Tending to the sores in my leg rolls due to the heatwave and rather than think ‘hmm maybe I’m too fat, this isn’t normal’ I order a whole pizza and sides
Noticing the skin at the bottom of my tummy is changing and darkening due to it hanging and rubbing/resting against my thighs and drinking more milkshakes and melted ice cream so it grows bigger and hangs further
Wanting my wheezing to become worse and worse to the point I actively try to limit my steps so I can feel how hard I have to push myself and my poor little heart and lungs when I do (very) occasionally step outside
Knowing that I will never stop until I’ve gained hundreds and hundreds of pounds ^_^
