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passive suicidal thoughts are the worst.. i'm not even trying to kill myself but still wishing all the time whether something happens and i just vanish away from this world.. maybe being hit while crossing road or getting a life threatening disease.. inside, it keeps eating me alive

"You should create for yourself" and "it's okay to feel discouraged when creating your own original projects if no one interacts with them" are two sentences that should be able to co-exist with each other

On the one hand, you should kill that capitalist in your head that tells you to make art only for the enjoyment of other people. On the other hand, it's totally fine to be disappointed that you spent hours or even days on something that only got 4 notes. You can feel both ways.

im so bad at starting new games ill buy a game and then not play it for months because i get weirdly shy about it

what if the video game characters. don't like me

coming back to this to say that sometimes i even get this way about games ive already played which is like extra weird bc why am i getting social anxiety over seeing the video game characters who are already my best friends

When you wanna write but also wanna do anything else