She Deserves This

She/her

Artist (constructive criticism welcome, just don’t be mean)

Autism and Anxiety

Special Interests: Object shows, drawing/animation, autism

Current fave fandoms: BFDI

My Projects

Happy Pride!

And here are my gay bfdi playlists:

Caged (Firey fansong)

Before the show, I was remiss

Before the show, I didn’t exist

But now I know all that I missed

Now I’ve been shown a life of bliss

Before the show, I had no friends

Nowhere to go except within

Now down below, I see my end

And now I’m all alone again

I met you back in Season 1 when we played Tic-Tac-Toe

You were the first friend that I made, now I wasn’t alone

I’d never tell you this, but all those games I let you win

The bruised ego was worth the pain if I could see you grin

But now our story’s deleted from the page

Our friendship’s just a scene that’s on the stage

The wound still hurts, but I had to keep you safe

I won’t reverse the crime that got me caged

I won the show, it felt unreal

I won a prize nobody would steal

But then you did, it’s no big deal

It’s what I deserved for my injust repeal

I stole your dream, so you stole mine

And now I witness your slow decline

Still, you pretend that you’re just fine

But the game was meant to break us, it’s by design

I saved you from your permadeath when they found out your crime

When we crashed, I had to think, but thinking cost me time

So I called you a stranger to save my reputation

I never thought I’d forever end our communication

But now our story’s deleted from the page

Our friendship’s just a scene that’s on the stage

The wound still hurts, but I had to keep you safe

I won’t reverse the crime that got me caged

And now I sit here in the sky, whispering your name

Don’t know if you’re even alive, or if you feel the same

I act tough, but the truth is I’m not that big a flame

Those orange lines coming from Pencil look like the distress signal/cutscene/game lines in Tomodachi

Also look at Coiny lol

Poor girl she’s literally shaking

Notice everyone’s expressions

Gelatin and Bomby are surprised but none of the season 1 contestants are

Just thought that was interesting

His face lol

Yuri

Insane parallel

She’s so cute

This diva

Is this foreshadowing

GO AHEAD AND LEAF ME

His mouth was literally trembling he’s so afraid something bad will happen to Pin

Coiny tried to hug Pin. TB got in the way so pin slapped him and flipped him off.

Cute

Notice how Firey’s the only one with the neutral expression

Holding hands

Beautiful CAS intro

Coiny looks troubled

Pin constantly has a picture of Leafy on hand

Poster for my fanfic

Lyrics by me

You broke every bone in my body

Pierced my heart, and shattered my soul

Your words continue to haunt me

Don’t know if I’ll ever be whole

You let me believe I’m a failure

That I shouldn’t still be in the game

Condemning my every behavior

As if I’m the only one to blame

Same thing every day, go to play, sent away, lonely life, yeah, but hey, that’s how it works when you’re a flame

Go away, they say, you make nothing but mistakes, I say “be careful”, you don’t know who you’re trying to break

Pushover no more

You just declared war

I’ll settle the score

And then you’ll learn

I’m not a safe space

I can’t be replaced

I’ll sit there, stone-faced

As I watch you burn

I tried to be helpful and friendly

I tried to get along with the team

I messed up, no one tried to defend me

You just stood there and laughed at the scene

Remember when you knocked me off the ski lift?

Remember when you called me names?

I won’t just excuse all these months of abuse

You’re about to feel the wrath of my flame

Oh my, do or die, see the clouds form in the sky, they represent my unrelenting rage, I won’t be caged, sky high, tell your confidence goodbye, you’re going to where morals die when you die, ‘cause you will die

You’re next on the page in my burn book, my vengeance

Like Ice Cube, but hotter, I’ll leave you defenseless

I’ll overcome my destructive dependence

Don’t open your mouth, you won’t finish that sentence!

Pushover no more

You just declared war

I’ll settle the score

And then you’ll learn

I’m not a safe space

I can’t be replaced

I’ll sit there, stone-faced

As I watch you burn

Becoming a fighter

Fight fire with fire

I’ll turn on the lighter

And open the urn

I won’t be a reject

I’m demanding respect

And if you object

Then I’ll watch you burn

And so I have a new plan

Walking through the forest, sword in hand

Soon you’ll feel my heat, my pain

Then you’ll find out this is not a game!

Pushover no more

You just declared war

I’ll settle the score

And then you’ll learn

I’m not a safe space

I can’t be replaced

I’ll sit there, stone-faced

As I watch you burn

Becoming a fighter

Fight fire with fire

I’ll turn on the lighter

And open the urn

I won’t be a reject

I’m demanding respect

And if you object

Then I’ll watch you burn

I’ll watch you burn

Yeah, I’ll watch you burn

Respect’s a lesson you will learn

As I watch you burn

Cover art and alternate cover art

This was my slides version of bfdi my way

A few months and 6 chapters later…

Read the fic if you haven’t! I update sometimes