¦ BPD ¦ ED ¦ ¦DEPRESSION¦

We feel more intensely. It doesn’t necessarily mean we’re more sensitive. Depression just isn’t depression for us; it’s rockbottom. Happiness isn’t just happiness; it’s the greatest high ever.

I feel desire to man who is 33 years older than me. It isn't normal, is it? Fuck... We work together and he pick me all the time. He proposed me night at hotel but I made fun of him although I felt desire even then. Now I thinking (all week long) how to invite him to my place. I really want to get to know him, look at his eyes, kiss him, and love his body. But I'm sure he doesn't see it. He think that he is too old to me because I told him a few times that he should calm down himself because I would be his daughter. Why did I say it?!