Part 1.
Sell everything I overvalued from my old life.
Detachment must be complete and irreversible to truly experience the loss of what I love.

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Part 1.
Sell everything I overvalued from my old life.
Detachment must be complete and irreversible to truly experience the loss of what I love.

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What does it mean to truly start over? To forgo what you are comfortable with for what you really want.
-Anxiety
-Depression
-Borderline Personality Disorder
-Bipolar
-PTSD
+But hey tomorrow is not guaranteed
Have to see the brighter side of it ✨
“The saddest thing about betrayal is it never comes from your enemies.”
— Unknown (via perfectquote)
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Finally got both Red Hulks in my collection and they look Sick!! 😍
“It takes ten times as long to put yourself back together as it does to fall apart.”
— Suzanna Collins (via thoughtkick)
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LOOTCRATE : FALLOUT EDITION Vol. 2
With my moment of weakness this morning, I'll admitt something.
I miss my mom.
She is not dead, but I haven't been able to be around her due to my mental health.
I remember when I first saw her after my 1st cousin passed away.
After the funeral.... outside in the parking lot....
I literally gave her the biggest hug of my life and cried all the tears I had held in during the service.
That moment has stayed with me because it highlighted the bond between a mother and son who before that time had been fractured for years....
It all just crumbled away to be comforted by her.
As fleeting as that moment was I hold it close to my heart.
I envy the relationships that kids, old and young, have with their parents, even my own. I carry it like I do everything else, alone and tucked away.

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New stand for my organized gamers!
#amazonfinds #xbox #playstation #switch #controller #amazonprime
you know what upsets me?
the results when you look up anything about bpd. on Google etc
"how to deal with a borderline"
"how to love someone with bpd"
"can borderlines feel love"
"how to break up with a borderline"
how come there's countless articles on 'surviving' us for other people but nothing on how to survive ourselves?
How many bathrooms have I run to...
How many mirrors have I given pep talks to myself in....
How many times have I imagined it ending, how it ended....
The breakdown is as painful as the build-up. It's slow moving and a gradual piece by piece loss of self and worth.
New Gym, New Goals: Part 1
New series that will see me reach my weight destination to be under 300lbs. Depression and Borderline Personality Disorder left me in a trance. Once I awoke from it I found myself, inside myself! So a new battle begins with the first step of stepping into a new gym, with a new goal, and a new lease on life. #workout #weightloss #weightgain #goals #depression #BPD #anxiety #mentalhealth #stress #gym #gymlife #gymtime
How do you watch a person deteriorate right in front of you and your first thought is, GASOLINE ⛽🤔
#fuelthefire #breaksmyheart

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You don't have to have a miserable life to be miserable in it.
Work it out, right? .... Do not make it a an issue. You want to be strong .... you want to be able to move on..... You are asked to process the bad, the terrible, the unforgivable. You are ask to accept what has happen but never asked if you can move on.
You are made to think that no way through anger or revenge exist that will ease your pain.....your suffering.
Now in a deep dark corner that is your mind you say over and over again.......
Don't lose your self
Don't go crazy
Do......not.....cross.....that..... line
You can't cry 😢
So I'm quietly weeping 😭
You want relief right ✅
Well open up the possibilities, that's the real limitations, ya know 😉