."
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Okay, so here goes. If it's against the rules, please tell me!
Yandere Elizabeth? Please? My next req will be wholesome, promise!
Scenario: She and Y/N are childhood sweethearts. Jamie brought them over one day during STEP 1, and the two hit it off. But, unfortunately, Y/N wasn't aware at first of how bad and obsessive Lizzie's love was getting.
When Y/N realized what was happening, they immediately broke things off and ran away from Sunset Bird.
Now, years later (STEP 5), in another town in another state, Y/N is living peacefully and is interested in someone. Unfortunately, a certain somebody from the past was prowling nearby.
(Also, to make it more dramatic and angsty, is that the correct term to use here? The other characters from the game are noticing how odd Liz is behaving and become extremely concerned.)
I'M SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG. My english paper was not working with me and was becoming a hassle.
Renege
↳. (V) To break a promise or commitment; to go back on one's word.
Paring: Yandere! Elizabeth (Liz) x GN! reader
WC: 2408
Synopsis: You thought you had escaped it all—escaped her. Heck, that's why you changed your name, your appearance, your dreams, and moved away. But no, your past had caught up, and now you must face what you had ran away from.
TW: if you get triggered by the mentions of blood, implications of torture, and stalking. This is NOT for you.
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I hope it's okay if I request something. Since I loved the previous one <3
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Oh, no! Of course not NSFW, lol.
May I please request Lee with an s/o who is a farmer? They met at one of her yacht parties. S/o is Jamie's friend, and gave one of their finest sheep for the roast at the party.
S/o lives alone on a huge farm that they own and tend to. They're quite shy.
Lee gets to know them better as days pass. Falls head over heels in love.
Sorry it took me so long to write! The holidays took me away from my computer, and personal things came up ;-;
Linger
↳. (V.) To stay in a place, typically for longer than necessary
Paring: Leandra (Lee) Last x Farmer! Reader
WC: 2741
Synopsis: Under pressure to host a perfect party, Lee reaches out for help and instead finds herself drawn to someone who prefers quiet over crowds. What begins as gratitude turns into something harder to ignore, and by the end of the night, Lee realizes that some connections don’t fade when the party ends—they linger.
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Lee was in a predicament.
In a blur of messy party planning, she had forgotten to get lamb for the roast. With a little less than a week left till the actual party, Lee was scrambling to find something suitable.
However, nowhere she looked seemed to fit her requirements. Either the waiting list for the meat is too long, or the actual lamb didn’t look healthy enough to be edible. She couldn’t afford to be picky at a time like this, but Lee has standards for what she's serving!
Especially when this party is crucial for her job, her bosses, current and potential investors, and their partners will be attending that night. The least she could do is get some nice juicy lamb.
But looking at how things are going, she may not reach that goal.
Frustrated, Lee cried to her cousin—Jamie—about her situation one drunken night.
“What am I going to do?” Lee whined.
Opened bottles sat collectively on the pristine marble table. Deep magenta colored liquid filled the two wine glasses. Lee’s usual bright, cheery smile was replaced by a frown as her cheeks flushed a soft shade of pink that matched her hair.
Jamie sat across from her, pitying the woman as she sprawled across the cold surface. The twenty-three-year-old didn’t know how to help her, as they didn’t know the first thing when it came to butchering.
Then, in a tipsy revelation, a face came to Jamie’s mind.
“I think I know someone who can help.” A hiccup escaped from their lips.
“Really, who?!” Lee shot up, desperation grew with each second passing before Jamie replied.
“You know the owner of Tranquil Meadows?”
Lee nodded, recognizing the name to be the farm that had the longest waiting list for meat.
“I know the owner, maybe I could introduce you to them.” Those words hung in the air as Jamie swallowed the last bit of the fermented grape juice in their glass.
“Really? Thank you! Thank you!” The pink-haired woman ran up and embraced her cousin. “What would I do without you!”
“Oh, don’t thank me too soon~” Jamie whispered as they tried to hide the mischievous grin that was forming.
“Nonsense! How about another glass?” Lee offered as she brought out another bottle.
Jamie’s hair stood up. Thinking about downing another bottle seemed too much at the time. Especially when they still had to drive back to their house, and they had to wake up early to tell you, the owner of Tranquil Meadows, the master plan.
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
“So…do you think you could help?” Jamie asked as you stood there frozen with chicken feed in your hands.
It took you a while to realize what Jamie had asked you to do. Sure, you have an abundant amount of extra lamb that you could spare, but it is who you’re giving it is the problem.
Lee Last, your best friend’s cousin, and the one whom you accidentally fell for. You saw her during Cove and Jamie’s wedding. Unfortunately for you, it was love at first sight.
You couldn’t tell if it was the way she conducted herself or the brilliant aura she carried. Perhaps it was that cheeky grin that actually sold you. Either way, your eyes followed her throughout the entire day, unable to do anything about it.
Jamie knew that fact well.
They had to bite their cheek to keep themselves as they watched a wave of panic looming over your face.
“Jamie how could you?!” You screeched, dropping the chicken feed.
Jamie’s laugh soon echoed into the wind—unable to keep it under wraps.
“Aw, come on! Lee’s nice. Besides, I'm sure we both know that you’d be ecstatic to finally talk to her.”
That simple tease sent shivers up your spine as a million and one scenarios popped into your head. What would she say? How will you reply? What will you two talk about?
You shook it off. After all, you were far too grown for middle-school-level romance fantasies.
“Is that a no?” Jamie asked, almost disappointed by your sudden motion.
“No! Er-No!… I mean!” You stuttered trying to set the situation straight.
“I can give her the lambs she needs, but—” your voice trailed off before Jamie finished it.
“—But you don’t want to talk to her.” You could almost hear their eye roll.
This wasn’t the first time you avoided meeting Lee—or even meeting people in general.
You were more reserved, timid, and shy than Jamie. Meeting people wasn’t your forte; heck, you don’t even remember befriending Jamie or Cove until you considered them your friends.
That was why you retreated to your farm—Tranquil Meadows.
Animals wouldn’t judge you for whatever reason, unlike some people. Plus, some are a lot more fluffier!
Just you, your animals, and a guitar in a bright sunny field of verdant grass. That was all you needed in life, where you don’t need the hassle of socializing with others. Though there are times when you had to socialize with the hired help that you somehow managed to secure.
It was truly a perfect life with no personal stress—
“Come on! This could be your chance to finally get to know her!” Jamie sighed as you finished adding feed to the chicken feeder.
“I'm sorry, Jamie, but I can’t… At least not right now.” You weren’t sure when you’ll ever be ready.
“I can pack you the lambs Lee will need. Just give me a moment and finish up here.”
Jamie shrugged, finally giving up for now. Fortunately, they changed the subject to something less stressful.
You thought that was it. That the topic was dropped until some random Wednesday night with Jamie. But the next day, a text from an unknown number changed everything.
???: Thank you so much for the lamb! You’re a lifesaver
You were confused. You don’t give out your number unless necessary, and the message didn’t appear to be a part of a scam text. The events from the previous day didn’t come to mind as you sent a reply.
You: Who is this?
???: Oh! This is Lee Sorry, I should’ve started with that Jamie gave me your number ^.^
Memories of the day before resurfaced as you clenched your phone with your hand. You wanted to strangle Jamie so badly. You should’ve known that this would’ve happened. After all, they take after their moms in their shared mischievous planning.
Lee: Sorry if it made you uncomfortable. I asked for it because I wanted to thank you for the lambs when you have such a long waitlist :D
You: It's no problem I had extra lambs in storage, so it wasn’t that difficult of a request :)
After sending that text, you wanted to smash your phone into a pile of rocks. Your text felt too formal, and that silly little smiley face felt too casual. Would Lee read your text and misunderstand it? Does she think you're flirting or something?
Eyes glared at the three dots on the screen. Your heart raced as you anticipated that next text from Lee. Each passing second felt like an eternity as those three cursed dots kept appearing and disappearing before finally forming into a message.
Lee: Would you like to go to my party?
Your body went cold—quickly typing out a “no” before erasing it. That was your usual response, but something stopped you.
You were content with Lee not knowing about your existence. But greed took over your heart when that first message from Lee came through.
For the first time in your life, you wanted to talk more. But the thoughts of being in a crowded area, on a yacht, with no one you know, influenced retyping that “no”.
Jamie: Did Lee invite her to her party yet? I swear that was all her idea! She was the one who begged me to give her your number!!
You: Uh huh And she stalked me to find my number (¬`‸´¬)
Jamie: She actually did that lol
You: WAIT WHAT
You couldn’t believe what you were reading. Lee stalking you? Nothing came to mind as to why she would ever do that.
Jamie: Nah im kidding But Lee apparently did look you up shortly after I told her that you were the owner
Before you could even type out an answer, Jamie had already changed the topic.
Jamie: Anyway….about the party (˵ ¬ᴗ¬˵)
You knew the teasing that would come from Jamie if you were ever to admit that you were hesitating to decline Lee’s invitation. So before you could even think it, though, you had already sent out a message.
You: I'm not going
Jamie: What why :((( Is it ‘cause you’ll be by yourself in a boat?
You: Yeah actually—
Jamie: Dw Cove and I will be there ^.^ Lee invited us ‘cause I helped introduce her to you
You physically sighed. It was true that with Jamie and Cove, you would be a lot more comfortable. But you also know that there's a slight chance that the two will bail out last minute because of whatever reason you couldn’t argue with.
It doesn’t happen a lot as the two make a point to keep their promises, but you couldn’t help but curse them out when it unfortunately happens.
You: Alright, I’ll go
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
Cove and Jamie were, in fact, on the boat like they promised. But you lost them ages ago.
You had underestimated the size of the party and especially the size of the yacht. It was like a maze where everywhere you turned, someone would come up to you and ask if you two met.
At some point, you gave up looking for the couple. Assuming that they were making out somewhere private or something similar.
You hid away from the area where people tended to congregate. Opting to get some fresh air towards the back, where there were fewer people.
It was nice. The sound of the engine running, splashing water, and the smell of the ocean was calming, but not in the way your farm comforted you.
You were so out of it—lost in your thoughts—you hadn’t noticed someone coming behind you.
“Not much of a party person, huh?” A voice you could only hear in your dreams spoke.
“Yeah…sorry…” You turned around.
Big mistake. You weren’t ready for the sight that was about to grace your eyes.
Lee was dressed in a deep sage green dress. Flared at the bottom as white ruffles clung to the sides of her arms. Creating an off-the-shoulder look that exposed her reddened shoulders.
You could feel the heat rising to your face. You mentally thanked the cold night for disguising your flustered face.
“You don’t need to apologize. I was the one who suddenly invited you.” Lee walked up and took her place beside you.
You hoped to whatever god that existed that Lee wouldn’t hear the rhythmic thumping of your heart. It was all you could think about, as not even the music in the background could distract you.
You two spend some time together talking. Mostly about your farm animals that you couldn’t help but get excited about.
You two also shared some stories—the funny and embarrassing moments of Cove and Jamie. It has been a long time since you’ve talked to a new person like this. It almost made you consider reaching out to more people.
“I hear from Jamie that you’re shy.” Lee suddenly changed the topic.
“I guess you could say that…” You looked away as if you were a criminal caught for a well-known fact.
A soft laugh came from the woman beside you, “I’m surprised that you even accepted my invitation. I half expected that you’d decline.”
“Well, I was until Jamie told me that they and Cove were coming.”
“Oh? Where are Jamie and Cove anyway?” Lee’s short hair spun as she looked around for familiar faces.
“I don’t know… I lost them a while ago!” That last part came out as a cry instead of a complaint.
You could feel Lee’s pitying eyes staring at you. It made you feel even more awkward.
“Wanna go find them?” She cheekily suggested.
Though the offer was tempting, it felt weird to know that you’d potentially be walking into a more private moment between the couple.
As if she knew what you were thinking, Lee spoke up again with an even bigger grin, “I doubt they’re doing any of that—Cove would be too embarrassed.”
Thinking over it again, you nodded, allowing Lee to drag you around the ship.
The first stop was the kitchen. With Jamie and Cove both being foodies, it wouldn’t be that big of a surprise to see them around there.
Walking in, you were instantly hit with the aroma of spices. It was mouthwatering to the point where you didn’t even hesitate to take the lamb skewer Lee offered.
She watched as you nibbled the stick, scanning for any traces of Jamie and Cove. It was almost endearing—like a lost puppy looking for its owner.
With no luck, you two moved on to the next place, then the next place, and another. At this point, you two were considering that Jamie and Cove were hiding away from you two on purpose, and wanted to quit.
But you two had one final place to check, which was unfortunately the deck.
Jamie warned Lee multiple times that you don’t like crowds. Which is why she offered for you to stay back instead of the inevitable socializing happening on the deck. But to her surprise, not only did you come with her, you were talking.
It was short and curt, with just enough friendliness for the other party to leave without a negative perspective.
It was methodical in a way that shocked Lee. It was a complete 180 from the person she had been hanging out with; it was almost jarring to see.
No amount of time spent together could capture the way you maneuvered around the conversation till the other party ended. Lee couldn’t believe that the person standing beside her was the same as the one on your social media.
Yet Lee couldn’t help but notice the way your brows furrowed with each new person coming up. The way your eyes dulled in color, not like the way that they were when it was just you two at the back.
“Nothing again,” you sighed, finally getting away from the crowd.
“Where could they be hiding? We’ve checked everywhere…” Lee muttered, slouching over the rails of the boat.
You followed her lead—slouching over the rails, watching the boat cut through the water. A thought crossed your mind.
“They’re probably swimming in the water, probably watching as the boat abandons them.”
Lee let out a laugh, loudly agreeing with you and your scenario.
“Probably, Cove loves the water!”
“Yeah, that man practically lives it.” You let out your own soft laugh.
Suddenly, a piece of meat flew across you from above. Looking up, you saw the two people you and Lee have been searching for.
“Jamie! Cove!” You yelped as Lee followed your eyes.
The couple waved as you two rushed up to meet them. They were on the top floor, supposed to be blocked off from most guests, but of course, those two sneaked their way up.
“Took you forever,” Jamie grinned. “We could see you two running around the ship.”
“Yeah, ‘cause you two abandoned me!” You shot back.
“That was my fault. I wanted some meat skewers.” Cove jumped in with a couple of said skewers in his hands.
“Yeah… we sorta lost you when we came back.” Jamie rubbed the back of their head.
“Well, at least you’re not swimming in the water like we thought you were.” Lee chuckled as everyone started to laugh.
For the rest of the night, you stayed up there with Cove and Jamie. Lee would go down since she's the hostess, but she’s always come back up.
By the end of the night, you were happy to come. For once, your well-loved hermit life was not enough after tasting the tantalizing delight of talking with Lee.
But you’d have to return to your shell at some point, so you quickly shoved your feelings down in your chest and make believe that this night was enough.
Unfortunately, or maybe fortunately, there was another who shared that same sentiment. But she isn’t willing to call that night enough.
꧁ঔৣ☬✞Step 1❀Heart to Heart✞☬ঔৣ꧂
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⊱❀⊰⋅•⋅⋅•⋅。 ₊°༺❤︎༻°₊ 。⋅•⋅⋅•⋅⊰❀⊰
Bleeding heart
“𝐼𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝓋𝒶𝓁𝓊𝑒, 𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅𝓈𝒶𝓀𝑒—𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝑜𝓇𝓎. 𝒜𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉'𝓈 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓈𝓉 𝓋𝒶𝓁𝓊𝒶𝒷𝓁𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓎 𝑜𝓃."
— Cliff
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Days passed with Cove by your side. It was as if he was following you, but you shrugged it off. It was fun, and that was all you could care about.
It was just an average day in summer when you decided to head out. You didn’t have an exact place you wanted to go, but you figured that meeting Lizzie at the old park would be fine.
As you opened the door, you spotted familiar faces. You caught their attention by waving at them.
Cove waved back softly as his dad smiled.
“(Y/n), you know the market well enough, right?” He asked.
You nodded as you could visibly see his shoulders loosen. “Why don’t you show Cove where to go?”
“Oh?” You tilted your head curiously. “What are you going to buy?”
“I lost my sand pail…” Cove muttered.
He seemed embarrassed, so you didn’t want to pry any further.
“That's fine! There's a bunch down at the market near the beach. I can show you if you’d like!”
The blond man smiled as he pulled out another bill. He whispered something to Cove before leaving you two on your adventure.
The journey was quiet. The soft patter of shoes and the sounds of seagulls chirping filled the air. Soon, your own upbeat humming filled the air.
“That's nice,” Cove complimented. “What song is that?”
“Oh uhhh— I’m not sure… I heard it a long time ago,” you lied.
Technically, you weren’t lying. It was indeed a song you heard a long time ago, but it wouldn’t be released until much later.
The teal boy raised his eyebrows but decided not to ask what he was thinking. Either way, you both reached the market.
It was teeming with people—tourists and locals alike. Someone your age could easily get lost; heck, you almost did the last time you came here with your family.
You latched onto Cove’s free hand, intertwining your fingers with his. He looked puzzled at the sudden move.
“So we don’t lose each other!” You answered simply as Cove nodded. A slight smile was tucked underneath his lips.
You guided him along the sidewalk, taking in the shops’ view and the salty smell of the beach. It was hot and sunny, yet people started to crowd around.
Curious, you both decided that a side quest wouldn’t hurt, and squeezed into the crowd. Surprisingly, people let you both pass, though you concluded it was because you two were kids.
As you got closer, a familiar figure appeared. It was The Amazing Alexander in the flesh with his cards and balloons.
“(Y/n)! How is my favorite troublemaker doing?” He noticed Cove’s presence. “I can see you brought a new friend too. Don’t go and cause too much mayhem now." He laughed.
Alexander was a magician who had been performing his show for the past couple of years. One time, you pulled away from your family to watch one of his shows. Your moms were so worried about you, only to find you with a balloon in hand, still watching the show.
Alexander nicknamed you ‘troublemaker’ after hearing your past incident. Safe to say it's still stuck even after it's been a few years.
Alexander continued his show after realizing he couldn’t use up his time talking to kids—even if you were one of his favorite participants. You were fine with that, after all, Cove looked confused and awkward.
“That is Alexander, and he is a magician! He does shows every summer.” You explained, but Cove still didn’t look too happy.
He still ended up staying with you to watch the rest of the show. It was sort of endearing for him to watch, but you still felt bad that he wasn’t enjoying it.
“We can go if you want.” You offered, but Cove shook his head.
“No, we can watch,” he muttered under his breath.
“Pick a card! Any card!” Alexander showed an array of cards to a participant who was across from you two.
“Are you sure? I can go without seeing this show today.” A reassuring smile plastered onto your lips.
“It's fine, you like seeing this show, don’t you?” A soft smile replaced the frown that had been covering Cove’s face the entire summer so far.
With that, you two turn to Alexander, who was making a beeline for you two. “Oh, what's this behind these two young participants?” He reached over behind your and Cove’s ears and pulled out a card each.
Ace of hearts behind Cove’s and Queen of hearts behind yours.
“Are these your cards?!” Alexander held up the two cards in front of the audience and to the first participant.
“Yes!” They yelled out as the audience cheered.
You clapped alongside the roars of cheers and applause. Cove stood there, half-smile, as Alexander handed out three balloons for each participant.
“Don’t be too bad of an influence on your new friend here.” He winked as a hearty chuckle left his throat.
You playfully rolled your eyes. “Those days are behind me and you know it.”
Another laugh escaped from Alexander as he returned to his show. As the crowd grew, you could feel that Cove was growing uncomfortable. Grabbing his free hand, you guided him out of the crowd and into the bustling streets.
Cove, after calming down, matched your pace and walked beside you. That soft smile was still there, but he still had his hand ever so attached to yours.
It was like that for a while. Warm and comforting silence as you two made your way to the store.
“It's kind of funny how our cards were in the same suit.”
Cove looked at you, confused by the sudden dialogue.
“I mean, out of the 52 cards there were, we both got cards from the hearts suit! Coincidence? I think not!” You laughed as Cove froze.
His uncle performed with those same ‘magic’ tricks all the time during parties. Which is why he wasn’t amazed by Alexander’s performance.
But, there was something he’d also performed—cartomancy. This was the practice of reading an individual’s past, present, or future with cards like those in a tarot deck. But it could also be performed with a standard 52 deck of playing cards.
Cove cursed himself for not paying attention to his uncle’s gibberish about the meaning of each card. He was practically dying to know what those two cards meant.
“Hey, are you ok?” You asked, noticing his furrowed brows.
“I'm fine—just thinking about what you said.”
“Oh?” You tilted your head. “What about it?”
Cove chuckled as your expression grew more puzzled.
“You may be right about it not being a coincidence.” He left you speechless— not caring to continue the absolute bomb of information he dropped onto you.
“Hey! You can’t just leave it there! You gotta tell me!” You shook his hand as neither he nor his hand relented.
(Uh oh— (Y/n) and Cove know too much! Quick, abandon ship!!!)
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After some time, you finally stopped questioning him. It was no use as he was getting a kick from the attention you were giving him.
So with the short side quest completed, you two were finally getting onto the main quest. With balloons in hand, you two enter the shop where you knew that they sold beach stuff.
To the side of the building, there were shelves filled with sand pails for Cove to inspect. As he decided, the boy caught you looking at a tiny stand filled with jewelry.
He saw as your eyes wandered back to a bracelet. It was different from the others, gold/silver with seastars, seashells, gold/silver beads, and pearls as charms. There was also a bigger charm that was in the shape of a firefly.
It was strange to see a design with two different themes, but the way you gently held it up multiple times clearly indicated that you liked it.
With the yellow sand pail in hand, he went up to you.
“Is that what you want?” He asked as you glanced his way.
“Nah, it's fine, I didn’t bring any money.” You quickly placed the small bracelet down, but Cove stopped you before you let go of it.
Taking the bracelet, he placed both items onto the counter.
“It's fine, don't worry about it.” He flashed you a smile as yours quivered.
Your heart sank, immediately thinking of ways to repay his kindness. It was some sort of anxiety you had. One where you didn’t like to be in debt to people, as it meant more trouble for them.
“My dad told me to get you something, so you don’t really need to worry over it.”
That only helped you a little bit, but it still felt awful to have someone else pay for you. You gave yourself a mental note to pack emergency funds for next time. Alongside was another note to thank Cove’s dad next time you see him.
You both left the shop and moved away from the bustling streets into the sandy beach. There you both sat down, not caring about the grainy texture.
Using his one free hand, Cove started placing sand into his bucket before feeling your touch.
You had independently wrapped the balloon string around your wrists and were moving on to doing it to Cove and his balloon.
“There!” You pulled away as Cove tested the strength of your knot.
“Thanks,” he softly spoke as you moved your attention to the new piece of jewelry you acquired.
Instead of your wrists, you placed the bracelet on your ankle. Confused, Cove asked you why your ankle and not your wrists.
The answer was simple. Things on your wrists bothered you.
No matter what you placed on them, it bothered you. Those cuts—healed, semi-healed, or opened, ached and screamed in pain when touched or caressed.
Which is why you learned to opt for placing bracelets down to your ankles or legs. Your legs were completely void of your self-destructive behavior.
Although now, in your new life, your arms were clean—free from the bouts of self-loathing. Sure, you could wear jewelry and not feel the pain, but some habits die hard.
“I don’t like things on my wrists.” You halfheartedly explained, foregoing the deeper reason.
Cove glanced at the ribbon that was tied to your wrists. What you just said completely contradicts what you did just moments ago. He wanted to ask again, but the thought of making you uncomfortable stopped him dead in his tracks.
“So what do you think?” You asked, jumping up as your balloon followed your movement.
He eyed your bracelet—now anklet—and took notice of the biggest charm—the firefly. Gold/silver with bright, almost neon, yellow at the abdomen of the bug.
It was almost reminiscent of your own, current, luminescent smile.
“It suits… you.” Cove managed to say finally.
Your smile grew bigger—which Cove thought was impossible. The moment got interrupted as a familiar voice called out to you two.
“Cove! (Y/n)!” Shiloh’s voice cut through the seagulls' screech.
“It's Shiloh!” You gasped, reaching down to pull Cove up. “Come on, let's go see what he’s up to!”
Seaglass-like eyes looked up to you, then the curly-haired boy. He begrudgingly took your hand as you hoisted him up.
The three of you met mid-way in the midst of the beach. The sound of clashing waves provided a soft ambient noise that would soon be overshadowed by your conversation.
“Cove’s dad told me that I could find you guys here!” Shiloh explained.
That baffled you. Shiloh—who usually stays by Lizzie’s side—wanted to find you and Cove. You asked him about it.
Flushed, Shiloh sheepishly replied, “I actually went to the old park first before trying to find you two.”
“Wait, Lizzie isn’t at the park?” You yelped, now even more astonished.
“Nope,” the brunette popped the ‘p’. “Anyways, what are you two doing?”
Cove shuffled around, visibly uncomfortable or bored, “Shopping.”
“Oh, can I come with?” Shiloh asked.
“We finished already.” Cove’s tone was even more colder than before.
Shiloh’s cheeks flushed an even darker shade of pink. His smile almost faltered, but in the end it remained in place. An awkward silence filled the air as you glanced nervously at the two boys.
“Why don’t we do something fun? The day is still young, and we have plenty of time!” You hoped that this distraction would quell whatever was wrong between them.
“Oh, I know!” Shiloh exclaimed, reaching into his bag for a pair of sand pails. “Let's make sandcastles!”
Cove’s eyes widen, immediately showing his own sand pail with the other two.
“That sounds like a plan!” you exclaimed as Shiloh handed you one of the buckets.
The three of you took to your own section, each of which was within a small radius. Backs turned from each other, until it was time to show off.
“I'm making a sand house!” Shiloh exclaimed, showing the square building—devoid of details.
“I'm making a castle.” Cove replied, moving away to show the groups of cylinders that were also devoid of any details.
“I got a mansion started!” You joined in.
Your building was also square-shaped, but it was bigger than Shiloh's and had a fairly tall, rocky-looking platform.
With the base of everyone’s houses shown, it was time to decorate and add details. In your rocky-looking platform, you carved out what appeared to be a winding road leading up to the gates of your mansions.
Next were the windows, doors, and then the roof. Before long, all the details that could be sculpted by sand were done. All that was left was to add extra details via trash on the beach or whatever was washed up by the ocean.
An hour later, the sun started to set, but you were finally finished. Looking at your mansion, a surge of pride filled your chest. You truly outdid yourself this time. You’d even say that it was better than the mermaid sculpture you, Lizzie, and Cove turned Shiloh into.
The two boys also finished up shortly after you. The cycle repeats as Shiloh showed off his sand house first.
It was quaint and small, but that was what made it comforting. Random stuff positioned at the front that faintly looked like flowers.
“What's that on the top of your house?” Cove asked.
“Oh! It's a gum wrapper.” Shiloh shyly replied. “It looks like smoke.”
“Neat, you’re really good at this,” was all Cove replied with as you gasped.
“Now I wish I had thought of that!” The two boys laughed as you three moved towards Cove’s castle.
It had a moat that surrounded the sculpture. Colorful shells wrapped around each tower and the main building. It looked like something a mermaid would live in.
“It's so pretty Cove!” You exclaimed as Shiloh nodded furiously.
“It even has a cool moat!” The brunette smiled softly.
Now it was your turn. You grinned as the boys gasped at your work. Truthfully, they had no idea what that rocky platform was for. But as they took in the landscaping, they realized that the main mansion wouldn’t be the same without it.
“(Y/n) It looks amazing,” Cove uttered after finally shaking off the shock. “You’d be a really good architect or sculptor when you're an adult!”
“I agree! Your sand house looks amazing!” Your chest puffed up in pride once more as Shiloh complimented your work.
“I don’t think it's the same as a house.” Cove interrupted.
“Huh? Is being a house bad?” Shiloh asked, confused.
“No. But we each made our own place. Nobody is the same.” Cove flashed him a gentle smile.
“I think we are…” The freckled boy looked down. His hat obscured his facial expression.
“Nuh uh, we’re all different in our own unique ways!” You smiled softly. “We’re all different races, blood types, hair and eye color, personalities, and backstories… That's what makes us, us.”
Shiloh looked up, flushed and smiley. Cove’s smile was still there, just replaced with a grin.
“You said that better than my dad.” He laughed before looking down, frowning once more.
“He tried to get me to make sandcastles the first time we came to this beach… But I didn’t want to.”
Shiloh shifted around before opening his mouth, trying to say something, but Cove spoke up. That became the norm as Cove continued with his story about the first day he came to Sunset Bird.
Every time Shiloh tried to connect with him was only met with indifference. It broke your heart as you kept trying to include Shiloh. But every time the brunette was pushed out.
Before long Cove story concluded with Shiloh completely overshadowed, and you were torn apart with who to help first.
Thankfully, or unthankfully, Cove finally noticed Shiloh’s precedence that he had oh so pushed away.
“Hey Shiloh.”
“Yeah?” His smile brightened and his cheeks reddened after finally being included.
“Why are you always turning so red? Even when nothing is happening?”
Shiloh’s eyes widened as an even deeper shade of red attacked his face. He muttered something along the lines of “I don’t know…I guess”
“Ok. It’s kind of weird.”
This time, it was your eyes that widened. “Cove!” You yelled without thinking. But before you could continue, Shiloh found his voice.
“Why do you wear glasses? Most kids don’t wear glasses! And nobody is named ‘Cove.” He didn’t stop there, as he went straight to attacking the other based on the information from Cove’s story.
“Who asked you to come?! It was probably just your dad bugging (Y/n)’s family some more because you don’t have anyone else who’ll ever play with you!”
It was silent. Even you couldn’t find a voice to speak with.
“I-I’m sorry…” Shiloh muttered as Lizzie’s voice called out. “I’ll go hang out with Lizzie… I’ll meet you later!” He flashed you a smile, turned around, picked up the two sand pails that were his, and ran off. Probably too ashamed to face either of you two.
You turned to Cove, he looked down, probably to process what had happened. You couldn’t blame him; you’ve never seen Shiloh like that either.
“Do you want to head home? It's getting late.”
He didn’t look up, nor did he shake his head. So with no answer, you guided him back to the neighborhood in silence.
Your anklet jingled with each step as each step became heavier and heavier. The two balloons bounced with each step you two took. You didn’t know where it went wrong, nor where you could’ve stepped in and prevented the whole mess.
Guilt washed over you as you kept replaying the scene over and over again. Searching of different ways you could’ve prevented it instead of staying quiet.
But it was all useless. What's done is done, and now you’re not sure how to fix the tension between the two.
“Hey (Y/n)...” Cove’s voice interrupted your self-loathing.
“Yeah?” You answered, but it took Cove some time before he replied.
“Why’d Shiloh act like that? When I said he was all red a lot.”
“You were being rude to him.” You answered truthfully after combing through the day’s events.
Cove pushing Shiloh away from the conversation and then proceeding to call him weird wasn’t exactly the kindest thing you would do to someone.
“No, I wasn’t,” He huffed.
“It definitely looked like that to me. And it wasn’t that one thing or even just today. You’re not very nice to Shiloh.”
“I didn’t mean it like that…Shiloh is kind of weird to talk to.”
“See! That's a rude thing to say.”
“I guess…I can get it. Why he would do that…Sometimes I get really mad, too.” He looked down as if he was caught guilty.
Cove sighed once more, “Hey (Y/n)... Was Shiloh telling the truth? Does my dad… make you hang out with me? I know he talks to your moms about that a lot.”
You paused right in the middle of the street. Memories of that first summer day flooded your memories as you contemplated what to do.
You liked spending time with Cove, even if he was a main character bound to the other main love interest. But you couldn’t deny that Cove’s dad did give you that twenty-dollar bill that first day.
You had to think fast. What would cause the least damage in the long run? You didn’t want to hurt Cove even more today, but knowing that a friend was paid by one of your moms to stay with you years later would hurt even more.
Cove noticed your apprehension. He turned around, almost afraid of what was going to happen next.
“(Y/n)—”
“Your dad tried to pay me twenty dollars to be friends with you…” Those words flew out of your mouth before you knew it.
You hoped that this wouldn’t turn out to be a horrible decision.
Silence once more. But Cove’s expressions told you everything as it went from pure shock to sobbing onto the pavement.
“I didn’t take the money or anything! I ran away—I thought he was a kidnapper!” You tried to get closer, to perhaps comfort him with a hug or a pat, but he pushed you away.
“Go away!” He yelled, still sobbing.
Tears started to fall from your own eyes, overwhelmed, as earnest words dripped from your lips. “I'm sorry…” You reached out.
He smacked your hand away, his face still covered with tears as a door opened. You hoped that it wasn’t one of the mean grandparents to add to the scene troubling scene.
Thankfully, the door that opened didn’t belong to one of the mean grandparents, but rather, it belonged to Cove’s house door. Cove’s dad peeked outside the door, momentarily confused and looking a bit anxious.
His face fell as he saw the both of you, crying in the middle of an empty street. He jumped over the stairs and ran over to you two.
Mr. Holden cupped his son’s face with both of his hands, taking a good look at the tear-stained face.
“What's wrong? Are you hurt anywhere?” He asked but Cove still refused to answer, just continued crying.
With no other choice, he turned to you as you wiped your own tears away.
“Cove asked if you’d made me hang out with him. I just told him that you’d tried to offer me money and that I didn’t take it!” The now-wiped tears began to mist over your eyes.
Mr. Holden’s eyes widened as he pieced together what had happened.
“Why would you—” He paused, realizing what he was saying.
“No, it’s my fault. I shouldn’t have done something like that in the first place… you’re just a kid.” Those final words hit you harder than you’d expected.
But it was a reminder, once more, that you weren’t a teenager nearing graduation or even adulthood. You’re an eight-year-old kid now, coming to this revelation was like a typhoon and a hurricane mixed.
It made you lightheaded. Whatever warm-hearted moment bled into a flurry of colorful squares overlapping one another.
The sky darkened as the orange-yellow hue of the sun turned into a lime green. This scene—as horrifying as it is—didn’t faze you. But you’d be lying if your heart wasn’t beating out of your chest and hairs stood straight up.
You were used to it, yes, but it never failed to freeze you.
A sudden hand on your shoulder shocked you back to reality.
“Are you alright (Y/n)?” Mr. Holden asked, already down to your level. “Your moms tell me that you’d sometimes get like this, but you’re worrying me.”
You looked up, meeting his eyes. “Yeah, I'm fine… It doesn’t happen often, thankfully.” You lied to him with the same excuse used for your therapist.
He smiled, buying your excuse, as he continued with what he wanted to say. “Thank you for being Cove’s friend, and for being honest with him when his own dad couldn’t. Thanks for being such a good kid. I hope you’ll continue spending time with him.”
Cove came up behind you with a crumbled bill in hand. He tapped your shoulders and held the bill out when you turned around to face him.
“I stopped crying, but I don’t want this… You can have it.” He gave you a soft smile.
You hesitantly took it. It was as if you were afraid that it could catch on fire.
“Are you trying to buy my friendship back or something?” Those words came out like a tease, but also came out without you thinking about it.
Despite being consumed by the thoughts and mindset of an eight-year-old, oftentimes, your teenage self would pop out, usually in terrible timing situations like this one….Old habits truly die hard.
“And I'm not saying you are!” You quickly tried to reassure the shocked-looking Cove.
Grabbing his free hand, you placed the twenty-dollar bill in his hand. “I don’t need money to be friends with you!” You beamed as Cove looked away, cheeks flushed red.
“I-I don’t want it either…” He pushed the bill back to you and you to him again.
At some point, Cove’s dad came over and took the bill from both of your hands.
“I have an idea.” Without missing a beat, he ripped the bill in half.
You both gasped, realizing what he had done.
“Dad! We can’t do anything with it now.” Mr. Holden still had that bright grin, never once faltering.
“True, it won’t work at the store like this, but now you two can split it.”
You two didn’t reach for the halves despite them being right in front of you.
Noticing this, Mr. Holden continued.
“It still has value, as a keepsake—a memory. And that's one of the most valuable things you and use money on. That sounds pretty good, huh? Maybe I’m getting smarter.”
Without a word, you both grabbed the halves. Perhaps the sentiments were getting to you. Thinking about the fact that these two halves belonged only to each other.
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What took me so long was that I decided to finally buy and play the DLCs for OLBA :D
I CRIED during the wedding speeches and reflection moment in step 3
So yeah— lowkey I'm conflicted with Coves character since he's so babygirl, yet I decided to turn him into a yandere djbvciwdjbco
Idk, everyone else but I'm teetering towards a soft yandere
(this is the longest chapter I’ve ever written ;-;)
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Okay! <3 so, I want to make a request for Lee from Our Life. Will that be fine?
Sure! But if you're asking for smut then ill have to decline since Im not comfortable writing that yet
(´ω`*)
Hi! Do u accept requests? Just curious
I do! But depending on the type of request I might not do it (◞‸◟;)
꧁ঔৣ☬✞Step 0❀Playful Kisses✞☬ঔৣ꧂
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Celosia
“𝒞𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝑜𝓃, 𝑔𝓊𝓎𝓈, 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎!”
— Lizzie
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You, Shiloh, and Cove arrived at the old park. Both boys wanted to go—either to meet up with your sister or to check the park out. Your mom allowed you three to head out after seeking permission. They were fine with letting Lizzie walk there by herself, so why couldn't you three?
Lizzie was easy to spot; her new sunflower dress swayed as she rocked back and forth on the swings.
“Lizzie!” You screamed while you and Shiloh rushed to her; Cove reluctantly followed.
You noticed Cove’s hesitation and patiently waited for him to come.
“You didn’t have to do that…” He muttered when he caught up to you.
“Ok, and? I am happy to wait as long as you need.” You flashed him a smile as Lizzie came down from the monkey bars.
Her brown eyes scanned the green-haired boy up and down, trying to figure out if there was any kid in Sunset Bird who looked like him.
“Who’s that?” She raised her brow.
“It’s Cove. He’s new.” Shiloh replied faster than you could.
You could see the light bulb go off in Lizzie’s head. “Oh yeah! I remember now; you’re the new kid!”
She spread her arms out, showcasing the old park. “Welcome to my park! Nobody ever comes to play here, so this is where we get together.”
Her smile grew as Cove looked closely at the area.
“Nice, huh? In this neighborhood I’m the one who comes up with the ideas.”
“You are?” Cove questioned, not believing a word she said.
“Yup! Who else could handle the job?”
“Lizzie is the oldest.” Shiloh jumped into the conversation.
“By a landslide.” Lizzie added. “My moms said you’re (y/n)’s age.”
Boredom started to cloud your mind to the point where you started to wander off. It was fine, as nothing interesting seemed to be going to happen, and no one seemed to be getting hurt anytime soon.
Escaping into your mind was a habit from your past life that protruded into your current self. You felt such a great amount of intrinsic joy from it that you couldn’t stop.
This would often lead you to not listen to lessons or conversations and was the leading cause of trouble in your family. But you didn't care; the pure happiness you get from escaping outweighs the consequences in real life.
“(y/n)!” Lizzie’s voice snapped you back into reality. “You’re not daydreaming again, are you?” There was a hint of sass and teasing in her voice.
“Ha… Sorry,” You cheekily smiled as the older girl rolled her eyes.
“We’re telling Cove about the mean grandparents.” Shiloh explained.
A flashback of your first encounter with the elderly pair crossed your mind. It had been a month since the incident when you tried to run away. The days grew hotter and hotter, to the point where you and Lizzie begged to go out to the beach and swim.
Your moms were reluctant, and for good reasons. But the way you two gave them puppy dog eyes and you swore to be careful made them finally agree.
You and Lizzie went out first, wanting to claim a spot before all the good ones were taken.
You two were running around, goofing off a bit while also making your way down.
That's when you heard a voice loudly speak: “Look who's out causing their moms more trouble again.”
It didn’t take a genius to know who the voice was referring to. You were perturbed to glance back, but you did.
There, clear as day, was an older man and what you assume to be his wife, sitting on the porch—glaring at you. It was so cold and harsh that it instantly reminded you of your past grandparents.
The way that they glared at you the same. Each second they held eye contact was another drip of disappointment. They were the main reason as to why you were detached from your family and relatives.
Thinking back to the moment now sends shivers up your spine. You turned to Cove with one warning: “Don't get too close to them.”
Cove gulped as Lizzie’s smile grew. “See, I told you!” Then she went to the monkey bars and started swinging.
Shiloh followed her like a lost puppy while you sat down on the swings. Kicking your shoes off to feel the hot sand under your toes, Cove sat next to you and slowly swung himself.
You would barely call that swinging. The movement was so small that it didn’t even look like he was moving. You got off from your own seat and crept up behind him.
“What are you doing?” Cove asked once he finally noticed your presence.
“This,” you replied ambiguously as you pushed him and the swing hard.
“WOAH—” His gasp stopped as he glanced onto the ocean.
The allure of the ocean blues, accompanied by your endearing giggles, made him temporarily forget his troubles. He too followed the rhythm of your laughs with his own.
The boisterous laughing caught the attention of the two other kids. They saw Cove swinging higher and higher with each kick from his feet. Suddenly, they too wanted to play on the swingset.
“You can have it,” Shiloh offered the unoccupied seat.
“As the oldest, I want you to have it.” Lizzie huffed.
“It's fine, I swear.” A sea of pink dusted onto Shiloh’s freckled cheeks as he softly smiled.
“You guys can take turns!” You snapped, not wanting to hear any more of their bickering.
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The once blue sky started to turn into a warm orange. The sun was setting, yet not one of you had thoughts about heading back, especially Cove.
He had just finished making the scales on the tail when you came back with two shells in hand. The giant grin on your face brought a soft one to his own face.
“Look, I found matching ones!” Lizzie’s ears perked up after hearing your voice.
“Great! put it on him.” The ginger-haired girl moved away from the sculpture so that you could put the shells on Shiloh’s sandy chest.
Cove doesn’t exactly remember how you three decided to turn Shiloh into a mermaid, but he's lying down. Comfortably waiting for you all to finish.
“Finished!” The siblings shouted as everyone gathered around their creations.
“Aw, Shiloh, you make a great mermaid!” You complimented him, causing Cove to feel uneasy.
The little boy flushed red by the compliment. “Thanks (y/n)... I’m sure you’ll be a great mermaid if we switch places.”
“Augh! We should’ve just buried your body and sculpted the tail by hand instead of sculpting it on your body!” Lizzie lamented the lost opportunity.
“We can do that next time?” You tried to cheer your sister up. “Right, Cove?” He kept silent but still nodded.
Shiloh started to move around, causing the sculpture you three have been working on in the past hour to be destroyed.
“It's all over me!” Shiloh sobbed as he tried to pat the sand off his clothes.
“We can go in the water to get most of it off!” Lizzie proclaimed as she dragged you, Shiloh, and Cove to the water.
As you almost reached the water’s edge, Mommy’s voice echoed in your head.
“Don’t go into the water without Mom’s or my permission.” She warned you one day on the beach.
With Mommy’s warning remembered, you pulled away from Lizzie as she and Shiloh entered the cold water. You and Cove stood silently as the waves reached closer and closer to your bare feet.
“What's wrong, you guys?” Lizzie turned around.
“Don’t you remember? Mommy said I cannot go into the water without their permission.”
Cove rubbed his left hand where his pink cast was placed. “I shouldn’t get my cast wet…”
Shiloh frowned as he gazed his eyes upon it as Lizzie grinned. “Come on, guys, we have to kiss the pain away!”
“What?” Cove gasped as you three moved closer to him.
In truth, it was actually another habit you and your past life’s friends did that also transferred over to this life.
You and your friends would blow kisses to each other if one of you got hurt or ill. It was a silly ritual that you all took seriously. To the point where you all would argue about who blew a kiss first to the injured friend.
When you first blew a kiss to Lizzie’s wound in front of Shiloh, they were both shocked and confused as to why you did that. Your blood ran cold as you scrambled to find an excuse.
After all, they wouldn’t believe that it was a habit from a past life you remembered.
“A kiss makes a bubu go away!” You shouted out as the other two listened closely.
The two misunderstood that they should literally kiss the injury to make the pain go away. You didn’t fix that misconception; you were just happy that you got away with that excuse.
Ever since then, you all would kiss each other’s pain away as well as your families’. All three of the moms found the practice endearing and even participated.
However, Cove didn’t believe in it. He had trouble wrapping his head around the fact that a simple kiss could do all that.
“A kiss can’t do all that,” he resolutely stated.
“That's because you haven’t experienced it yet!” Lizzie ran up to him and grabbed his hand.
Shiloh came up next and softly pecked the pink bandage after Lizzie. You were last, yet the most memorable in Cove’s opinion.
You softly held his hand and tenderly kissed the cast. For a second, time stopped for the tense boy. Yet it felt quick as you stepped away.
“So… how do you feel?” Shiloh cautiously asked.
Cove paused for a moment. He kept replaying that scene, analyzing how he felt. “...better.” He muttered.
“Told ya!” Lizzie beamed as she jumped into the air.
As she hit the water, it splashed all over within a small radius. Unfortunately, that included you three.
Cove frowned as he ran into the water. Splashing Lizzie in revenge, but it also landed on you and Shiloh.
With your mommy’s warning forgotten, you ran up to the two and splashed them with your feet.
From then on it became akin to a war, everyone for themselves. But soon teams were formed.
You and Lizzie against Cove and Shiloh. It was fun chasing the boys around and being chased in turn. Suddenly, you all heard a yelp coming from Shiloh.
He fell into the water face down as a wave came and engulfed him. You three ran up as the wave dissipated.
Lizzie pulled the freckled boy up as you wiped the sand off his face. He was completely soaked with more sand than what he came in the water with.
“We should probably head back.” You advised as Cove remained silent.
Lizzie sighed as she glanced at you two and then Shiloh. “I guess it’s time.”
You and Cove were ahead of the other duo. The sun was just about to dip down into the horizon when you pointed something out.
“Guys, the green flash is about to happen!”
The other kids stopped momentarily as you all stood around carefully watching the sun set. In a second, a green ray flashed across the tip of the sun before the bright orb completely disappeared from view.
“Wow…” you heard Cove gasp beside you.
“Cool, right?” You softly smiled as he nodded in response.
As the deep blues of the night sky rolled in, the four of you quickly wrapped up your little detour. Despite the wet clothes and sodden sand, you all had fun. Not one of those negatives could dampen all of your high spirits.
It didn’t take too long before you and Lizzie spotted your moms talking to Cove’s dad.
“We’re back!” Lizzie shouted, catching your moms’ attention.
At first they had smiles on their faces, relieved that you all came back safely. But their faces fell as they got a good glimpse of you all.
“Elizabeth, is that all you have to say for yourself? You brought half the beach back with you.” Mommy scolded her.
“They certainly did. What’s Marigold going to do when she comes to get Shiloh? Is that how you want him to be for the long drive home? Cold and filthy?” Mom continued to scold as Cove’s dad held back a smile.
You felt bad for Lizzie. As an older sister yourself, you knew that since she is the oldest, she is the one who takes the blame when something happens.
As if he couldn’t hold it anymore, Cove’s dad laughed while ruffling Cove’s (now) matted hair.
“Making some memories out there, bucko? I’m glad you had a good time with your new friend.” Small laughs escaped from his bright smile.
Cove, on the other hand, looked down. Seemingly tired of his dad's antics already. As he used his left hand to brush his dad’s hands away, the man’s smile dropped.
“I think they could have found a less risky way to spend time and had just as much fun.” Mom spoke after hearing the man’s response to the mess.
“(y/n)! What did I tell you!” Mommy yelled as she realized that you were just as damp as the other two (not Shiloh since he's soaked).
“Damn it, I thought I got away with it,” you muttered under your breath.
“What did you say?” Mom gasped, almost not believing the words you just spoke.
“Nothing! I just said that you told me that I could only go into the water with parental or adult supervision.” You hurriedly shouted as words morphed into one another.
Mommy sighed as she bent down to your level. Mournful eyes covered your vision, making you feel guilty.
“(Y/n)...” she hesitated to speak. “I know you love to swim, but it's for your own good.” You looked away from her gaze. Guilt overtaking your senses.
“How is it for their own good?” Cove asked. “It's not like they have a cast like I do?”
His dad’s smile faltered a bit. “Let’s not ask questions that we’re not privy to, bud.”
Before your moms could answer, you decided to speak up about the incident yourself.
“I hit my head three years ago while swimming and lost my memories.”
The group went quiet as the people who knew before quietly remembered the trauma it put you and themselves in. Cove and his dad went quiet, silently saddened by the news.
“Sorry, I shouldn’t have brought it up.” Cove apologized as tears threatened to spill from his sea-glass-like eyes.
“It's fine.” You genuinely smiled at him. “Everyone here knows it, so you two are bound to know about it anyways.”
Despite your reassurance, Cove still felt awful. His dad could sense that too. The dirty blond man ruffled your own matted hair before softly speaking up.
“You’re a strong kid, (y/n). Say, if you ever want to swim at the beach, come to me and I’ll watch over you.”
Your moms softly smiled as one of them mouthed a simple “thank you.”
“Let’s head back, Cove. We need to get you cleaned up and dried off. We wouldn’t want that cast to be reset.”
Cove visibly shivered at the thought. “Ok…” Was all he said before his dad lifted him up into his chest and walked inside their house.
You waved goodbye, but you weren’t sure if Cove could see. Afterwards, you, your family, and Shiloh went inside to get yourselves cleaned up. At least Shiloh, since his mom would be coming soon.
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Alright, who was going to tell me that I used a feminine noun to describe mc in the last chapter
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⋆⁺₊⋆ ☽︎Muni out☾⋆⁺₊⋆
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DEVOTION|ʏᴀɴᴅᴇʀᴇ! ᴄᴏᴠᴇ ʜᴏʟᴅᴇɴ x ɢɴ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ MASTERLIST
Prologue: Tearful dreams
Chapter 1: Acceptence
Chapter 2: Cutie
Chapter 3: Playdate
Chapter 4: Playful Kisses
Chapter 5: Heart to Heart
Chapter 6: Sweet Revelations
Chapter 7: A Dead Lioness
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【Devotion】 ʏᴀɴᴅᴇʀᴇ! ᴄᴏᴠᴇ ʜᴏʟᴅᴇɴ x ɢɴ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ ↳.(n.) deep love, loyalty, or obsession
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˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ Amid the chaos, devotion becomes dangerous—and love takes a deadly edge.
Neglected by your parents, you were given a chance at a different life, in a different world. Learning to live a lie while pretending to be someone else is tough. But at some point, you were used to it.
what would happen if that world warps in on itself, what if you can’t trust the people around you?
What if your best friend started acting strangely?
As your world crumbles, the truth hides in plain sight among the blood and cracks.
⊱❀⊰⋅•⋅⋅•⋅。 ₊°༺❤︎༻°₊ 。⋅•⋅⋅•⋅⊰❀⊰ 【Warning】
✘Gun violence ✘death (only in the beginning) ✘gore ✘yandere (obviously) ✘panic attacks ✘slow burn
𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓽: 12/04 𝓔𝓷𝓭: N/A
I KNOW THE TAGS AND WARNINGS SEEM SCARY BUT I SWEAR ITS MOSTLT TAME AND CUTE (just give me time)
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A/N
Hello readers!
This man had been occupying my head for DAYS
Writing this fic is my way of coping ;>
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I played through the game but I don’t have the DLCS (cries in poor)
SOOOOOO many of the chapters are from what I have read in the fandom wiki thing and added my own creative liberties or completely original ^.^
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Cove is actually a soft yandere-
We all know that bro cannot hurt a fly </3
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All credits go to GB Patch Games for the original game this takes place in
All images don't belong to me unless I say otherwise.
All characters I pulled from their respected media, also belong to their respective
Creators.
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As the title and warnings suggest, a lot of mature topics will be talked about. So that's a warning, but I will try to keep it lowkey!
I’d appreciate all feedback either Positive or Negative!
Idk how often I will upload ‘cause school and practice is taking me away from my computer *cries*
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(oh I should remind you dear reader, this is not a “just a dream” troupe… (。•̀ᴗ-)✧)
⋆⁺₊⋆ ☽︎Muni out☾⋆⁺₊⋆
꧁ঔৣ☬✞Step 0❀Ⱦēⱥɍӻᵾł Đɍēⱥᵯꞩ✞☬ঔৣ꧂
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⊱❀⊰⋅•⋅⋅•⋅。 ₊°༺❤︎༻°₊ 。⋅•⋅⋅•⋅⊰❀⊰
Red Spider lilly
“𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝓎𝑒𝓉, 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝑜𝑜𝓃 𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓁𝓁”
— ???
Prologue next >
Chapter list
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You were barely even an adult when you died. A bullet to the chest—dead on impact. Perhaps it was for the best. No one would miss you, not even your so-called ‘family.’
Your parents were terrible people who favored your younger—more talented—sister. Smart and athletic, she was everything you weren’t. Your parents recognized that early on and devoted themselves entirely to your sister’s future.
They left yours forgotten, maybe dead. Ironic, right? You’re lying here half dead, blood gushing out of your body, leaving behind a crimson pool.
Your life flashed before your eyes. All the memories of your parents sidestepping your interests and hobbies. It was tortuous, to say the least.
A faint memory appeared of your parents. Your younger sibling came home from practice while you stood out the door. You had something in your hand that you wanted to show your parents.
When you tried to show it to them, they completely ignored you instead, opting to praise your sister for whatever she had done that day.
Compared to the three bullets that were in your chest, that night was still more painful.
The throbbing pain wasn’t terrible; only the uncertainty of the afterlife made you anxious. But then again, not knowing what happens next has always scared you.
An amused chuckle came out of your mouth. Although it had been warped by the blood in your mouth and your body failing to cooperate.
Your breath faltered; it was time — even if you didn’t want it to be. You still had that game you wanted to play back at the house. It was something a friend recommended that seemed interesting. You don’t remember its name; probably if you weren’t dying, you’d remember.
Either way, you found the main love interest to be a little cutie. Although you say that to everything, even in front of trash itself. You were excited to spend the entire night and even too much money to play it.
From what you heard from your friend, Cove was everything you loved. Devoted, loyal, and attentive, things that sent shivers up your spine from excitement.
Your eyes shut closed as you take your final breath.
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You woke up, sunlight pouring from the window. The room you were in wasn’t like any room you’ve been familiar with. A gasp escaped your lips as you searched your body for any bullet wounds or bandages. Nothing.
What you did find were small hands and arms that connected to your tiny body. You rushed to a mirror, but your short legs made the journey longer than anticipated. It wasn’t even just the journey; everything in the room seemed larger than usual. It had finally clicked once you saw your full figure.
There in your reflection was a small child. No older than five years old. Did you manage to regress like in those action manhwas you’ve read? But the room didn’t look like anything you had from your childhood. However, your reflection spoke differently.
It was definitely still you. Soft skin that felt smooth as if your cat hadn’t marked you yet. Silky hair that you’ve forgotten the texture of due to the amount of hair dye and bleach that you’ve put into it.
It was definitely the child version of you. Way before all the realization, depression, bullying, and anxiety took over your adolescence and teen years. You felt teary, but you couldn’t tell if it was because of trauma or that you’d have to face your life again with your awful parents.
“(Y/n)!” an unfamiliar voice called out.
A head popped up into your door. A young child as well—appeared to be two years older than your body. Ginger hair pulled into a ponytail as her sunflower dress swayed with her every move.
“Hurry up! Mom finished making breakfast.” She left just as fast as she appeared.
“Coming!” Your body answered subconsciously as you ran down the stairs.
It all felt too natural; it was a bit creepy. That girl… she didn’t look like your sister, or even you. But she felt familiar, almost familial. You couldn’t help but follow her like a little duckling.
Down in the kitchen stood two women; they were cleaning up and setting the table as the two of you sat in your respective seats. Bacon and eggs, a classic breakfast option.
The sunflower dress girl munched on her food as you finally climbed onto the chair. Your body moved on its own, eating the food that the women placed on your plate.
It was too good to be true; it almost felt like a dream. One that you never wanted to wake up from. Your heart raced trying to come up with a reason as to why you’re having such a vivid dream despite already dying.
One of the women noticed how weird you’re acting. “(y/n)? Are you ok, sweetheart?”
“Yeah.” You tried to smile, but it was clearly fake. Thankfully, she didn’t press on.
“Mom! Can we go out and play now?” The girl beside you asked.
“Sure, but come back safely! And keep your sibling extra safe!” You could barely hear that last part as the seven-year-old, who you now know as your sister, grabbed your wrists and ran out the door.
You allowed her to drag you around the beach. Eyes fixated on the glistening waves and the feeling of sand beneath your feet.
The smell of saltwater was somewhat refreshing. The beach was a place you’ve always wanted to go to but never could. Now here you are, in the afterlife, running across the beach with an older sister.
Years of being the older sibling for your sister made you wish that you also had one. A soft smile appeared on your lips.
If this was a dream, then it's a dream come true.
Your thoughts all came to a halt as small cracks formed over the horizon. You glanced back at it, trying to assure yourself that you were seeing things. However, the cracks were there. Growing as you stared more intently at it.
“Over here, (Y/n)!” She beckoned for you to sit next to her on the swings.
You stood there frozen in place. Shivers ran up your spine as she waved towards you. The once bright smile of the girl was warped and glitched into a plethora of colorful rectangles and squares.
Rubbing your eyes, you hoped you were just seeing things. After a bit, you looked back to see a confused face on your sister.
Your vision returned to normal. Which caused the hairs on the back of your neck to finally stand down.
“What the heck was that…” You muttered, quiet enough for her to not hear.
“Did you say something?” your sister yelled.
You shook your head as she placed her hands on her hips. “Then get over here!”
You hesitated for a moment but ultimately decided to sit down. It had been years since you’d sat on a swing., but you still hadn’t forgotten the excitement in your stomach when you swung so high.
You and your sister swung on the swings for a while, but at some point she got bored.
“Wanna go swimming?” You nodded, unsure if you even had a reason to decline.
Once again she dragged you back home, where the women were sitting down on the couch watching TV.
“You two are back early.” The woman’s brown wavy hair bounced as she eyed you two up and down, scanning for injuries.
“We wanna go swimming!” She declared, her sunflower dress bouncing as she did.
“Remember last week, hon? (Y/n) hit their head and chest on the ocean rocks. It's best if they get some rest before going out there again.” The other woman looked pitifully at the seven-year-old who was getting frustrated.
“It's already been a week though!” she tried to argue, but the stern look from the older woman made her quiet down.
“I know you want to play with them, but why don’t you wait for Shiloh to come over? I'm sure he’ll be happy to join you in the water.”
The girl pouted, unable to deny nor refute the solution the short-haired woman gave her.
“Who's Shiloh?” You asked, finally letting the bubble that's been festering in your head come out.
“Shiloh! The short curly brown-haired boy with a freckled face?” Your sister’s ginger hair swayed as she tilted her head in confusion.
“...Who?” you reluctantly asked.
“Honey… you’re friends with him.” The short-haired woman bent down to reach your eye level.
You tried to recall, but you already knew that it would be impossible to remember. The three noticed your detached stare as a deep shadow overcame the household.
“(Y/n), what else are you forgetting?” The woman demanded, almost scaring you into telling the truth.
A knot formed in your stomach as your anxiety rose. You had blown your cover. It was only a matter of time before they realized that you weren’t the (y/n) they thought you were.
You were afraid that they would hate you—afraid that you would lose the inkling of a real family.
If this was a dream, you didn’t want it to turn into a nightmare.
You were scared that if you told them that you didn’t know who they were, the dream would end.
With no excuse you could use, you kept your mouth shut.
You wouldn’t talk no matter how hard they tried to coerce you. So the two women rushed out the door and into their car, heading straight for the doctor.
The drive was quiet yet tense. Thick with worry and dread. Not even the cheerful music playing on the radio helped. You couldn’t help but feel guilty about the trouble you had caused.
After a painfully long drive to the hospital and an even longer wait, you were finally checked into a room.
The air in the room wasn’t any better than in the car. You awkwardly sat there on the bed, careful to not move or risk making the paper under you crinkle.
When the doctor came in, the two women lunged at him. They asked him countless questions without giving him adequate time to answer them.
As the doctor tried to calm them down, your older sister came up to you.
“Do… Do you even remember me?” She hesitantly asked, rubbing her left arm while not making eye contact.
You kept quiet, and that was enough for her. The three adults saw the whole thing, their hearts shattered as they saw your sister sit back down, even more quiet than before.
With your apparent mothers calming down, it was finally time to understand what apparently happened to you.
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You were diagnosed with dissociative amnesia, which is a type of dissociative disorder.
‘Your’ particular case was memory loss. That head injury ‘you’ apparently sustained a week ago caused it. It just took longer to show than what most people expected.
The moonlight cascaded over your house. You and your new family arrived with the heavy news. There's a chance that you may never recover ‘your’ memories.
There was one silver lining, and that was you were cleared of other potential brain damage. But it didn’t help bring up the depressed mood.
The short-haired woman, who ‘you’ once referred to as Mommy, carried you up to ‘your’ room. Your older sister, who you now know as Lizzie, climbed into your bed with pajamas on.
“Let's sleep together. It’ll bring back your memory.” Lizzie's eyes glimmered with faint hope.
Mom, the long curly-haired woman, kissed both of your foreheads. “Only if (y/n) is ok with that.”
Lizzie glanced at you; tears threatened to fall. “It's fine….” The older girl cheered as she pulled you into a tight hug.
“Sleep tight, you two.” Mommy closed your door with a light tug.
It didn't take too long before you noticed Lizzie’s body going limp. Soft snores enter your ear canal every second. You almost regretted letting her sleep with you.
Excluding Lizzie’s snores, it was quiet. Enough to hear ‘your’ mom crying in the other room.
Curious, you tried to climb out of bed. Lizzie’s death grip proved to be a challenge, but you managed to slip away by handing her one of the stuffed animals on the bed.
You tiptoed into what appeared to be your moms’ room. Mom was sobbing into Mommy’s chest. Her hair was wrapped in a bonnet, but it still dared to slip off.
“What are we going to do? Our poor (y/n),” Her voice cracked with each sob.
Mommy tried to wipe her wife’s tear-stained face, but more kept coming. “It will be ok; we’re here for them, aren’t we? We can overcome this.”
You kept a hand over your mouth as tears formed, clouding your vision. You couldn’t bear to hear anymore.
Running back to the room, you jumped into the bed. Luckily, Lizzie was sleeping too deeply to feel you almost jumping her.
The scene repeated in your mind like a stuck melody, waiting to be repaired and then played. It was clear to you that they love this (y/n) and are saddened by your presence.
Despite your aching heart that yearned for that kind of love. You knew it would be best if you disappeared and brought back the original (y/n).
⊱❀⊰⋅•⋅⋅•⋅。 ₊°༺❤︎༻°₊ 。⋅•⋅⋅•⋅⊰❀⊰
⊱❀⊰⋅•⋅⋅•⋅。 ₊°༺❤︎༻°₊ 。⋅•⋅⋅•⋅⊰❀⊰
I would like to reiterate that this is not a “just a dream” troupe.
⋆⁺₊⋆ ☽︎Muni out☾⋆⁺₊⋆
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