Ballad of a Homeschooled Girl by Olivia Rodrigo feels so relatable as a late diagnosed autistic trans guy. Not being able to socialize and not knowing why, feeling wrong in your body, constantly feeling like your messing up and doing the wrong thing.
"And I don't think I get along with anyone
I'm on the outside of the greatest inside joke
And I hate all my clothes
Feels like my skin doesn't fit right over my bones
The party's done, and I'm no fun, I know, I know, I know, I know
I broke a glass, I tripped and fell
I told secrets I shouldn't tell
I stumbled over all my words
I made it weird, I made it worse
Oh, God, what did I say?"