Sissy Jay

tongue out!

brains off!

aww, look at you

is that all I needed to do to capture your attention?

to post a mirror of yourself?

that's right

it's not a gif

it's a mirror

that's you

that will be you

that should be you

it will always

be

you

so now

that I have your attention

watch

and stare

and fall

and sink

it sucks you in, doesn't it?

sooo pretty

why don't you turn that pretty little brain off for me

shut it down

and relinquish

control

sinking

deeper

falling

down

harder

that's right

just keep staring

at that pretty spiral

you don't need thoughts

you don't need a brain

you don't think

you just need

to watch

obey

drop

fall

deep

deeper

deeper

deeper

emptier

blanker

so powerless

so empty

so blank

so mindless

thoughtless

helpless and numb

compliant and dumb

it's okay to let go

it's okay to give up

it's okay to go all stupid

it's okay to obey.

let me ask you

when you looked into that mirror

what did you feel?

"is that me...?"

shhh.

don't think

let me tell you what you feel

...

"that's... me"

it was always you

staring into the mirror

always

mirrors tell the truth

don't hide from reality

what you see in the mirror

is you

and it could only ever be you

who else could it be

i want you to look in the mirror again

okay?

good girl.

you're doing so well

with your

tongue out

and your

brains OFF

just let your brain cells

drip drop

down the tip of your tongue

leaving you empty

hollow

just like a silly bimbo doll

good girl!

drooling is good for you

drooling helps you get more dumb

more stupid

more empty

more blank

so even after you stop reading this post

it's going to feel sooo difficult

to close your mouth

like it's stuck open

jammed open

so limp and loose

and that drool

it's only going to continue

to leak out

and drip drop

down

but it feels so good

makes you feel so dizzy

fuzzy

why would you stop?

why stop?

...

...

...

see?

you don't have a reason to stop

so keep going

don't stop

keep that tongue out

if you love them, there's only one thing to do.

keep staring

keep getting worse

keep edging

keep dropping

you know you can't stop

you won't stop

because this is where you belong

this is where you'll always belong