Positive Shit!

The moment you decide you are worthy. The universe starts to agree.

i want romance. i want intimacy. i want the 2 am love making. i want consistency, loyalty. i want the random looks of admiration. i want to know you're just for me. i want date nights. i want love so pure and true. i want it because i can return it.

And I will find you, regardless of all this pain, I will sit beside you and tell you how much I truly care. I will tell you how strong i have been, despite having a broken heart and all my dreams. I will tell you about all the people i have known and all the times I was still alone. And i will tell you how it's all worth it now, that I have found you somehow. I will thank my stars and I will tell you about the moon, I will listen to your dreams like they are mine to uphold. I will tell you about my pain, my first best friend and about the lessons I gain, I will tell you about all the books I have read and all the characters I fell in love with, and I will hear you laugh on how naive I have been. And your laugh will fill every broken part of me like it was never there, and your eyes will tell me that you are here now so I don't have to scream, and I can finally breathe.. and I will you I have searched for you in every dew and every drop of drizzling rains and thunderstorms, in city lights, by the passing cars, on a windy day, under the wishing stars.I will tell you secrets I have long forgotten about, of all the music I have heard, how it's your voice I have yearned for, I will tell you every moment was a tragedy and every day a lifetime, you have taken too long to finally be mine.💛