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⇢ Accessibility-first web developer. Creator of Tumblr themes for 15+ years. Late 30s autistic & bi musichead, disability pensioner, occasionally doing NASA's homework.

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2026 summer hiatus

My annual summer break is from June 15 until July 15. I will respond sporadically to asks, but I will be completely off-grid from June 23 through July 8. See you around late August.

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Eating chaos one derailing train at a time. Choo-choo, respectfully.

Thanks for the heads up, it's been fixed.

And I appreciate the message ❤️ It's getting harder to feel motivated to create themes tbh. Themes are being used less and less, and while I always create from just enjoying coding, the AI, the shitty takes and behaviour from Tumblr staff is just.. not helping.

I'm gonna release the npf basecode and set it free, and perhaps update the Broek theme with the new basecode and maybe take a step back from it.

Ngl it's easy to see if you don't know what you're doing. Fuck me... Just.. don't. Like, go away, you're embarrassing and I hate what you stand for.

haha I thought I might as well answer this now. Yes!

But, rope in particular, doesn't inherently have to be or lead to sex. You'll find many autistic and/or people with adhd benefitted from a weighted blanket - now direct that towards rope, and correct binding. There can be major therapeutic opportunities with it, as well as trauma releases. You'll need professionals or be taught to do so. There are also simple knots and bindings you can do to yourself that can help regulate your body.

So my boyfriend is a sex educator and teaches classes in bondage and rope and communication. (I know. I basically reap the seeds he sow) but i was not ready for a significant person of mine to be a student of his. Nothing bad it makes the person a thousand times cooler but randomly walking into them today and it just made me confront my bias and stereotypes I have in my head. We spent a 50 min train ride having a conversation about this and I'm definitely trying to organise my thoughts tonight.

Also boyfriend didn't expose this person it wasn't a first topic of conversation lol.

I am back home from 12 days volunteering at Roskilde Festival - first time in a team leader position! I came home at 3.10am this morning, it is now midnight, and the usual post-festival sickness has ensured. Light fever, throat hurting (urine dust ew) and a body that's tired and in need of rest.

My mother joined me backstage Wednesday as my +1 and we hung out with my brother and had a blast!

I haven't been with a none-queer cis man for over 10 years. He is a 190cm tall, nose pierced fucking golden retriever energy boyfriend. He is so straight and so adorable and excited.

He is 4 years younger and I didn't take into account that golden retriever energy guys are basically pleasure doms. Chat I'm cooked. I might actually not make it. 🫠

I've been tinkering with this Json basecode at least 2 hours every day for over a month. (Sometimes all day lmao) so I've been taking a few days off from any code whatsoever.

I plan to test it on my own blog and then release it for use before June 20th. I'll once again be volunteering at Roskilde Festival and will be offline 22nd June - July 8th. I'm taking a leader role this year so I've had quite a bit of prep and getting used to it.